The most brave system in history

Shen Jie felt like a ghost attached to others,

And it’s the weakest kind,

Obviously, everyone around here is shopping in the bustling market here.

But he could only imagine the atmosphere, and could not feel even a trace of the atmosphere that belonged to this place.

It can't have any impact on the people around you.

The feeling of isolation from the world was particularly strong in his feeling at this moment.

He wanted to find what he wanted to find, but he couldn't.

In his memory, the reason why he came to this place at that time seemed to be to complete one thing, one person's obsession.

But what exactly,

He thought desperately, but only one person's name came to mind: 'He Tuanwei',

It's that person's obsession,

But Shen Jie felt that it was extremely relevant to him!

And at this moment, it was like he was nailed to the ground.

Huge pressure fell on his back,

No matter how many people come and go around you,

Laughing and laughing,

Young lovers holding hands,

It has nothing to do with him.

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I feel like my life is full of stress and meaningless,

On this dark night,

I traveled a long distance to her hometown,

My mind still remembers the long distance I traveled just a moment ago,

It was so dark that I couldn't see the direction at all.

In this dim room, she told me: "I have to go to work tomorrow."

"Didn't you tell me before that it would be over in half a day?"

"Not necessarily, generally it can't be done."

She said this in a very aggressive tone, and her expression was very bad, which made me feel very unhappy.

However, now I feel like a rootless duckweed with no place to land.

The front of me is always hazy,

The road ahead is very uncertain;

I don’t know what to do next or where I can stay.

My nephew works in a factory,

He took the initiative to contact me and said he would come over to get together during the holidays.

I hesitated whether to go to him or not.

in the dark night,

I was riding on the road in the outer suburbs. There were no cars, and the not-so-wide concrete floor was full of potholes. Just like my life, it was full of ups and downs.

Nearing the place,

I even smelled a strong smell of metal raw materials in the air.

So pungent rushed into my nasal cavity,

It gave me a taste of poverty and the inability to make money,

I'm at a loss as to how I should spend the rest of my days,

On the old road with only some dim lights,

I returned to her home again,

old house,

Even the walls of the room are made of mud mixed with red bricks. They are not very thick.

Against the wall are curtains and spring beds,

It's not very big. It's covered with a layer of quilt, which gives people a very warm feeling when they stay on it.

I asked her again: "Are you going to take half a day every morning for the first two days, and then we can go wherever we want for the next six days?"

I don't know why the long-awaited 'eight-day holiday' came to my mind,

She didn't give me an answer,

Even he has been deliberately avoiding my questions,

impatient!

I feel like her heart may not be with me.

My eyes have been hurt, the world is dark and there is not much light,

How I wish I could go to a place with beautiful scenery,

Look at the green leaves of the trees casting mottled shadows on the old road full of historical charm.

Crossing a remote lake, the natural breeze brought the dense fragrance of flowers, grass and green leaves to my body. I felt an indescribable comfort in my whole body.

I stood on one side of the bridge and looked at the small island in the middle of the river not far across the river.

It is densely covered with green old trees,

It is so deep that the water surface of the river reflects a dark blue.

At this moment, I have a strong feeling: I want to stay in this environment for a long time.

There is a concept in my mind at the moment:

'There's something very scary waiting for me in the real world.As long as I wake up from the dream, I will face never-ending torture, and the following days will become more and more difficult day by day. '

I don't want to wake up,

And I'm very tired at the moment,

It feels like I've been through a lot of things without a break.

From the moment I close my eyes and fall asleep, I won't wake up so easily.

There is an alarm clock, it may not go off,

As long as that time passes, I have to wake up,

Otherwise, I will face punishment, which will affect the rest of my long life.

Many people in that world are full of violence and evil.

That kind of pain and suffering is what I desperately want to escape now.

However, it is absolutely impossible not to wake up. My punishment must be contained at the root.

A situation occurred at this moment. I tried my best to wake up, but the fatigue pressing in my head reminded me: "You are very tired, have a good sleep."

I have a strong will and can clearly feel that my consciousness wants to support my body from lying down.

Every time I get up a little, I am forced down by fatigue again,

This feeling is very much like a ghost pressing on the bed.

There is obviously a great urgency for me to wake up,

But, I can’t do it with my own strength.