Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

;

"My child, everything was forced back then, and I don't want to live in my world like that, but I have no way to change all of this."

"Say no more, I'll never forget

They each returned to their own rooms. Zhang Zhentian was already waiting for his wife to come back in his service room. The moment he saw his wife enter the door, I was not in a good mood. Does he know what his father treats me? What their wives said, they did not understand what their sons had said to their wives.

It's hard for him to say anything now, he can only wait for his wife to take the initiative to speak out to him.

At this moment, Xia Jing was also very entangled. He knew that if he didn't tell the truth, his husband might live in ignorance for the rest of his life. She didn't want her husband to live so much in his life. I am wronged, if I tell the truth, I may face the end of divorce, but if this is really what I want? What I want is just to let my relatives stay in my house forever However, what I did would end up losing all of this, so should I really tell my husband all of this?

"It's getting late, let's go to bed early, I won't ask you what you said today, because I believe in you, I believe every word you say is true, and I won't let go of what you don't want to say Go to the bottom of it more, let alone ask you, I just give you the greatest trust, because I believe that you will not lie to me, you treat me sincerely, and it is enough for us to be together. I can’t ask for anything else, having you by my side is already the greatest comfort.”

Xia Jing was very moved when he heard Zhang Zhentian say such words to himself, but he also understood that some things should really be said, why let these things become more and more complicated in the end, until it can't be ended, maybe There is a little advantage in confessing yourself earlier, not to mention anything else, even if you confess, you can only choose this ending in the end, then you have no complaints or regrets, at least you have not disappointed the person you love the most.

"Zhentian, I have something I want to tell you, but you have to make sure that you don't get angry when you hear it, and no matter what your reaction is after hearing it, I will gladly accept whatever decision you make."

"Well, no matter what you say to me, I will understand you."

"I want to say, in fact, I don't love you in my heart. Even though we have been married for so many years, I have never had you in my heart. I have always thought about my first love boyfriend before I was with you. For him , I have given a lot, he gave all her love for me, but in the end, I went to a dead end with him, and finally I chose to be with you when I had to. In fact, I took you as a spare tire, but I I hope you can hear me out."

The moment Zhang Zhentian heard his wife say that he regarded himself as a spare tire, his expression was already flustered, and he was more serious. He didn't expect that his wife hadn't given her heart to her for so many years. He was a little intolerable in a lie, and he was a little angry now, but he also wanted to let his wife tell the truth about everything, and then he would think about what answer he should make.

"I have never put you in my heart for so many years. I am really touched by everything you have done for me. For me, you gave up the whole family, regardless of your family's century-old foundation. I see everything in my eyes, and I am really grateful. There are some things that I really have no way to explain to you. Every mistake I have ever made needs to be borne by myself. One wrong step led to a complete breakup with my first love boyfriend. Until now, my heart is still in pain. You should know that I have nightmares again and again, and how scared I am when I wake up from the dream. It is because of me I dreamed of the day he broke up with me in nightmares time and time again, and my pain was unspeakable. Although I have been with you for so many years, I look very beautiful on the surface and smile happily, but there is no Does anyone know when I am smiling from the bottom of my heart? I have never been really happy for so many years. When I am with you, I have always forced a smile because I know that people have to learn to disguise themselves. If you learn If you don't pretend, then you will be a scum in front of anyone in your life. I don't know how to explain it to you. I used to love him to death. I didn't understand how much I love her until he left. , but I can never get her back

Maybe you think that I have been really unfair to you these years. You have given everything for me, even your own family, but I don’t have you in my heart, but I love others and miss others. Over the years, I have been I am living in the abyss of pain. I have trouble sleeping and eating day and night. I have no way to forget the harm I have made to the man I love the most. I reflect on myself time and time again. , What should I do to make all this return to the beginning, what should I do to make it seem like it never happened, I don’t know what choice I should make, because I took a wrong step at the beginning, I lost the man who loved me the most, do you know how much he loves me? He gave all her love for me, and gave everything for me, but I finally gave him the treatment like a heart of stone.

After he left, I realized that my heart hurts too. My heart hurts not because of anything else, but because I lost him, but because of what he did to me, which made my heart deep. Deeply in love with him, I have fallen too deeply and cannot extricate myself, no matter when and where, and no matter what kind of decision you make, I will gladly accept it, I just want to reminisce about the relationship between me and him In life, even if you choose to divorce me, I will not give up on him. No matter what choice you make, I will always remember him deep in my heart, because the love he gave me is something no one can give me. , he was by my side when I was in the most difficult time, and reached out to me when I was in the most painful time. He gave me love that no one else could give me. This time I want to give my all and will Love him at all costs and by whatever means, even if in the end he can only get him a heart of stone, and ordinary treatment can only get him indifferent to me, I gladly accept it, I don't care about any results, I only care about what happens to me Did I let go and love him, I only care about whether I gave him my whole heart completely, sorry for hurting you"

Zhang Zhentian was stunned, he didn't understand what was going on."

"When you guys chose to confess all this, I was really happy. I never thought that my parents would have the day to confess the truth. I was really excited at that moment, but I found out later that it turned out that That's just your tactic to delay the attack. In your eyes, you will never get your sincere words. You are always just using it. In your eyes, does it really become so important for us to use it? Can you change? Obsessed with profit, I can become ignorant of my relatives, but I can't, I can't use any means to hurt all the relatives around me in order to achieve my goals, I can't be as cruel and heartless as you, and I can't be as indifferent as you.

When I saw my relatives being hurt, my only thought was to jump out and protect them well, so that they would follow me for the rest of their lives, but all this seemed like a dream, and there was no way to realize it.”