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"Perhaps in the depths of each of you, you feel that these pains should be forgotten, but do you know that there are some pains that I will never forget in my life, and that is the heaviest pain in my heart. Pain, he has been buried deep in my heart all his life, and will never go away.

Maybe deep in your heart, it is just a casual joke, but in my heart, I never think that I am a dedicated person, I only hope that the one I love People will stay by my side forever, and will not choose to give up on me and leave me because of anything, but I can't get everything I want.

Who has ever considered these pains from my point of view? How difficult it has been for me to walk in my life, and who can understand the so-called pain I have endured? I buried everything in my heart Deep down, I never tell anyone my heart, because I know that even if I say everything, it will not help, so why not bury all the pain in my heart, never Let others know.

In fact, each of us is 10% similar. What we want is always the last thing we can get. We will pay any price for what we can get. As long as the price is acceptable to us, why not decide to go to the end? Do it or not? No one has considered what the final result will be. The only difference is whether I do it or not. I used to blindly think that my thoughts are so naive, as long as I do something I want, I can live happily and happily by myself, but when I grow up slowly, I realize that all I have done is just a passing cloud, even if I have given everything, so what, in the end I am not that Look, no one will care what kind of pain is in the depths of their hearts.

I used to naively think that as long as I work hard enough, I will be able to get everything, care and love from everyone in my family, but later I found out that even if I give everything, what can I do? , I can never change the ending I want to change, there is no way to hold the things I love tightly in my hands, I am numb, and at the same time I am afraid that I will lose everything, because deep down in my heart I can't stand any such blows and injuries, I just hope that I can live happily, but the result I get in the end will always be just the sad result of grief. "

Zhang Yichen never thought that one day he would say these things to his father. He always thought that no matter how many mistakes his father made, he could still be his father deep in his heart, even if he had everything. Become unscrupulous, but he will never change, this is the essence of the problem.From the very beginning, he only knew what his own interests were, and he never thought of using his family affection to impress anyone. All he wanted was an ordinary life, even if that kind of life meant that to him Sad, but deep in his heart, even at that time, he would never tell anyone the pain that he would never forget.

He thought about what kind of person he would become, never thought about what kind of life he would have, he never thought about losing his relatives, even if all interests were more important than anything in their hearts, but He will never abandon his relatives, it turned out to be the basis of his life, he has no way to let his relatives disappear casually like this, he has no way to do this, maybe it lies in the depth of everyone's heart From a general point of view, what he did was simply so excessive, so naive, so ridiculous, but in his eyes, he thought that all of this was just a little test given to him by his parents, He doesn't care how his parents treat him, as long as the final result is perfect, as long as everyone can live happily in the end, then what is it?

"Actually, you don't need to say these words to me at all. Even if you say these words, you will never change the harm you have caused me. All the insults and pain I suffered were all mine. The memory deep in my heart, I will never forget it in my whole life, even if you make it all disappear, even if you make it all return to the original state, but do you know that those injuries were given to me by you, That is the ending you made for my own son bit by bit. You have not considered how much suffering I was at that time. I can survive until today because I have my own family by my side. My grandfather He gave me all the love, and he put all his concern for you on me, I am very grateful.

You should also know that everyone living in this world should have a heart of reverence. His heart represents each of them. Everything you do will not be discovered by others, even if others find out, others will not tell you, it is because in the eyes of others, he thinks that all this is for the good of everyone, but I really hope that we will be in love with each other. To be able to be honest with each other and not want to make such wrong decisions again and again, we should have a complete family instead of quarreling again and again, that feeling is really bad, I have endured it for so many years, I There is no way to continue to accept it. If you really treat me as a family, please hold your hands high, forgive me once, and don't let me experience it again. Such a heart-piercing pain, that kind of pain is I will never forget it in my life. I don’t hate you. I will always remember every word you said before. I will always keep your conversation firmly in my heart. I will never say what you said that time. Forget, maybe you forgot, but I can remind you.

It's what you said that really scares me, I can't believe it, that's really what my father would say, let alone my family, I can't believe my family would treat me like that I said those cruel and determined words, which made me so embarrassed, and caused everyone in the family to suffer such harm and pain. I really want to tell you how much those words you once said made me feel so embarrassed. disgust"

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