Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Zhang Yichen now feels that his thoughts have become completely different from before. He used to have no way to make decisions about his life as easily as now, but now that he has this ability, he finds that all of this is not It's not what I want, he's not so happy and happy, every day he lives is the torture in his heart, everything is the path he has chosen, let him walk to the end step by step , Knowing that there is no way for him to retreat, he can only kneel and continue walking step by step, even if the front is full of thorns, he can't do anything about it.

"Mom and Dad, in fact, I never thought that one day I would look at everything with such a normal mentality. I don't know how I have spent these years, but I have a clear conscience. What I did Every decision made my life very ordinary and fulfilling. Although I walked step by step on the path I least wanted to take, those paths are after all my future survival path, and I will not change this path. I don't have any ability to change, let alone disappoint those who have great expectations of me because of these things. The first release of the new Bayi Chinese website. …

Maybe you think that the way I am now is simply terrible. In order not to let others gossip, I have given up my original goal and embarked on a path that I hate the most, but that path is really what I hate most in my heart No one knows.

How crazy and terrifying the previous self was, in fact, only you can experience that feeling, right? Who will stand on your side and consider these things for you? Every step of the road that should be taken is something that you should bear. I wish no one would care When and where may be yourself is the most correct.

In the past, I put a lot of thought into getting my parents back to this home. Unknowingly, I got used to observing their every move and knowing all their news, but gradually I found myself Is it really possible to cover the sky with one hand? No matter how much I pay and how hard I try, they don’t know it in their eyes. As a son, I observe their every move all the time. I’m like He waited and waited there like a fool, but in the end he couldn't wait for his parents to stare at him for a second.

Until later, my whole body was numb, and I would no longer believe in myself, all the feelings between family and love. On that day, my parents chose to return to this home. They were in such pain. I watched them lie in the hospital. At that time, my heart was cut like a knife, but I couldn't do anything, I tried to call them with my emotions, so that they could wake up completely, then you and I didn't sleep for a few days and nights, I waited for more than a week, But I finally waited for their return, and at the same time waited for them to hurt and deceive me again.The mobile terminal with the fastest network update: https:.

Grandpa, why do you say that it is a wrong decision to be full of affection for your parents? Is it true that in their eyes, no matter when and where, I am not worthy of being their child? I was hugged in his arms, even if there was only a soft-spoken greeting, I would be moved, but I have waited for so many years, I have not waited, I have forgotten what it is like to love a mother, I have forgotten the love of my father. What does it feel like to be accompanied? I don’t expect to get the care and love of my parents like I used to, because I know that I am different from other children. I have my own way to go. People's paths are the opposite.

I have to rely on my own way to prove that my choice is correct. I want to let my relatives and parents know that I have been helpless and I have successfully achieved the goal I want. I want to take one step forward. Step by step towards the appearance I am most looking forward to, he is afraid that I will use all means to complete my goal thoroughly, I want everyone to see the so-called hard work I have put in, it is not in vain, it is God seeing me My hard work gave me the reward I should have most. "

"Child, are you really not tired like this? When we write down with our lives that we meet, let others not wait for this day, don't you know how sad it is? When I send you layer after layer Layer, I sent it again and again, when the moon is full every day, I miss you so much, but where are you, you never thought that I, the father, is waiting there

I will never change my direction because of anyone, nor will my life be different because of anything, and I will not let all of this go against my own path, I think Everyone knows that every decision I ever made was the right one.

In fact, you all know how great all the efforts I have put in in the past few years are. You are my child, no matter when and where, and whether you believe me as a parent or not, but deep in our hearts It's really for you, everything we give you is the most perfect thing, we can't make it the most perfect thing, but I have a way to make it different from usual, I think Give you the most perfect life so that you can experience the most perfect love in the world, but I didn't do it. I know that you are very disappointed in me. You think I am not worthy of being your parents, but you know what? Even though we were born in other places, our hearts will always be on you. I will always think about how my child is doing today. Is he full? Will it get cold or catch a cold?

You have never thought about how I spent this kind of life. I used to numb myself step by step. I used to want to kill myself like a numb, so as not to let all this become the sadness in my heart, no matter what I become in the future. No matter how much pain and injury I have endured, I will never be able to cover up the deep scars in my heart. These scars are left to myself the day I left you, unless time can go back decades and let me go back To the moment when I left you.

Otherwise, I would have no way to forgive myself, let alone pretend that being together never happened. The hurt I caused you is deeply rooted, making you think about the pain you have suffered all the time.

I also know that there is no way to change these injuries, but please believe me, believe me, as a parent, I sincerely want to be good for you, and it is my sincerity to give everything to you."