Live From The Murder Scene
Chapter 84: apologize
Fang Qi followed He Jueyun away, and Xie Qimeng stood there in despair, especially in shock.
His brothers didn't know how to speak, looked at each other, and at a loss.
He Chuanzhou got up, put away the information on the table, and said, "Let's go away."
A few big men hesitated, and twisted around Xie Qimeng.
He Chuanzhou said sternly: "Don't leave yet? Don't you need to work? Today is so idle?"
"Go and go, go now!" Seeing her angry, everyone ran away quickly.
He Chuanzhou picked up the file and walked around, patted Xie Qimeng on the shoulder, did not say anything, and took the door to leave.
The completely quiet environment made Xie Qimeng feel that his tinnitus had become more serious, and the harsh whistle echoed in his ears, piercing his brain like a needle. The cold part gradually spread from the fingers to the arms, and even the pupils were trembling.
He forced himself to empty his brain, no longer think deeply, moved his feet, and rushed out.
Xie Qimeng ran all the way to the parking lot, found his own parking space, and pulled the door hard. As a result, as soon as he sat in, the door of the car was held down.
His brain seemed to freeze, he couldn't understand it for a while, only subconsciously resisting the opponent, and wanted to close the car door.
The brother outside stared and exclaimed, "Old Xie, what are you doing? You can't see me as an adult standing outside?"
Xie Qimeng only vented his strength and asked, "What are you doing?"
"What am I doing?" The tall man laughed to him, "Team He asked me to take you home. She said that he had approved it for you. For half a day, there is no next chance. The team has been busy recently."
"Come down!" He urged, "Don't drive if you are in a bad state, and be responsible to others. Otherwise, what should I do if something goes wrong?"
Following the instructions, Xie Qimeng walked down sluggishly and went from the other side.
The man took him in the driver's seat and said, "Go home, right?"
Xie Qimeng muffled: "Yeah."
The tall young man started the vehicle, and the scenery outside the window quickly passed by, and the two of them were speechless.
When approaching the destination, the young man saw Xie Qimeng still looking depressed, and persuaded him: "Old Xie, no matter what the truth is, it has been many years ago. Don't always be in one thing. Can’t get out. We are men. We face what we can face. If we are responsible, we will be responsible. It’s no big deal, right? And at that time, you were young, but you carried yourself too much burden... …Mistakes are the only way for mankind."
Xie Qimeng pointed out: "Stop ahead. Thank you."
Looking at his expression, the young man knew that he hadn't listened. However, once a person gets his horns, no one can help him. He put the person down and parked the car, saying that he would take the bus back.
Without waiting for the elevator, Xie Qimeng strode upstairs. He didn't know why he was so anxious, he felt a depression stuck in his mind, and it made him feel uncomfortable without asking.
At this time, Xie's mother should be at home because she was off on Wednesday.
Sure enough, when Xie Qimeng opened the door to enter, his mother was making soup in the kitchen.
"Why are you back?" Mother Xie was surprised when he saw him, "Don't you say that you have been very busy recently and have to work overtime often? I'm still going to give your unit something to eat later."
Xie Qimeng opened his mouth, looked at his mother's gentle face, and the urge to dominate his reason instantly retreated. He stayed in place, countless words flashed in his mind, but he couldn't choose one that could be said.
Mother Xie wiped her hand and cried out worriedly: "Xiao Meng?"
Xie Qimeng shook his head and said: "Nothing."
Mother Xie approached him: "I was asking why you came back..."
Xie Qimeng took a step back in fear, but Xie's mother was stunned by this action. He casually replied "Nothing", passed his mother and walked to his room.
Mother Xie felt that something was wrong, and leaned by the door to listen for a while. The water in the kitchen boiled, and the boiling water made the stove creak, so she hurried over to turn off the fire.
Five minutes later, Xie Qimeng, who was in good mood, came out again.
There was a trace of determination in his expression, and he stopped at the door of the kitchen and shouted quietly: "Mom, the sky is going to join our team and participate in the investigation with us."
Mother Xie's back stiffened obviously, and there was no sound.
"What do you say?" Xie Qimeng stepped forward and asked, "Should I tell my father?"
Mother Xie said vaguely: "You decide for yourself."
Xie Qimeng: "What are you talking about? She killed my dog in the first place, and then ran away. Isn't she a trustworthy person? Isn't that? She had a sadistic hobby when she was young, and she didn't receive professional guidance. , There may be a problem, right?"
