"I have given so much everything, and who understands the sadness of doing all this? I always want to make all this different from my own. I always think that I can live a happy life, live a happy life, I went to the end step by step, but in the end I found that all this was in vain. I didn't get the ending I wanted most. I turned all this into the result I didn't want to see in my life. does it hurt

Over the years, I alone know the sadness, the hardships, the pain, and no one can understand all the pressure I have been under. Even if you return to this home, I still say that In other words, because of all the wrong things I have done, I can pretend that they never happened, but it does not mean that I really don’t mind the mistakes in my life. I am not a saint, and I have no way to forgive you again and again. , but in the end I got nothing myself, and I should understand what kind of life everyone wants.The computer with the fastest network update:

Why don't we leave each other with a way out? Why do we have to kill them all to achieve the ending we least want to see? Think about how we have become what we are now over the years, step by step we have made ourselves what we are today, this is really true What we want is what we want. What we hope is that we can live happily. What we hope is that our family can get together happily and never be separated again. Is this really true? Is it so difficult to achieve? I have worked hard, I have tried my best, I have tried everything I have, I think I am worthy of my heart and worthy of heaven and earth, but in the end I still have no way to achieve the result I want. Maybe the sky is really unfair, maybe he is also fair, I don't know where I offended the sky, let him play tricks on me, let me suffer all the pain and sadness again and again, but I There is nowhere to sue. "

Zhang Zhentian originally thought that all that he had given was worthy of praise, joy, and praise in the eyes of his father, but he never thought that he would be so unbearable in his father's heart. It was all wrong, I didn’t do a single right thing, why did I become what I am now, why did I become what I am today step by step, why did I choose to hurt my family and betray my father , Let him suffer all the pain that he shouldn't have to bear, what did I do, he really doesn't understand what kind of person he has become.

Could it be that I am really so selfish, so unforgivable, a person who only does bad things and doesn't know how to be grateful? I shouldn't be like this, but now I see every word my father said to me. It has been thoroughly proved that what I do is like this, I don't want this kind of life to happen to me, all I want is to hope that my family can live happily, and I hope that my parents can live forever. Standing on my own point of view, although I have long since lost my mother and my father, it is my eternal spiritual pillar.

"Dad, please don't say such things. I never thought of abandoning you again, let alone hurting you again. I really feel regretful and sad. I didn't think that I It will bring you such deep hurt, I admit that all of this is not what I want the most, I make all of this different from what you think, I make all of this become like myself time and time again My life is full of pain, I don’t know what I should do, and I don’t know how I should let all of this return to the original appearance, just like the moment that has never changed, but It's really difficult. Everyone has their own difficulties in being a human being. Is there no difficulty in my life? I can live to this day, so I really live casually? I have worked hard, and I also I also tried my best to change my life so that I can be like what you expect in your heart, but I really can't change to the way you want.

I don't know how I should do myself in this life, what kind of life I should get in exchange for the honest result we want most from each other, I regret how wrong I am today again and again easy

Who cares about the thoughts and pains deep in my heart, step by step I walk the path I least want to walk in life, step by step I go against my conscience to live in this world, I want to live, I want to live How, how, I want to live until the day when I can bring glory to my family, but what I have done will only bring shame to the family. Do you understand that feeling? Let me become what I am now step by step, is this really what I want? In fact, it is really not, but I still can't make all this the ending I want most. "

"You don't need to explain anymore, and I don't mean to blame you. I just hope that you can think twice about everything and think about what you are doing. Why are you doing this? You are really worthy of everyone's concern for you. , love for you? All we want is that we can live happily, live happily, and live happily, but all of this is not like this. The journey we should take is happy, not like This is full of sadness. Are you willing to live this kind of life for the rest of your life? If I were you, I would definitely not want to. This kind of life is really tiring. I have seen the hardships of your efforts, and I have also seen that you will soon be able You have a brilliant future, but in the end you let all this run counter to your own ideas, you abandon the goal you should achieve most, and what you want is simply to complete your goal, then really Is it something you should do ァ新ヤ~8~1~Chinese.. <First release, domain name, please remember

I will never ask you for anything in my life. No one understands the pain in my heart. You always feel that you understand the hardships and difficulties in my heart, but who understands? , you don’t know at all, you will never experience the pain that no one knows or understands what you do, you still live too easily, you live too Too casual and simple, you always feel that going with the situation is the best future.”

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