The most brave system in history

It seemed like a very deep dream, until I returned to the hotel and lay on the soft big bed, my eyes were blurred, everything that happened before seemed like a dream,

When I raised my head slightly and looked towards the place where the bright white light of the desk lamp shone, he was still sitting at the desk at his feet full of energy, looking at something on the computer with such relish.

I just thought about the wonderful stories you told me during the day. Are you born to tell them or have you done some homework for them?

He always works so hard, no matter what he does, I still remember what he often said to me: "A little effort now will lead to qualitative changes in the future." In his previous major exam, it was because he underestimated a weaker competition. Or, as a result, the person who was so much worse than him got a Ph.D., and he worked hard for several years to realize his dream of becoming a Ph.D.

I looked at the ceiling above the room, the light was dim and dim,

A picture appeared in my mind, it was the story Shen Jie told me,

That girl named 'Wei Jing', or rather me at this moment, is really telling a story, as if I am experiencing it in my life at this moment! !

When I faced this quiet room, I felt an indescribable suffocation in my heart.

Now I think it's daytime outside. It would be better if the sun can be stronger, allowing me to see the vast world and tell myself that everything is just a story he told.

But I found that I couldn't do it. I think he had put a 'forbidden curse' on me, so that I could experience the life of 'Wei Jing' and feel the emotions of another woman.

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He and two other classmates were in a corner of the library. The place was a little dark.

The deck of cards he got had both big and small kings. There were three 2s and several consecutive numbers. His luck with the cards was very good. He thought about whether to call the landlord after a while.

Waiting for the thick stack of cards to be drawn out, he has already seen several explosions on the cards. What he wants to do most now is to put the cards with the same numbers inside together, because there are several numbers with the same number. Similarly, they are scattered in the gaps between the many cards in his left hand.

There was a 2, a few 8s, and 6s, and the others were more or less the same. He felt that it was beyond his power to put them together before the cards started, or in other words, it was impossible to put them together. Just can't do it.

The classmate named Zhang Yi has already called the landlord and hit three '5's.

Shen Jie remembered that there were three 'J's' in his card, but he obviously had to search for a long time in the card. Finally, he remembered to take a look at the three '5's played by Zhang Yi. Did he bring a single? Or a pair?

"Do you want it? If you don't hit me, I will." Sun Bo, another classmate next to him, urged him with a very impatient tone. As long as Shen Jie was delayed, he would take action.

"Yes, three 'J's' and a pair of '9's." Shen Jie played it in a hurry. He didn't have time to see if there was a single 'J' in the card and whether it matched.

Anyway, after a few rounds, Zhang Yi had four 'A's, and neither he nor Sun Bo wanted them.

He took another look at the cards in his hand, and besides the king, there were other cards like "4, 5, 6, 7, 7, 8, 9, Q."

'Why are the cards played like this? 'Shen Jie couldn't believe it.

Zhang Yi happened to hit a 4. Shen Jie breathed a sigh of relief and immediately hit the 7.

As for whether he won later, he no longer cared so much.

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It was getting dark at that time. I walked out of the school and stood at the school gate. It was as if it was only then that I felt the light rain being carried by the breeze, which made me feel particularly cold.

There was no one around, so I remembered that when I was playing cards, I had put my umbrella and schoolbag in their place. The library there was some distance from the school gate, and of course I didn't want to go back to get them.

A realization flashed through my mind: 'The umbrella is flying over. 'My consciousness is thinking strongly, imagining it lying in that corner and the path it flew over,

At a certain moment, a schoolbag flew towards me in the dark night sky, and I quickly took it.

I have gradually become accustomed to controlling my consciousness to retrieve objects from a distance, but it is obviously a bit laborious to retrieve them. When the schoolbag flies over, I have to keep thinking about it flying over, and my brain will be very tired, and I will just keep thinking about it. It's like another mountain is weighing on my mind.

I took out an umbrella from my schoolbag, only to find that there was another umbrella belonging to someone else in the schoolbag, and there was also a laptop computer, which was piled bulgingly in the schoolbag.

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On Friday evening, after class, I was walking towards my home far away. I saw a classmate named Hao Sitao. This young man was shorter than me and quite handsome. When I walked over When he was about to leave with him, he asked, "Can you stay away from me?" But he quickened his pace unhappily.

At this moment, I remembered that when I was in school, a person in the dormitory was busy playing games every day. Instead of playing with them, I was studying instead, complaining to them about how bad the school was and that I had to work hard to find a way out.

After talking too much, I was really isolated, and the long-term loneliness lingered in my heart.

I just remembered that there was someone waiting for me in the distance, so I called her immediately.

The girl on the phone said: "I just had dinner in the liberal arts building."

I couldn't stand it, and almost yelled, "Why are you eating in the liberal arts building now? Aren't we going to eat together tonight?"

I thought about the distance between her and me at the moment. Even if I dared to go directly to home, it would take at least an hour and a half.

That kind of loneliness lingers in my heart, like needles pricking my heart, making me want to see her immediately and hug her.

I feel that there is no future in this school and this major. They are still playing games and I am studying hard.

Sometimes I really feel that I am just pretending, my efficiency is not high, my achievements are not reflected, and then when I am ostracized by everyone for a long time, the loneliness and pain in my heart have gradually turned into a mental illness, which makes me breathless. Don't get angry.