Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Zhang Yichen now feels that his father's experiences outside these years are simply rich and colorful life experiences, which he has never experienced before. He also wants to go out for a few times, and Tianya willfully live for himself, but these years he has For my own goals, to prove to the world that I am a good man, but forget what I want in the end.

"Dad, do you know? When I heard you talk about your life experiences, in fact, what I admire most in my heart is envy for you. I admire you even more, and you can live willfully outside for so long. You I can live freely regardless of everything in the family, just for my own happiness, but I can't. I have been running around for the whole family all my life. I never know what it's like to live alone. I have never tried how to live alone!

Maybe it’s because we have different experiences, so your attitude towards everything will be different. You’ve been living happily outside all these years. You’ve lived a happy, unrestrained and free life, but what about me? , but I was trained here like a devil. At that time, I really hated you. I have said these words no less than a hundred times. I declare to people all over the world that I really hate you. I don’t want to admit that you are My parents, because you have never stayed by my side to accompany me, you will always only hurt me. As parents, you have not fulfilled your responsibilities as parents. On the contrary, you have hurt us again and again, maybe Deep down in your heart, I don't deserve to be your son at all.

It is precisely because I am afraid that you will think that I am not worthy to be your son, so I have given everything I have. I have spent my youth, my time, and my childhood on training. Because I want you to know that I am your real son, and I am worthy to be your son, so are you really worthy to be my parents?In fact, you know better than anyone in your heart that you are not the most worthy person. There are too many perfect parents in the world, and poor parents can work hard to stay with them for their children. By my side, no matter how hard and tiring my life is, what about you?

You are not willing to stay with your children if you have a little bit of turmoil. You treat your children as grassroots, and abandon you if you want to. Where do you put me as a son?What kind of position did I put, from the beginning to now, I don’t know how much position I occupy in your hearts, because I don’t understand why you would rather wander outside than stay by my side. Does my side make you feel so painful?Or is it that deep down in your heart I only deserve to be here forever?

Mom and Dad, I really don’t want to repeat some things over and over again, because what I repeat again and again hurts my heart. Whenever I think of the years when you abandoned me, whenever I think of Those childhoods that I have worked hard on my own, accepting the ridicule of others, my heart is like a knife.

But I have no choice, I really have no choice, it's as easy as letting go of everything before, you can do not care about anything before, you can treat everything in the past as if it never happened, but I No, because those are all the pain that other people put on my body!

I really hope that time can be turned back. I hope that more than anyone else, if time can be turned back a little bit, I won't be living as hard as I am now.

As long as the time goes back a little bit, I can live happily and happily. I will never give up my childhood and let my childhood live in painful memories. Now I only need to recall the things I have experienced Things will remind me of my childhood bit by bit, I can't believe it in my heart, is that really a child's childhood?Why are other childhoods sunny and sunny, but mine is dark and humid?

I am also a child, why there is such a big gap between my childhood and others, it is because I was born in a wealthy family, I have to accept the fate of being abandoned by my parents, I have to accept that I fell down again and again, and then fell again. Standing up strong, do you still have to face everyone's ridicule at you with a smile?

I'm not reconciled, I'm really not reconciled, you have a state of being reconciled to many things, so why can't I be reconciled once in my heart?I paid so much, why did I end up like this?If I knew this was the result, why did I have to be reincarnated in your womb, why did you give birth to me again, and let me suffer such pain? "

"Don't talk about it, child. We know how you have survived these years. You have lived very hard and very hard. Everything you have is obtained by your own hard work. You have not asked anyone for it. In this way, as parents, we will feel even more unbearable in our hearts. We never thought that we would bring you such harm. We just want you to live this life peacefully and peacefully.

But in the end, why did I bring you such pain? Time and time again, it is meaningless for me to be a parent.I don't know how to bring a happy and happy family to my children!

You are right. As a parent, we are indeed not qualified parents, because we have not fulfilled the slightest responsibility to you, and first brought us a lot of pain. Can you hate me in your heart?But don't blame your mother, your mother has no choice but to do these things. He was forced by me. He never thought of abandoning you. She never thought of abandoning you, her own son. Holding you, I drag him away, he refuses to let go, he can't bear it.Because you are the child born in October of her laborious pregnancy and are connected by blood! "

"Actually, it doesn't matter who forced it. Today I just want to express all the thoughts in my heart for so many years. I don't want to be trapped in a small room by myself forever. I don't want to make myself I will always live in painful memories. I just want you to know that I have forgiven you. If I hadn’t forgiven you, I wouldn’t have said it to you, because I don’t have that obligation, and I don’t have that responsibility to let you Let go of the guilt deep in my heart!"

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