Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Grandpa and grandma, maybe you never know how much your son has been hurt. Everything you do is so selfish. When did you ever think about whether others will be hurt because of what you did?" hurt?

Perhaps when you were together, you never imagined that my father would suffer such harm and would become like this one day. What you imagined him at that time was just the one who could give everything for himself one time at a time. People who work hard, because you have never thought for a moment that what you do will bring harm to your family. Deep down in your heart, you were originally selfish, but you have gradually become enlightened. Maybe the activity is really selfish, but after experiencing these things, you can see it openly. Everyone has their own way to go. And slowly got used to everything.

I used to be very afraid that everyone in the family would say anything bad to me, but gradually I got used to it. For what everyone in the family said to me, I no longer care about everything he said.

Now look at everything I sang, is it really what I want most?

I watched helplessly as the thing I cared about the most slowly grew and still won, and I watched as the thing I cared about the most and hurt everything slowly became farther and farther away, and I couldn't do anything about it. ..

No matter how many things you have done wrong, no matter how tired you are, when you calm down, look back at every mistake you have made and what it has become

I don't want my future life to always be spent in pain and suffering. I don't want my family to always be the one who gets hurt. I just hope that my family can be happy and live happily. Maybe this The statement is simply too simple for you. I used to expect that I would have a heart that embraced the world. I could expect my family to be the happiest and happiest. But in the end, I have nothing. I didn’t get it, I watched my family members hurt by you, but I couldn’t do anything, do you know the feeling of failure? I’ve never felt like such a failure. I got what I wanted most, time and time again, It's just trying my best to get it, just like when my parents gave everything again and again, no one thought about it from the perspective of my parents, is it not difficult to live? They always think Leave all the best to us, but what kind of return did we give him, after hurting again and again, we can only be forced to accept it in the end.

Grandpa and grandma, I am not afraid that you will hurt me again and again, but I really beg you, I beg you to let my parents go, so that my parents can live a little bit of happiness, even if it is only a little bit, I will be grateful to you No one has considered the so-called pain and pressure my parents have endured over the years. I am a child. As a child, I just watch from behind, I can’t stand on the sidelines, I want to go up to give them a hug and comfort them, but I can’t help it, I can’t take that step, I’m afraid that I will stand in front of my mother to comfort her At that moment he burst into tears, I was afraid that every word she said would leave me with no words to comfort her, my mother always gave me all the best, she always thought the world was the most perfect My favorite thing is to make my children happy and happy, but when I was bullied again and again, he always stood by me without hesitation and supported me. Who would have thought about my beliefs? How difficult is it to feel right now?"

"I know what your boss said today. I am already very clean. I also understand that I hurt your parents. If it weren't for our existence, your parents would not have lived so hard. Seeing them Now, as elders, we still feel uncomfortable in our hearts, but there is nothing we can do about it. When we choose to take this path, we are doomed to the end, right? We just want them to live in peace To be stable, even if that kind of stable life is not long-term, even if it is only for a moment, it is also a kind of happiness for me.

How much I wish to see my child live so happily, how I wish to see my child laughing every day, and let all the happiness and happiness be given to him, I hope that I will be in my child In front of me, I am not a timid person, but a person who can give everything for his family and is not afraid of any harm.

I used to make every decision naively. I thought that as long as I could live a happy life, even if my family members were hurt, I would not care. But then I gradually discovered that every mistake I ever found was simply It is unforgivable. I let those family members who love me the most get hurt again and again. I don’t understand why I made such choices and decisions. I hurt everyone in my family who really loves me. Time and time again, I regard their love and tolerance as a tool for me to use them. I don't understand what I should do to bring it all back to its original state. I'm scared. I don't have a day. I am no longer afraid that this kind of thing will happen to me again. I live in fear all the time. I am really fed up with this kind of life. I don't want to be mentally tortured again.

Child, I know that you are telling us these things for the good of your parents, and you also know that the life your parents live now may be different from what we imagined. The life imagined by everyone is Happiness, without any regrets, but is the life we ​​want now really what we want? Look at your mother living in the hospital now, and your father is so anxious now that he looks crazy, and But we can only bring you harm time and time again. Isn’t it the best result and solution for you that we leave this home?

Do you really want us to stay and make the house a mess, and there is no way to live in peace anymore?"