Mother Xie turned her back to him and couldn't see her expression clearly, but the frequency of chopping with a kitchen knife increased significantly.
She said, "It's all a long time ago, Xiao Meng. She was ignorant at that time."
"Is that something ignorant can do?" Xie Qimeng said, "It's not simply ignorance. And she still doesn't admit her mistakes."
Mother Xie said: "She is just a consultant at best. You don't have much to communicate with. Just leave her alone."
"No." Xie Qimeng's voice lowered, "I am a policeman. I want to make sure to avoid danger and eliminate hidden dangers. I can't accept a sadistic and unrepentant person in the same team as me."
Xie's mother stopped cutting vegetables and went to work on other things.
Xie Qimeng stepped forward, grabbed her arm and forced her to face herself.
Mother Xie raised her head in shock.
Xie Qimeng calmly asked, "Mom, what do you think?"
Mother Xie said excitedly: "What do you make me think? You decide for yourself! This is your job. You never asked me these things before!"
"Does the matter of the firmament have anything to do with you?" Xie Qimeng asked loudly, "I truly hate her for so many years, but someone told me today, saying no! He said that the firmness of the firmament was regarded as a wolf-hearted dog by me. ! Saying she is not such a person and would not do such a thing, even Team He has acquiesced! Team He has always reminded me that this is unreasonable, but I don’t believe it! Who do you think I should trust?"
Mother Xie shook her body, panic and hesitation flashed across her face. The subconscious reaction made Xie Qimeng realize that what Fang Qi said was true.
Mother Xie wanted to refute, but both her trembling hands and uncontrollable expressions made her lose the opportunity to argue. She swallowed hard, still unable to restrain her tension.
Xie Qimeng let go of her, stepped back staggeringly, and leaned against the refrigerator. He gritted his teeth, his eyes were still shamelessly red, and there was water vapor.
He bent down, his throat let out a low growl, and then he slammed his fist on the slate kitchen counter.
Xie Qimeng's reaction made Mother Xie feel scared. She couldn't accept that her most beloved son would one day hate herself, or even hate herself. But isn't Xie Qimeng's reaction now the strong rejection of her?
"People are always impulsive." Mother Xie tried to find the wording and explained to him in confusion, "Xiao Meng, do you know how stressful my mother was at that time? I took care of the dog and I took care of the child. Your dad doesn’t have a home all year round. Your energy is so vigorous every day. As long as the dog runs out, it will be extremely dirty. I have to clean it up. I can’t sleep every night and lose my hair. As a result, your dad still Bring back a firmament. The firmament is a problem child. But I am a pregnant woman, I am a pregnant woman! He thinks that the firmament is pitiful, why don't you think I am pitiful?"
Her voice was trembling and shrill, as if she was about to cut her heart out to him.
"I was out of control at the time, and later I went to see a doctor. Mom was sick, do you understand?"
Xie Qimeng raised his head: "Then you haven't regretted it?"
Mother Xie nodded vigorously: "I regret it. But when you were young, what did you tell me to tell you?"
Xie Qimeng stared at her: "I couldn't do it before, now what? Am I still young? After so many years, you can't find a chance for you to tell me the truth? Do you think I can't sympathize with you now, or think I'm so stupid, Can you use lies to deceive me forever?"
Mother Xie cried.
"I just asked you. You still don't explain, deny, or confess. You are sure that the sky won't speak out, so you want to waste her kindness? When she was six years old, she knew to tolerate you, she Now twenty-six years old, she still has to pay for your mistakes, why!" Xie Qimeng squatted down, holding her head and scratching her hair, "Why? I believe you so much. How can you do such a thing? "
Mother Xie did not dare to approach him, holding her arms and saying, "I'm afraid."
"Dad is a policeman, why should he do this! I never thought about it this way, because I can't believe you would treat a poor and weak child like this! Didn't Dad say that it was his friend's child? He didn't say he Do you want to take care of her! I really hate her! Really and honestly! For so many years, when I remember her, I will always hate. Every time I see her, I will quarrel with her. It turns out..." Xie Qimeng choked so hard to speak. , He covered his eyes and hid his face deeply, "It turns out that the most annoying person is actually me..."
Mother Xie said: "Your father is worried about me. He doesn't dare to stimulate me anymore. I almost had a miscarriage, and I was not mentally unstable, and I didn't dare to take medicine casually. After he sent away from the sky, he has been caring about her. Will send her money, buy things, go through the formalities..."
