Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

You may think that I don't know everything, but you can't understand how I have spent these years. I have investigated all of your things, and I haven't forgotten what I should do.

Zhang Zhentian knows the depths of her heart better than anyone else. I believe that her heart is not in him at all, maybe she can't change herself at all, the most beloved person can be sincere to herself

Even if he died outside right now, he wouldn't care, let alone care, and wouldn't ask, he was already more heartless than himself, he was indifferent and ignored everything.

Sometimes I really feel that I am terrible, I have numb my heart, lost what I really want, and know that I have lost it again and again, only to realize that what I want most in my heart is nothing more than him.

People's hearts are really incomparable, the more you compare, the more you hurt yourself, and you hurt yourself all over again and again. What kind of ending you get in the end just makes your life worse.

It wasn't until I figured everything out that it was too late.

"Xia Jing, in fact, I really want to ask you, what should I do to win back your heart for me, what should I do to make you stay by my side, even if your heart is not there

I said that I would give up my life for you, but do you know how much I care about you, I can't bear you"

"I don't think it's necessary for you to tell me this at all. We are already like this with each other, so how should you end? I'm sorry. It's not that I do the most things, but you. You eat first. Over the years, what am I doing? got what you cheated on all my feelings

I'm not interested in your fate at all, because it doesn't matter if I take your life, if I use your life, I'm breaking the law, but sometimes I really want to know, do you really Can you even give up your life for me? If it is really possible, then why don't you die?"

"As long as I die and you are willing to come back to me, are you willing to give me another chance and let us get along again, even if it's only for one day, do you know how important it is? I never thought that I would one day It will become so embarrassing, it will become so cowardly and incompetent, after all, what I want is lost again and again, I still can't get what I want, I don't know what I should do to make this Everything becomes illusion instead of fact.

You left me and gave me mental torture, I was really scared.

I am willing to wait silently behind you, even if it is a day, two or three days, a year, ten years, or a lifetime, as long as you are willing to look back at the end, you will be able to see me standing behind you forever, as long as you are willing to look back I am willing to look at me even if it is only for a second, and I still hate my eyes. All I want is that you can appear in front of my eyes and never leave again. I am in my dream again and again. Dreaming of me living in the same world with you, in the same room, knowing how scary it is when I wake up and it's all gone, crying and crying and I still can't get you back. "

"It's not worth it at all for someone like me, because you can live a better life, why waste time on me, we may have been a mistake from the beginning, but I really want you to know that all these years I I am with you sincerely."

"Don't worry, all you want is my life, and I will give it to you.

Killing so many people is not bad for taking my own life. I always think that what I want will definitely be available. I always feel that as long as I work hard, I will get what I deserve sooner or later, but in the end the truth But he slapped me hard, and I will never get what I want, because the sky is against me and can't understand what I do.

I thought about how I should live, I thought about trying to let go of you, but in the end I found that I really couldn't do it, no matter how hard I tried, even if I dug out my heart, I couldn't forget you. How painful, no one knows how much I care about you.

I tried my best to please you, just to make you happy, maybe I can't do much for you, but you killed me, and I will still give it to you, because this is what you asked for, and it is also you What you want, as long as it is what you want, I will give you, except for letting me leave you. "

Xia Jing really didn't expect that Zhang Zhentian would actually want to take his own life for himself.

Looking back and thinking about it, what have I paid for these years? I got all the love of the person I love the most, but I hurt her all over the body. He has paid a lot to himself in turn, and given himself many times. Opportunity, but I am always so unfeeling, sometimes what should I do to make him forgive me

"If you really died here today, maybe I will forgive you, but if you don't even have the courage to commit suicide, then I will never give you any chance. It should be enough for you to lie to me for so many years , do you still want to continue to lie to me? I gave you my youth and everything I have, but you treat me like this"

Without saying anything, Zhang Zhentian took out a knife from his bag and cut it off.

Blood flowed out of Zhang Zhentian's body bit by bit like this, Xia Jing was terrified at the time.

"Is your head caught by the door and you really committed suicide? Do you know that you may become disabled if you cut yourself down. Even if you commit suicide, I will not forgive you. I have a heart of stone. You For all the harm you have brought me, I will take revenge on you."

Zhang Zhentian couldn't help laughing, although he knew it would end like this, but he still did it without hesitation.

The mistakes you make, you will have to bear the consequences after all.

"Maybe only if I leave completely, you can live a good life. I disturbed your peaceful life from the very beginning. If I didn't show up, would you be much happier?

I will always be just a burden, and I will never be able to give you what you want, the life you want, I have no ability to give you from the beginning, so it is best for you to choose to leave

After all, I am just a drag on you, a burden on you, abandoning me in the depths of your heart is the happiest thing in your life, life and death, life and death, there will be a day when no one can escape, it is better to die early Chaosheng, after I die, everything will be at ease, I will live it carefree, and I will have the most perfect life in the underworld.”

Zhang Yichen thinks about every little thing about his parents, he is very envious, now that his wife is still in the hospital, he really feels bad