Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

"Mom, in fact, the moment you rejected me at the beginning, I already had a very extreme opinion of you in my heart. I no longer naively thought that you really loved me as before. I always I thought that everything you did was purposeful, but gradually I found that even I had become unkind and numb.”

After listening to Zhang Yichen's words, Xia Jing shook her head and said to Zhang Yichen: "I'm sorry, my son. Mom has no way to regret this matter. Time has passed. Over the years, mom knows that I am sorry for you. I am sorry. I also know that during the years when I went abroad, I have been looking for me, and I have been thinking of ways to send me the best food in China. I know that you have me as a mother in your heart, but children, things in the past , we really have no way to turn back time, no matter who has this ability, he will always be in the past when he passes by, he will never stop and wait for you, the footsteps that stand still, it is time It's not a person, even if it's a person, it's impossible for him to stand there and wait for you all his life."

"You have told me so much, but you still haven't answered me honestly, what exactly do you want me to do? In fact, your heart should know better than me what I should do, right? You should know how much I have put in for you. , right, you are my biological mother, so don’t you know what your own son wants? Why do you let everything you do make your son unacceptable? No matter what your son does is wrong, including everything your son does, you don’t like it, and you feel that you can dismiss it. You have never been a son for us, and you have thought that you are a mother. You are not a saint, you should not put other things above caring for your children, at that time your eyes dominated everything, you read all the things related to you, but you did not Look at me, because I have never stayed in your heart from the beginning to the end, and in your heart, I will always be the one who is not important at all."

"I've said it many times. It's not that you are unimportant in my heart, and it's not that I don't put you deep in my heart. It's because you are important, and it's because I am a mother.

I regard you as extremely important, so I want to let you know that there is no way to turn back many things. I have done so many wrong things, missed so many most important moments in your life, and done so much to you. What a bad thing, so what qualifications and reasons do I have to beg your forgiveness now? I should no longer live as selfishly as before. I should let go of my pace and open my heart to face the whole world. I should Let everyone know that I am no longer the same as before, I have come over from the previous broken love, I can happily face the life I need, and I will never be sad again Yes, but why is no one willing to let me do even this request?"

"Don't forget, you are a mother. When you do anything, shouldn't you think about your own children? Why don't you understand what you should do and what you shouldn't do? Don't you see that in your eyes? Do you really care about these fame and fortune so much? Don’t you really know how sad my son is? As time goes by, I believe that one day you will understand how painful it is for me to be a son, but you You should at least start to understand the pain in my heart now, right? My biological mother, since you decided to bring me into this world, why did you hurt me again and again? Even if you hurt me again and again, but Why do you want me to be covered in bruises again, even if you make me bruises, why do you want to make me feel cold? You have done so many hurtful things to me, I have never hated you from the bottom of my heart, because I I think you are my mother, I shouldn't look at you with hatred, I should regard you as my closest person, but I didn't expect that you are good, and you made mistakes in every step, which finally led to your current result , do you know that the next lie needs ten lies to make up, do you know that one lie can make a family torn apart, do you know that behind every lie is actually a wound that makes everyone bruised The price you didn't think about when you lied to me, because you thought your design was perfect and no one knew, but you didn't understand, how much effort I put in to know something from you I know some of what i give, maybe in you

In your eyes, you think they are all insignificant, but they are the biggest and best things in my heart. I will always think that as long as my parents can return to me, I can do anything, but in the end I Only then did I realize that everything was my fault, I shouldn’t have said that, please, because it’s not beneficial to talk about me like this, and no one will be able to understand me.I don't want to say anything, I just want to sincerely beg you here once, are you willing to come back to my side? If you are willing to come back to my side, then please don't lie to me by saying any doubts in the future, because Every lie hurts my heart, and I still can't believe that my mother lied to me again. "

"I'm sorry, I've already said that there is no turning back, so I don't think it's necessary for me to come back to you. You are my son, a fact that will never change in my life. I believe in you. You are the thing I am most proud of, I always put you first in my heart, but I can't show it, because I feel that if one day I am known by my own son, he is in my heart, I I am afraid that my son will be proud of this, I am afraid that I will leave because of some things, I can't come back to you, but I hope you can still live happily, because you are mine Son, I believe you can be hard-hearted, because I am a hard-hearted person. I have no room for regret in everything I do, and I have cut off all the back roads for myself. There are not so many things in life that can make you regret. Once you miss it, you will miss it. There will never be any chance to make you regret it. If this is the case, then you must not let yourself do one thing wrong, let alone go wrong. One step at a time, because one step is wrong, every step will be wrong, and when you take all the wrong steps, then you will lose your whole life on this. You are right, time is fleeting, but mother still hopes that you can take me Be the most beautiful mother in your mind"

"When you said that you hoped that I could regard you as the most beautiful mother in my heart, my heart was really touched. At that moment, my heart felt a little loose. I couldn't believe what you said was true. True or false, because I'm afraid of getting hurt"