LOL: Who will compete with the Alliance?

When Yu Luosheng used to watch movies, he always felt that the schizophrenia described in the movies was somewhat absurd.

But when I actually have this problem, it's obvious that none of that is alarmist.

The extreme of numbness, hallucinations, and auditory hallucinations is that there will be another voice in your mind. Every time this voice appears, it gives you a splitting headache. You want to tear your brain in half, and then completely destroy the noise. eliminate.

In the beginning, he allowed this devil to fall into such pain that he couldn't extricate himself. Now, Yu Luocheng couldn't even imagine what the consequences would be if he let this devil go again.

Damn it, shut up!

My heart roared, and my mind finally became clear.

However, I could still vaguely hear the guy's disdainful ridicule. Laughing at myself, without him, it would be impossible to win this game.

Yu Luosheng also smiled.

He admitted that he was once completely addicted to e-sports, which gave this inner demon enough nutrients to grow. Just like a phobia, the more he escapes, the more he is afraid, and it will become infinitely larger as he grows older...

But after going through so many hardships, with so many people he cares about beside him, experiencing life and death, experiencing failure and despair, experiencing tears of joy, and experiencing passionate madness, do I really need to pretend to be another " Infinitely powerful” and “expressionless” self?

Is this inner demon self nothing more than a self that uses mental hypnosis to forcefully filter out family conflicts, competition pressure, and enemy oppression?

In fact, I can definitely do it, even if I care about my family, teammates, and glory.

Relying on hypnotizing yourself to make yourself appear in a perfect state is still self-deception.

Whatever you should bear and accept, just open your chest to welcome it. It doesn't matter whether it is bitter or sweet, whether it is sad, painful or crying with joy. When you put aside the fearful atmosphere you have created for yourself, bravely take the most difficult step. So all this is actually not as scary as imagined.

This is true when facing family, career, friends, loved ones, and yourself...

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In the lounge, it was so quiet that the only sound was everyone's breathing.

Yu Luocheng's eyes slowly changed from confusion, desire, unwillingness, and arrogance to clarity, calmness, relief, and calmness.

This process is a nirvana for many people at the top of e-sports.

What League of Legends tells us is not how powerful your skills are to win thousands of miles and save the world, but to reflect on yourself, be tolerant of your teammates, sacrifice for the team, and think calmly about the overall situation!

Yu Luocheng is very lucky that he invested his youth in such an excellent competition. He sharpens everyone's character.

After calming down and extinguishing the noisy voice in his head, Yu Luocheng understood how he should face this game.

Look at your teammates again.

Obviously, each of them is having the same intense mental struggle as themselves.

Their eyes were still full of fighting spirit, but they were just as unwilling as their earliest selves, especially Zhao Tinghua and Da Luo...

No one can help them, they need to get out of the psychological pressure they have created first!

"It seems that you are always the calmest person." Yu Luocheng glanced at Qian Meng who was sitting next to him, drinking tea from a thermos, and couldn't help but smile bitterly.

Yu Luocheng felt that he had experienced a battle, and his inner ideological struggle could be filmed as a battle between Sun Wukong and the six-eared macaque in Journey to the West. He thought that everyone had the same difficulty as him, but obviously he had overlooked a special aspect. race.

"You're in good condition." Qianmeng didn't answer, but looked into Yu Luocheng's eyes.

"You can see this?" Yu Luocheng was very surprised.

Is it possible that what is said in fantasy novels is true, that after eliminating the inner demons, the whole person will be reborn, magically refreshed, as if he has been reborn, and his body will exude a very high-level Buddha's light?

"I majored in psychology at Fudan." Qian Meng replied calmly.

"..." The expression on Yu Luocheng's face suddenly became rich.

No wonder, no wonder I often feel that there is a demonic light in this woman's eyes as light as water that can see through her inner thoughts at a glance. It turns out that this guy is an expert in this field...

I have heard countless rumors about geniuses and supernatural powers before. Such things are often out of reach, but who knows that there is one right in front of us.

Possessing the highest e-sports art, abusing professional players is just like abusing bronze players, proficient in computers, and hacking into the French transportation system is just like playing. Nima finally told himself that he majored in psychology in college!

Can we still be good friends?

Why would a cheat like this happen to a group of people like them who have difficulty even passing the exam?

"Have you always known about my situation?" Yu Luocheng lowered his voice and asked.

Some things are very insignificant, especially when you know that you are really mentally ill.

"We can guess." Qian Meng raised her head and looked at Yu Luocheng.

Yu Luocheng could feel what Qian Meng was saying in his eyes: If you are sick, you need to be treated!

"Okay, doctor, am I serious?" Yu Luosheng only saw a psychiatrist once in the UK. Later, after retiring, this situation did not appear again. It can be regarded as self-treatment.

"It's normal for everyone to have it to some extent, but during the Olympics, the intensity of your training is indeed too high, especially you...it's time to adjust." Qianmeng said.

"I know, I will give myself a break after this game." Yu Luocheng nodded.

"Let's travel." Qianmeng said.

"We've flown to quite a few countries."

Qian Meng glared at Yu Luocheng.

This guy is just lazy and a homebody. He really has a guy who doesn't know how to spend millions of dollars.

While the two were whispering, Lin Dong on the side accidentally overheard a few words.

At first Lin Dong thought that the two people were discussing ways to deal with Zeus and Qinglong, but Yu Luosheng said, "You can go to Sichuan, there is a lot of delicious food", which suddenly made the nervous and uneasy Lin Dong feel bad! !

Damn it, the game is not over yet, can you two talk about something serious? People all over the country are watching you and looking forward to your performance in the next game, but you are here discussing your honeymoon. What the fuck do you think? How big it has to be! !

Do you still want to win? The opponents are Zeus and Qinglong, not the funny two of Han Zongzhi and Stinger! !

(This is the second chapter. The third chapter should be released later. Let’s wait and see it tomorrow~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~)