Mommy, Please Wait To Be Loved

"I go to bed very early every day, but it takes four or five hours to fall asleep, and I sleep very restlessly and often have nightmares.

It's been about a week. "

"Ok."

Zhong Yi bowed his head and wrote something before asking, "Did something happen recently?"

Li Yunxiu nodded, "I broke up with my boyfriend."

"Does the breaking up make you feel painful?"

"It doesn't seem to be because I initiated the breakup on my own initiative. I feel more regretful than the pain.

Regretfully, I have been entangled with him for so long, but there is no good ending. Anyone should have

Some regrets. "

"This is the truth."

Zhong Yi nodded in agreement, and sat up straight, "Can you tell me what dreams you are doing?"

"I dreamed that I was sitting on the sea with him. There was a very big tree by the sea. I asked him, can you

say you Love Me? "

"Did he say it?"

"No." Li Yunxiu shook his head, looking in a daze, "He just smiled faintly, silent and did nothing.

Say. Doctor, I once told him about this dream, but I lied to him, I lied to him, he said in his dream that he loved me.

"You are not lying to him, you are lying to yourself."

Zhong Yi pierced Li Yunxiu.

"Yeah, I did lie to myself again."

Li Yunxiu smiled faintly.

"What then? Is there any more behind the dream?" Zhong Yi asked.

"Yes, he disappeared later. I found that I was walking in a bustling city. It was dark but the lights were bright.

It’s all people, I’m the only one walking against the trend, to the darkest part of the city... Then I returned home,

There was a fire around, it caught fire, and they told me not to go up. "

"Who are they?"

"A lot of people, there are my parents, my brother, and some people I don't know."

"Are you up there?"

"Yeah." Li Yunxiu smiled faintly, with an unbelievable appearance, "Even you don't think it is incredible.

I also find it incredible. "

"Listen to you, it's not the first time you have this dream."

"For many years, I have been having this dream over and over again since I was fifteen or sixteen years old."

"No wonder you call this a nightmare."

Zhong Yi smiled, "Will you also achieve this dream during your relationship with your boyfriend?"

"Yes, but the frequency will not be as frequent as it is now. I am now awakened in this dream almost every day."

"What will be the end of the fire?"

"I don't know, I don't know, I only know that I walked in, and every time the dream comes here, it stops."

Li Yunxiu frowned in confusion, "Doctor, what's wrong with me?"

"Now I can't tell. I have a document here. You can fill it out."

Zhong Yi handed something like a questionnaire to Li Yunxiu.

Li Yunxiu lowered his head and quickly filled it out.

"I’ll prescribe you something to calm the nerves and help you sleep first. Your insomnia may be caused by your boyfriend’s

Forgive me for talking, have you known him for many years? Before you dated him, you already had this

A dream, right? "

"Yes." Li Yunxiu nodded, but still a little puzzled, "Doctor, what do you mean, it's because of your boyfriend.

I have nightmares frequently, and finally insomnia? "

"It seems that this is the reason."

"But this time I took the initiative to break up, how can I..."

"Then ask your heart, did you really break up willingly? Or for other reasons."

Li Yunxiu was silent, and after a brief thought, he shook his head, "I don't know anymore..."

"When people are under mental stress and high stimulation, their body and brain will instinctively make many responses to protect

Yourself, and these changes, you may not feel it, so that’s why, you have insomnia to seek medical advice

because. "

"What should that one do?"

"Relax, you are not completely at ease yet. This is not a big problem. People are very powerful.

The creature, he is strong, he can adapt and survive as quickly as possible no matter how difficult the environment is.

Miss, I suggest you come to my place for regular treatment every week. Of course, just treat it as a chat. My charge is not

Not so expensive as to be unbearable "

"Well, I will think about it."

"Then I will prescribe medicine for you first. The medicine must be taken on time. It will help you sleep more comfortably."

"Okay, thank you doctor."

Li Yunxiu got up and planned to leave.

Li Yunjin let her go first, but he stayed and called Zhong Yi aside, "Those medicines you prescribed,

Can it really cure my sister's insomnia? "

"Mr. Li, actually Miss Li's biggest problem is not insomnia."

"what is that?"

Li Yunjin suddenly had a bad feeling.

"According to my initial diagnosis, I suspect... No, I am sure your sister has depression and is very serious, at least

It is already moderate or even severe. "

"Depression?"

Li Yunjin’s face suddenly changed, "Impossible. My sister has always been very cheerful. During this time, she was even better than before.

I even laughed a little bit more. "

He understands depression. He has a friend who committed suicide because of this disease. No one knew about him before the accident.

What happened? It was too late when I found out. From then on, the depression stayed in Li Yunjin's heart.

Deeply in the shadows, he really could not think that such a terrible murderous disease would have something to do with his sister.

"Mr. Li, have you ever heard of smile depression?" Zhong Yi took a sip of water from his cup, "Some patients with depression, yes

They will not wash their faces with tears all day long and feel depressed. They will eat and sleep like normal people, go to work and vacation, and

Colleagues continue to go to the movies with friends. All his performances are no different from normal people.

But in fact, their hearts will be very painful, the loneliness and emptiness after this kind of grouping will be like ants

Bit by bit cannibalize their spiritual world and let them die step by step. Also because they are good at disguising themselves

Self, so people around you won’t even know that they are sick, even they don’t even know that they are sick.

problem. Often when they are discovered, it ends with their death. "

"Can it be cured?" Li Yunjin was a little nervous.

"The treatment process of depression is very long, and it varies from person to person. Some people will go through a few months and half a year.

Complete recovery, but some people, even if they see a doctor and take medicine on time, they can’t be saved. Of course,

I say this to prepare you mentally to observe your sister more in the coming days, not

Said your sister could not be cured. "

Li Yunxiu couldn't help but "cock" in his heart, "You mean, my sister will commit suicide?"

"Mr. Li, depression and suicide are two things linked together. Do you know that depression

How many people are there? Do you know how many commit suicide? Zhong Yi smiled lightly and motioned to Li Yunjin to sit down first.

"I don't know if you just listened carefully to what your sister said? That dream about her."