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When I received this text message, I just felt that the whole person seemed to come alive for a moment,

The humiliation I received during the day seemed to be turned into an emotional enhancer at this moment, making me in a state of extreme excitement at the moment.

You have treated me so badly and deducted my wages. I have worked so hard and done so much.

It's just because you didn't arrange your emotions reasonably when you met several times, you started to speak ill of me behind my back and in front of the leaders.

In my opinion, the most important thing in life is to live happily. I have done a lot of work, but I just want to be an ordinary person. How nice it is for everyone to get along well.

Naively, I was flooded with strange thoughts.

In fact, I really don't have such a big dream, I just want to make some money and live a slightly better life.

The emotion of being yelled at during the day is still growing in my heart,

Not only did I not panic at the moment, but I became more hard-hearted,

Among the many friends I can think of in my mind, the one I want to talk to the most is Shen Jie.

It doesn't matter what I say to him,

There will never be a company that scares me with every inappropriate language.

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"You still tell me this, are you out of your mind!"

An extremely nasty roar screamed at her.

Ji Yu looked at the figure of the fat supervisor leaving, even if he was about to leave, he just felt very confused:

"If you all treat me too badly, I will become like the villains in the movie. They are so black. They are all forced. I don't want this."

At this moment, she has the feeling that she went to the river to catch snails at noon in the first half of elementary school, was late for school at noon, and was forced by the teacher to eat raw snails,

Then throughout the afternoon, I felt extremely uncomfortable from the inside out.

This impetuous emotion filled the depths of her heart,

I went to bed from morning to night, lying on the bed and playing with my mobile phone. It was past twelve o'clock after playing, and my eyes were obviously very bad.

I can't listen to things at all, I can only entertain by watching,

This caused her guilt and guilt to grow stronger and stronger,

I even had the idea of ​​committing suicide in my heart,

This sentiment has frequently appeared in recent times,

I can't sleep well at night, and I've been having nightmares. It's that kind of weird dream. When I wake up, I can't remember what happened in the dream.

There is an indescribable discomfort and awkwardness.

"When I first joined this company, I actually wanted to make better progress in career development and salary through my own efforts. But after working in the past few years, I suddenly wanted to leave. The struggle is all gone. You have to start all over again, and you have to be bullied as a newcomer."

She still remembered that she had just come to this unit for a year or two, and the people here were always bullying!

Anyway, the viciousness and unfriendliness that should be present in the workplace are fully revealed in the normal relationship between colleagues.

Maybe it's also because of the coldness of the people. In the third year she worked here, the worst of the colleagues who used to speak ill of her have left.

The girl with melodious voice and friendly manner also left.

The rest of the colleagues in the department are a bunch of neither good nor bad middle-aged people.

We don't have much enmity,

If she didn't leave her job, she would be able to make do with her ordinary life.

Ji Yu felt that when she was not busy at work,

Strolling around the corners of this new first-tier city after get off work,

My mind is full of scenes of working here these years,

It may be that the life was not very pleasant, and the eyes have suffered such a serious injury, so there is really no nostalgia.

It's just a mess.

"What I am most worried about is whether my colleagues in the new unit will be like the people in the current company, setting up traps everywhere, leaving a big trap for me in any place, and then they will secretly scold me behind my back, and then talk to me. The leader informed me and deducted my salary."

It's so annoying, I feel like nothing is interesting, life is short,

There are so many four years.

"Do I have to stay in the new unit for another four years to reach my current status?"

Speaking of status, in fact, it means that you don’t have to show a smile immediately when you see someone coming over like before, to cater to others,

My eyes are bad now,

I can close my eyes most of the time on the way to the cafeteria to buy breakfast in the early morning,

Then I saw someone behind me, as long as I didn't hear a familiar voice, I could continue to maintain my dark vision,

It is clean there, not much pollution,

My heart can also be peaceful.

I feel that the source of all my reluctance to leave is because I have completely let myself be Chen Lun during the few years here.

It is from the body to the soul level, wanting to maintain the same.

I'm afraid that more things will bother me.

My brain is in such a state all the time, I feel that I often don't recognize where I am,

Just like when I was sitting in the toilet for a while, I was concentrating on wanting to rest, but my brain didn't stop at all, waiting

I think it's almost there, but I didn't form a subjective impression of my location in my mind for a while.

After I looked at the decoration of the lattice room for a while, I finally figured it out,

ah!This is a shopping mall in the city center. It was the morning of this day. I asked for half a day of annual leave.

Then in the hot sun,

Hanging out under the sycamore tree under the bustling building,

After walking for a long time, I walked into this mall.

I have a net worth of more than 40,

It also gave me some sense of security,

I still remember many years ago, in the corner of another second-tier city, the summer vacation before graduating from high school and going to university,

idle,

no friends

Only a few dozen dollars from my parents at work in my pocket,

At that time, walking under the shade of willows on the hot street with few people, I felt so lonely! ! !

Compared with that time, I now have hundreds of thousands more due to inflation.

Nothing more than that,

There are no friends who are particularly close to me in this city,

Several classmates are also working. "

She just wandered around aimlessly. Since she had taken half a day of annual leave, it was rare for her to be able to wander around the busiest central block in the city on weekdays like now.

"I'm starting a new life."

"But I'm not looking forward to it."

"As a person with so many broken eyes, I no longer have such big dreams and expectations as before."

She took a deep breath,

The air conditioner in the shopping mall is fully turned on, and it also exaggerates the smell of perfume.

Inhaled into the lungs, the overall feeling is not bad.

In a huge shopping mall,

A long elevator, only a dozen knots in front of me stood a girl,

She's not like me in dress pants,

black pleated skirt,

Legs. Well, for nothing,

Probably as young as me,

When I think of this, I unconsciously think of my age,

25 years old,

It shouldn't be too big! ?

The sun is shining on my head,

There are not many trees in this section,

It may be that I have been outside for a long time, my glasses have become dark,

I didn't suffer as much as I imagined,

instead,

This morning's walk made me adapt to this bright world, and I had an idea, if my work could be like this,

I made money just by shopping outside,

How nice! ! !

I no longer seek great wealth,

I just wish I could take care of myself more or less,

To be able to survive for a long time in this increasingly prosperous and beautiful country.