Xie Qimeng asked: "So you can comfortably let her help you keep the secret?"
Mother Xie was heartbroken: "No! We didn't think so! We thought you would forget about it, or you would find out by yourself."
"I'm so disappointed with you..." Xie Qimeng said, "No, I should be myself the most disappointed. I am a policeman, how can I believe such absurd descriptions? I have been an adult large dog, wanting to kill it, How much effort did it take to drag it into the cabinet? Why didn't all of us hear anything that night? Are these things that a child can do? I'm so stupid, in fact, I just avoided deliberately and deceived myself. I'm still selfish. "
"Little Dream……"
Xie's mother wanted to help him up, but Xie Qimeng avoided him.
"I want to calm down, mom, don't come here." Xie Qimeng retreated to the hallway and stood still, trying to use the most calm attitude to say to the woman who was already opposite, "Mom, you are wrong, you are really wrong. Some things You adults can get rid of it, but we can’t...n’t do it forever. I don’t blame you, because you are my mother, but what about the sky? Your reason shouldn’t hurt her. She has... It’s not easier than you. You have your dad with you, but she has nothing...not even an apology."
After Xie Qimeng finished speaking, he rushed down the stairs without looking back.
The scenery in his eyes was spinning, flying by, hazy in the hazy mist. He didn't know where he went, until the air in his chest was about to be squeezed out, and he stopped collapsed in an empty place.
Xie Qimeng still remembers that when Qiu Cang first arrived at his home, he was thin and small, quiet and lovely.
She was still injured at the time, with a circle of white bandages on her head. She didn't like to join in the fun. She obediently sat on the sofa and looked at everyone with a pair of dark eyes.
At that time, his mother was pregnant and kept telling him how good it is to have a younger brother and sister, so he regarded Qiu Cang as his sister. Although this sister is a bit weird, he didn't think that kind of weirdness was unacceptable at his age, and even thought it was very strange.
If it weren't for his dog's death, maybe he could grow up with the firmament and become the older brother of the firmament.
But just because of such an "impulse", nothing was left. The family in his eyes changed color, and his years of persistence reduced to a joke.
How does she feel every time she looks at her unreasonably making trouble? She may find it funny now. What was the mood of the little girl who stood far away from the crowd?
The memory he had ignored for a long time suddenly became clear.
He remembered that the sky that had ran away was brought back by his father the next day, and he asked her why she wanted to kill his dog. The firmament looked at him with a blank and pitiful look, but did not speak.
Why didn't she say it?
Yes.
What would she say? Saying that your mother is a pervert, saying that your mother killed the dog you have raised for several years in front of a child, and pushed the matter to her?
She had experienced that, so she couldn't say anything similar to Xie Qimeng.
Xie's father gave her some small help, and she was grateful for those kindnesses, and then carried Xie Qimeng's accusations for twenty years.
Fang Qi is right, the firmament is too empathetic. She knows how to take care of the emotions of others better than many children of the same age.
Such kindness would hurt her and make her sad, so she gradually became withdrawn.
Xie Qimeng was knocked down by a sudden collapse and cried presumptuously.
He squatted on the ground, and when he came back to his senses, he found that he had involuntarily made the call to the sky.
The firmament's usual smooth voice came from the phone.
"Hey."
"Hey?"
"I counted three times, which is the limit of my patience."
Xie Qimeng said hoarsely: "It's me."
Firmament: "I know. Caller ID is basic common sense."
Xie Qimeng closed his mouth and told himself to suppress his voice.
The firmament could not get a reply, and said: "What the **** is going on? Oh, is it because we are about to work together, so, do you send me a congratulatory message?"
Xie Qimeng cried out and said, "I'm sorry."
The firmament paused and said, "I don't know what you are talking about."
"I'm sorry." Xie Qimeng said dullly, "I'm really sorry..."
The firmament heard his embarrassed voice, and couldn't even say the teasing. She was silent for a moment, sighed, and said: "You are still so emotionally rich. Forget it, it's not a bad thing. Keep doing your Xie Qimeng, but this time remember to look forward. If nothing else, I will hang Up."
This person will always be so indifferent, dealing with other people's harm and covering up his own kindness.
Xie Qimeng said "I'm sorry" again. It seems that he can only say this.
The sky faintly responded: "Yeah."
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