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this moment,

I just feel exhausted mentally and physically.

I have a special feeling of wanting to die.

That emotion hit my soul,

The depression and pessimism that fills all my emotions is what I think about,

And during the few years I stayed in Youyuan,

Walking on thin ice every moment,

It deeply affects my emotions,

Let me be alive at this moment,

But it is more painful than death,

My body seems to be on fire every second,

My life is stagnant, with no hope in sight,

All I could see was endless suffering ahead.

I am a very motivated person,

Like most rural children of that era, I

Parents are incompetent;

They may let us go to the worst elementary school in a city that is not very developed.

Even if my grades in primary school are pretty good,

There is also a very high probability that I went to the worst junior high school.

In such a junior high school,

Boys don’t compete with each other based on their studies.

But who is stronger?

Who is bold?

Can trample others underfoot,

Whoever speaks is tough,

Moreover, those people have the freedom to slap their classmates and insult them with the most vicious words without suffering any retaliation.

In such an environment, I have always been able to be among the best, but the gangsters in the class threatened me face to face: "On the day of graduation, I will hack you to death." '

At the beginning of my story as I know it,

I studied at Tunjing City Medical College.

Medical school scores are already high.

And it’s this one in Tunjing City,

Many of the students who study there are the best students in the country.

A kid from a lower-class family,

Especially someone like me, Shen Jie,

The effort I put in was tremendous.

Even for much of the early years,

I haven't even learned to communicate with others like my peers.

Many of them don’t even understand the basic skills of dealing with people.

Many powerful and successful people,

In the course of his life, he will definitely encounter more or less different experiences than most people.

The injustice he suffered later,

Especially for such a hard-working man,

Many are caused by the growing environment of parents and family.

I have been falling into that kind of pain and despair in the past few days,

My mind is full of the traces left by the automatic practice of the barrier skill.

I don’t know if it’s because of myself?Or Ji Yu?I was also affected by the bad aura leaked from this technique.

The two of us quarreled every day,

She relies on my love for her,

He gets angry at me unscrupulously and pours out his pessimism towards me,

This makes me a little unbearable,

I started treating her the same way she treated me, being bad to her,

There was something I didn't even realize, but my bad treatment to her exceeded her limit.

Even before she started to say to me in a serious tone:

"I'll tell you again, I feel very uncomfortable when you don't let me go home for the Mid-Autumn Festival."

I told her at that time: "Don't tell me in such a serious tone, I won't accept it."

Later, she told me again uncomfortably: "I am particularly disgusted that you don't let me go home to see my parents during the Mid-Autumn Festival."

Once again I didn't take it seriously!

She is so beautiful, and many years ago I hit rock bottom,

It can be said that I didn’t want to live at that time. No one except her appeared in my world so beautifully.

It was her arrival that saved me from going crazy.

I have always been grateful to her and cherish the days I spent with her in my heart.

But Takuma's, many things,

Sometimes I forget everything without paying attention.

I often don't remember how important she was to me, and it was she who saved me.

Those happy times were so easily forgotten by me,

And now I feel more and more,

As long as I don't cherish myself more,

Maybe I'll lose her.

I must try my best to love her.

My secret of forgetfulness must exempt her,

No matter what love is in the world, ah!

Only at such moments,

Without her, I found myself unable to survive a day,

It's so painful, every second is torture,

It's like there are billions of insects buzzing around in my heart,

Very uncomfortable!