The most brave system in history

If the years are compared to a delicate embroidery needle, delicate and tough, it shuttles through the lines of life and sews colorful life pictures for us. It moves forward tirelessly, leaving traces like the marks of time, quietly engraved in the depths of our hearts.

Shen Jie still felt this way at the beginning, but in recent years, time has never made him look forward to it before. Every day is the same, and there are only a few days in a year that he looks forward to and full of passion for.

He lives in a very remote rural area. In that remote rural area, Luoyang is like a forgotten town, lying quietly on the outskirts of Shanghai. The pace of life here is slow and quiet, as if time has stood still here.

He, an ordinary office worker, chose to settle here, away from the hustle and bustle of the city. At first, he was satisfied with the tranquility and purity here, as if he had found a pure land deep in his heart.

However, with the passage of time, Shen Jie's life gradually lost its color.

The repetition every day and the loneliness every year made him feel that life was like a gloomy picture, lacking brilliance and vitality. In this remote rural area, he seemed isolated from the outside world, and loneliness became his closest companion.

The environment in Luoyang is green and lush, especially in summer and spring, when the continuous warm wind blows on you with the rustling sound of leaves, and often the fallen leaves are blowing and falling in front of your eyes, not to mention how comfortable it is. But what he couldn't stand the most here was that there were too few young people and too many middle-aged and old people, which made Shen Jie feel a little depressed.

He was exhausted from traveling back and forth between the city and the countryside every day. Even at home, he could not escape his inner loneliness and confusion.

He began to doubt his choices and the meaning of life.

During many busy nights, when loneliness and despair surrounded him, Shen Jie thought about giving up countless times.

He felt as if he was a lonely weed in this desolate land, with no roots and no sense of belonging. He felt as if he was a forgotten part of the years, abandoned in this corner that no one cared about.

On a quiet night, when the lights upstairs in the factory in the distance of the community were also extinguished, Shen Jie lay quietly on the bed, waiting for the dream to come.

Recently, he found himself relying more and more on dreams, which were his paradise to find happiness and peace, and his refuge from the troubles and frustrations in his daytime life.

In the dream, he can fly freely, explore the unknown world, and feel the joy and tranquility deep in his heart.

Those beautiful dreams were like gorgeous paintings, allowing him to find the color and vitality missing in his life in his dreams. Every time he woke up, he looked forward to entering dreamland again and escaping from the depression and depression of the day.

However, the dream also hid the nightmare that he could not escape during the day.

In his dreams, he was often haunted by the fears and anxieties of the day, forced to relive the pain and frustrations he wanted to forget. These nightmares were like an invisible hand, tightly binding him in the whirlpool of dreams, unable to extricate himself.

The sweet dreams and nightmares in the dream are intertwined, making Shen Jie fall into an unspeakable contradiction and confusion. He began to doubt his own mental state and began to worry that he had lost his grip on reality. He was trying to find answers, trying to unravel the confusion and confusion in his heart.

In this contradictory world, Shen Jie gradually found that he could not distinguish between reality and dreams.

He began to realize that perhaps dreams were an expression and sustenance deep in his heart, a reaction and escape from the challenges and difficulties in life.

The beauty and pain in the dream were like a mirror, allowing him to see the truest side of his heart.

However, it is in this contradiction and confusion that Shen Jie gradually begins to accept the fragility and imperfection in his heart.

He understands that the dreams and nightmares in life are part of his growth and maturity, and an integral part of his life journey.

However, when he tried to cherish every moment, be grateful for every bit of warmth in life, and make the years like a beautiful piece of music, he still couldn't do it.

Poverty is a silent imprisonment that imprisons people in the cage of reality, making his life full of helplessness and despair.

In this world, poverty is not only a lack of material things, but also a kind of spiritual poverty that makes people lose hope and passion for life.

For Shen Jie, poverty is an inescapable reality in his life. Every morning, he woke up in a crowded and small rental house, looking at the dilapidated walls and tattered furniture, and his heart was filled with powerlessness and helplessness.

He worked hard, but could only get a meager remuneration, making it difficult to meet basic living needs. Poverty made his real life full of struggle and meaninglessness, making him feel the weight and pressure of life.

In this poverty-ridden environment, Shen Jie felt as if he had been abandoned by life and teased by fate.

He looked at the beautiful scenery in the city center, but he couldn't immerse himself in it.

He felt envious and jealous, but was unable to change his predicament. Poverty made him feel inferior and helpless, making him doubt whether he was worthy of happiness and joy.

Slowly, Shen Jie could only place all the good things in his dreams.

He began to learn to feel the beauty of dreams with his heart, and no longer bravely faced the challenges and difficulties in real life.

Human energy is very limited, especially when time is also urging people,

He understands that only by no longer reducing his expectations for reality and immersing himself in dreams as much as possible can he truly find inner peace and freedom.

In this contradictory and wonderful world, he re-examines his dreams and pursuits, bravely takes steps towards the future, and welcomes every illusory but free world.

Between dreams and reality, Shen Jie found a balance and harmony.

He is unwilling to recall everything that happened in reality, but in his free time in reality, he tries his best to recall the stories that happened in his dreams.

He understands that whether it is a dream or a nightmare, it is an expression and sustenance deep in his heart, and it is an integral part of his life journey.

He began to feel the beauty of life with his heart, appreciate the tenderness of years with his heart, and let his whole body be immersed in these beautiful dreams.

Recently he started trying to change what happened in his dreams.

In his original idea, whenever something unsatisfactory appeared in his dream, he would try to control the direction of the dream and change the scenes that made him feel uneasy and frightened.

But he realizes how difficult this level is in dreams. He is often in a trance, just like in countless dreams. He follows the dream and wherever he goes in the dream, he has to be there.

With constant attempts and practice, he gradually discovered that controlling dreams is not easy.

He wanted to find a kind of relief and freedom in his dreams, and wanted to prove that he could change his dreams and no longer be bound by them.

The dreamland was like an invisible river, winding and flowing, allowing him to drift in it.

But all efforts will achieve a certain degree of success in the end.

One night in the summer many years ago, a few years ago anyway, he discovered that he could actually realize that he was dreaming in his dream. The surprise and joy were beyond words.

Every attempt to change the dream is like throwing a weak pebble into the boundless ocean, causing ripples but unable to change the fate of the entire ocean.

The plots and scenes in dreams seemed to have their own rules and logic. Although he tried hard, he was often conscious one moment and his memory was blurred the next.

However, it was in this difficulty and challenge that he began to realize the power of change.

Although each attempt brought about some changes, he had a deeper understanding of dreams and a clearer understanding of his own control.

Slowly, he understood that change is not just about manipulating the external environment, but also about inner strength and courage, and the exploration and release of his innermost being.

Over time, he began to realize that the essence of dreams was not about change, but about acceptance.

The dream is like a mirror, reflecting his inner desires and fears, allowing him to face his inner world.

Every dream is a spiritual adventure and an exploration of inner truth, allowing him to understand himself better and accept his imperfections and fragility.