Marry First, Love Next- Falling in love with you

"Let me contact Xingyao." Ye Shaosi took Yu Jingxuan's phone directly, but found that his password had been changed.

Ye Shaosi could only return the phone to Yu Jingxuan, and took his own phone to contact Miao Xingyao.

"Hey, Young Master Ye, do you have anything to do with me so late?" Miao Xingyao answered the phone soon.

"Are you free now?" Ye Shaosi glanced at Yu Jingxuan, Yu Jingxuan didn't mean to stop him.

Miao Xingyao said, "I'm free."

"I think you should have a good chat with Ah Xuan." Ye Shaosi said.

"Well." Miao Xingyao replied, she also felt that she should have a good chat with Yu Jingxuan, even if the ugly scars were uncovered. This is not because she figured it out first, but because she can't stand the continued relationship between two people, she wants to have a good life with Yu Jingxuan.

Ye Shaosi told Miao Xingyao the address and told her to come directly.

Sitting in the taxi, Miao Xingyao couldn't help thinking of what Su Hanyu told her.

"Yaoyao, you should tell Yu Jingxuan about you and Yuan Qianhui, and what happened later." Su Hanyu told Miao Xingyao by phone.

"But... you know, I don't want to mention this." Miao Xingyao struggled.

"What if you lose face? You don't trust Yu Jingxuan's sincerity towards you?" Su Hanyu scolded, "And you were still young at that time. Who didn't make one or two mistakes when they were young?"

"It's not a question of whether to lose face or not, it's that I was ridiculous and absurd at the time. I was in a hurry to escape and ended up repeating the same mistakes. How can I say such words." Miao Xingyao laughed at herself.

Su Hanyu said helplessly: "Yaoyao, if you keep avoiding talking about it, it proves that you don't have the courage to face the past, and you haven't really come out."

"I've come out!" Miao Xingyao eagerly proved, "If I told the senior, wouldn't I be relying on him now? I just don't want to do this."

"Yaoyao, you are husband and wife!" Su Hanyu emphasized, "The relationship between husband and wife is extraordinary, you should be the person that each other trusts the most, and show all the ugliest and weakest parts to each other. Moreover, even if you rely on seniors So what? It doesn't mean that you are the same as before, but because when we are alone, we are all weak, and there will always be times when we can't solve it by ourselves. Relying on is not relying on, so rely on seniors, you are no longer. Alone."

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It was late when Miao Xingyao arrived at the bar, and Yu Jingxuan drank a lot during this period.

Facing the wine bottles all over the floor, Ye Shaosi said helplessly to Miao Xingyao, "I can't persuade him."

In fact, Yu Jingxuan wasn't drunk, he was good at drinking, he just needed alcohol to calm himself down.

"Then I should go." Ye Shaosi went to get his clothes.

"No." Miao Xingyao smiled, "Although it is shameful, it is indeed my past, and there is no way to change it. Ah, if you still have something to do, go first."

Miao Xingyao felt that she could be more courageous in the presence of a third party. These words were difficult for Yu Jingxuan to say, but not for others. And she knew that Ye Shaosi supported her, and she was not alone.

For Miao Xingyao's sake, Ye Shaosi had to put down his clothes and sit down again, but try to stay away from the two of them.

"Senior." Miao Xingyao called softly.

Yu Jingxuan responded and did not look at Miao Xingyao, but continued to pour himself a glass of wine.

"Senior." Miao Xingyao called again, but Yu Jingxuan didn't seem to respond.

Miao Xingyao snatched the wine from Yu Jingxuan's hand in a hurry and said, "I'm thirsty."

Then Miao Xingyao drank it all, it was obviously just beer, was it so spicy? Miao Xingyao's little face was wrinkled.

"You don't know how to drink a bar." Yu Jingxuan understood Miao Xingyao's reaction, and eagerly grabbed the glass back.

"It's okay, but I can still drink beer." It was a little hot, Miao Xingyao felt.

"Stop drinking." Yu Jingxuan put down the glass and said, "You didn't come here to drink at the bar."

"Of course not." Miao Xingyao said, "I'm here to confess. I'll tell you about the past."

Both Yu Jingxuan and Ye Shaosi looked at Miao Xingyao quietly.

Miao Xingyao smiled and began her self-report: "I am like most children who want to leave their parents. I am immature, but I think I have the capital to leave, but in fact, after I left the harbor, I only Find out how weak and incompetent you are.

I just thought so in my mind, but when I took action, I realized how helpless I was.

At this time, I met Chikuki-senpai, who led me like a big brother. I know it's ridiculous to say this, but in fact, it was because I was overly dependent on my mother since I was a child, and I didn't realize it. , but only ignorantly hated my mother's control over me.

When I first entered high school, I was at a loss when I suddenly lost my mother's protection. I didn't even know what specifications to buy when I went to buy a laptop. And Qianhui-senpai gave me most of the help. Even if I was excluded from the class, he would be obliged to help me. At that time, I was desperately relying on Qianhui-senpai as if I had found another backer.

However, I gradually discovered what kind of person Chikuki-senpai is. He has a terrifying desire for control and possessiveness, even more serious than my mother. He didn't allow me to talk to boys, play ball, or participate in any activities. I could only stay by his side and be a vase in peace.

Later, I learned that the reason my classmates stopped bullying me was because Qianhui-senpai had warned them, so they stopped bullying me and stayed away from me. I wanted to escape, but found myself hopelessly in love with him. My deeper desire was that I wanted to be with Chikira-senpai, which is ridiculous.

I started a pointless struggle for a while, but Qianhui-senpai is the same as always, he is such a person, he has his own plans and will not let anyone disturb him, he has never said anything like dating to me, but Asking me to just stay by his side.

He slapped me once because I secretly went to play a ball. Although he felt guilty afterwards, I understood one thing. I can only do as he said, otherwise he will be very angry, obviously I should Hurry up to get rid of this deformed relationship. The funny thing is that at the time, I was full of fear that Chikuki-senpai would hate me, so I was sticking to him even more and changing myself according to his preferences.

Just like everyone thought, I thought we would be together, but no matter how hard I tried, Chikki-senpai neither admitted nor denied it, and it was until that day that I woke up..."