Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Mom, you have made so many mistakes. I want to know if there is a moment of regret in your heart. I know that you are sincerely regretful for abandoning me. Try my best to make up for every mistake I have ever made, but do you know that what I want to know most now is, you have made so many mistakes, what things have you regretted and what things have you not regretted? If you If you are still stubborn until now, then I will only think that you are hopeless. I have no way and no reason to tolerate you and wait for you. I don’t believe that my mother in the world is really so cruel. Mothers will take care of and love their children in every possible way, but my mother has hurt me all. Flash dance..

When you gave me all the hurt one after another, I was really desperate deep in my heart. I never thought that one day I would face such a scene. I never thought that my parents would be here. The world hurt me again.

Every torment and every kind of pain that I have experienced in the depths of my heart, you can't understand without thinking about it, what kind of pain is that, do you understand When I know that everything comes like this, But I found that all of this is like this, accumulated by myself again and again, but I have no ability to make it all what it used to be, the state I least want, I don’t have such ability at all, There was only one time when I let my fate dictate to me.flash dance..

I have to admit that sometimes I am really afraid of fate, I am afraid that my life will be manipulated by fate, I am afraid that every decision I make can only follow the steps that fate arranges for me, I don’t believe in heaven, I don’t believe in God, I don't even believe that my destiny is in the hands of others. I believe that as long as I work hard, my destiny will be in my own hands. But looking at my destiny now, do you really think that I am not here? Is it what I want? The girl I want is not like this. All I want is a stable life, but I never got it.

At the moment I heard you say that I was betrayed by others, I was very scared at the moment of the feeling and taste in my heart, I was afraid that one day I would be betrayed by others, I gave all my sincerity to everyone, if In the end, that person chose to betray me, so I really don't know how I should feel, and I don't know what kind of mentality I should use to face such a situation.

Perhaps it is really so difficult to live in this society with a mentality like mine. Every decision I make is for the good of everyone in the family, but when I find out that everything is wrong, I It’s also hopeless, and I can’t redeem every decision I face. I don’t know how I should make it as if it never happened. I only know every decision and every thing I have paid. It's all about hurting myself so badly, subjecting myself to all the pain and suffering over and over again, and there's nothing I can do about it.flash dance.."

"No matter what you do in this world, you must understand one truth, that is, people's hearts cannot be exchanged for people's hearts. Even if you put all your true feelings into others, in his eyes, it is just using your capital.

He may think you are silly and naive.

Because its casual sentence can change all his states, and he can point all the bad points at you. At that moment, are you really happy in your heart?

Occasionally, you should also think about how everything you have done will hurt you, why bother to stand on your own point of view, and think about yourself selfishly, maybe you Looking at this issue from the perspective of others, the outcome is quite different.

There are some things you think you are doing right, but in the eyes of others, everything you do is just wrong.Wait until one day you look back and realize that all your efforts were in vain, and all your efforts are just a fleeting moment, then you will know how much pain you have in your heart.

Whenever I saw the sky was raining, I would think of every weekend I had suffered. Every pain came from the depths of my soul and could never be erased. I used to think about who I was living for , In the end I didn’t get the answer myself, maybe I just live for myself selfishly, when I live in such pain, so sad, so sad, who cares about my thoughts and feelings?

Why do you live so selfishly? They have lived their whole life, and what is it for in the end?

People should live for themselves in this life, never try to use their own changes to satisfy anyone, it is not worth it, even if you change everything for him, it is nothing in his eyes, he will not Will care about what you have paid, he will only make you suffer all the pain again and again, that is an unprecedented insult. "

"In fact, no one has ever thought about what all the things they have suffered are like, just like they have suffered all the pain and injuries, but in the eyes of others, they are nothing. She can happily be with others, He can also be with you one second but choose to betray you the next second. No one knows what he has gained and lost. Only you know what kind of change it is all in the depths of your heart. Maybe you don't understand now, what kind of pain is that, but when time passes slowly, but all the text messages, when you find that you have gone too far, you want to look back at all Has everything changed? Maybe the moment you looked back, you felt that nothing had changed, but when you walked for a while, you looked back again, and you found that everything had changed. It's no longer the way I imagined it to be. No one would do such things again and again, and no one would want to live under such happy things for the rest of their lives.

Be yourself happily, walk the path you want to go the most, be the person you want to be the most, be the most authentic self, create the life you want the most, why change all your directions because of someone else's words , that's not worth it is the act of a fool, because he's not worth it at all"