Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

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"Father, I know that I have brought you a lot of pain, but now that things have passed for so long and times have changed, can't you forgive me for the pain that being a son once brought to you? It's not the ending I want to see the most. It's really a kind of pain in my heart now that everything has become the way it is now. I just hope that everyone in the family can live happily and happily , but looking at you like this now, do you think I'm really passing fast?

Perhaps in your eyes, as long as I make mistakes, I will never be able to get your forgiveness, and you don't deserve your forgiveness.But who has thought about how hard I have been through these years, and it is not easy for me to get to where I am today step by step. Such.

How much I long for time to turn back, even if it is only a little bit, I will be much happier. If that is the case, I can come back to this home a few years earlier to accompany you, and you will not let you suffer like this. I have suffered a lot from the difficulties and illnesses of my father these years. In fact, I have suffered a lot in my heart. I watched the woman I love the most betray me, and I watched every friend around me abandon me once. Another betrayal.In fact, deep down in my heart, I have already accepted the punishment.

You will never understand that you can understand the pain in your heart when you watch the person you care about the most betray yourself time and time again, and see the people around you betray you besides yourself. Can you understand the feeling that you have no way to restore everything to its original appearance? I can’t understand because I’m afraid. I’m afraid that I’m walking on thin ice every day like I’m doing now. It's not easy, and who cares about my inner feelings, I'm suffering, I'm sad, I'm sad, I don't have anything to rely on, I can only rely on my own willpower step by step to get to where I am today, I know that everything today is all consequences of my own making.

I know that I can't blame anyone for all the things I'm facing now. It's all because of my own selfishness that led to today's results, but I didn't expect that one day I would be blamed by myself The feeling of being betrayed by someone I care about, I never want to experience it again in my life. Experiencing this feeling once is the biggest pain in my life. How I long for my life to be able to live easily , and I don’t have to accept any hardships, but I have no choice. When fate arranges me in such a fate, I can only follow my own pace step by step and obey the arrangement of fate. I also hope that fate can give me more a chance.

Fate will never give anyone a way out. Fate will only drive a person to a dead end again and again. He will let you go into a desperate situation and there is no way to retreat. When you face all the difficulties and hardships Sometimes, you can only look at all the pain that all the people have brought to you. You have no way to forget, let alone make it as if it never happened. When I saw those who betrayed me The people there laughed and laughed again and again. At that moment, I made up my mind that I will take revenge no matter what in my life. I want to take revenge and go back to all the pain I have suffered.

I am in pain here, and he is laughing and laughing there.Why should I bear such humiliation and such pain?

Dad, even if you have experienced too many ups and downs in your life, you still have no way to experience the life I have lived. Do you know how painful this life is? All I want is to live a stable life, but again and again I want to live a stable life, but the day I was broken, I have already found that no matter what I want to do, it is definitely impossible. I can only rely on my own strength. Only by working harder and harder again and again can everything return to its original appearance. Who can care about my pain.And who can care that I become like this again and again, I am afraid, I don't know that there is no way to change all this.I also don't have any qualifications to make all this what I want to change in my destiny. "

Mr. Zhang sighed: "A child's fate can dominate a person, but he can't make a person cowardly. I hope you can see clearly what the scene you are facing today. I don't want your life to be ruled by yourself." I just want you to walk steadily, every step you should take, if you choose to use a different way from others to bear the pain that you don't want to bear in your life, then you will lose forever In order to be qualified to compete with this society, society is always so cruel, if you want to choose yourself to survive in this society, then you must have the stamina of others, and when others beat you once, You can still say with a smile here, I have not failed, I can continue to do it again, I can rely on my own efforts to achieve the best again and again, I hope one day you can find out, At the moment when everything is completely different from what you imagined, you can still stand on your goal and tell everyone. I swear that this is the life I want most. You can still say to everyone I have never regretted it in my life.

I know that I haven't given you much help over the years as a father, but I also hope that you can understand that there are some things that once you make a choice, there is no turning back.

Child, I hope you can live happily and happily every day, because what you did to me once, but you will always be my child, as long as you can understand this, Dad will never blame you Yes, the mistakes you have made, the pain you have brought us, we should let go of everything in the past, right?

People can only look forward. We should recall yesterday, grasp today, think about tomorrow, and make our tomorrow meaningful. We should not think that what we do is for the purpose of hurting others, or to protect ourselves For the purpose, such a life is really tiring, you should have experienced this kind of life, do you still want to go on like this for the rest of your life?"