Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Zhang Zhentian knew that some words would be painful for his son.

But no matter what happens here, I absolutely cannot let my own son be hurt because of my own affairs. I have never given her any love for myself in my life. This father has never done what a father should do. I have hurt her so much and abandoned him so much, how can I continue like this, if I treat my son like before, what is the difference between myself and a beast.

"Yichen, Dad never intends to hurt you anymore. I just hope you can let go of your prejudices and don't hold yourself back so painfully. Do you think you are happy and happy like this? You are walking on eggshells every day. Are you afraid? One day I will treat you like before again, you don't have the freedom and happiness of the past at all, my presence will only bring you burdens, make you feel miserable again and again, and suffer mental torture. You know that when you close your eyes and your mind is full of other people's shadows, do you know how bad that feeling is? I'm scared, and I don't want you to suffer that kind of pain, because you are my son, I can't bear it I don't even want you to suffer the pain that you shouldn't bear

I always think that the most perfect ending is to let go of everything. Can some things really be let go? Obviously deep in my heart I pretend not to care, but deep in my heart I still have no way to ignore it and care about it. A person is always like this , living with duplicity, saying that he doesn't care, but deep down he cares more than anyone else, why do people always have to be so hypocritical, wouldn't it be good to live in a down-to-earth way?

My whole life is really tiring and tiring. All the tiredness is caused by myself. I can’t blame anyone else. It’s only when I do everything by myself that it becomes what it is now. In the end, who can I blame?

My child, do you know how sad my father is in his life? He never smiled happily. No matter what he does, he is always under all the pressure. No one cares about himself. Everything they do is right. Yes, only what I do is wrong in their eyes, do you know how heavy the pressure of public opinion is on me? No one has considered my feelings, everyone only knows blindly Impose all the responsibilities on me, and who knows how much my heart hurts

Maybe in your eyes, you think I'm a saint, but I'm really not a saint. I can't be indifferent. You all think that I don't care about many things, but who knows the pain in my heart? How painful is your heart, you put all the responsibilities and sins on my head, what about me, I was born with it, should I blame you or what?

No matter what I do, you will never feel the slightest bit of satisfaction with me. In your eyes, I am a sinner through the ages. What I do is wrong. No matter what I do, it is wrong. You don’t think about it at all. Live my feelings.

If you really treat me as a family member, if you really treat me as a family, you will not treat me in this way. You have thought that it may be nothing to you without such a way, but how much it is to me How heavy, how many blows, have you considered how I feel in my heart, how entangled and painful I am? Time and time again, deep down in your heart, you can only see what you think you are right from afar, but you have forgotten , some things are not like that at all, you only use your own eyes to judge the right and wrong of all things, but you don’t bother at all whether that thing is true or not, you just use your own eyes to judge whether it is true or not. If you look at things with your own eyes, is everything you see with your eyes real? How entangled Chu should be, she can’t tell, all her wishes and all her sufferings can only be endured silently by one person, do you know how much pain and shock that kind of pain will bring to this person?"

Zhang Yichen didn't expect his father to have so much suffering and tiredness in his heart. He always thought that his father was very chic outside and lived happily and comfortably. He never cared about his family. How much he cared about him, but now that he saw his father like this, he realized that his father was not as comfortable as he imagined, and his life was very tangled and painful in the depths of his heart. She is showing her strong face and smile to everyone, but who knows how she got through it?

My father is right, he is not a saint, he can’t face all things indifferently like everyone else, it’s not that he won’t love her when someone hurts him, he’s not a hard-hearted person, he also wants to not care , but it is really impossible not to care about some things, all things are being pressed on the head again and again, how much pain my father must have in his heart, what is it that he, a son, gave to his father? There was no consolation once, and he sent his father to hell time and time again. He lived in such pain and sadness, and never saw her results happily. What happened, time and time again I helped him to disregard it, that was my own biological father, how did I get so cruel to treat him like this back then?

"Dad, is it true that you are the only one who is tired of living alone? Am I not tired when I live? All I want is to be with the one I love, but why do I end up with this kind of ending again and again? Who cares about how much it hurts in my heart? You are tired of living, I Living is also tiring. I was no less than you during that time. I have been tired for many years. I have been working hard alone for more than [-] years. In the past [-] years, I have never laughed from the bottom of my heart. , time and time again I see grandpa doing life there, time and time again when I see grandpa silently sad, I can't do anything, I can only watch from afar, because he is my grandpa, I have nothing to do There is nothing I can do about it.”