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Lance's thoughts were a little chaotic, and he didn't quite know why he still showed up at Emma's prom.

He has decided to refuse to attend, because he knows what prom means to high school students, and he knows what Emma's invitation means. Emma should find a dance partner of her own age. This is the right choice. They are not the same. Humanoids, they're not even friends, they're just... nothing more than partners.

However, he finally showed up. It was just a little favor for his friend, he convinced himself. Considering the difficulties that Emma might encounter in attending the ball alone, he thought it was just a matter of lifting a finger. It's like introducing more audition opportunities to Michael Fassbender. He is just cultivating his own royal team and making a little investment in the future, so after lunch with James and Theo at noon today, he will go to choose Pulled on a suit and came to solve puzzles for friends.

However, Emma seems to have misunderstood.

Therefore, what he needs to do is very simple, clear up the misunderstanding and express his position. So he did.

Emma has only just graduated from high school, and she is about to start the best years of her youth. The future is full of countless possibilities for her. Her so-called... affection for him is nothing more than a high school student's heartbeat. It bursts out in an instant and is fleeting. Soon, she will find that this is not love, or even liking. It is just an illusion of heartbeat. . He wasn't right for her, they were just partners with some common topics. So, what he's doing now is just to wake her up.

Seeing the astonishment and astonishment in Emma's eyes, the hard-to-disguise disappointment and pain welled up in the depths of her eyes, as if the twinkling stars dimmed little by little.

He didn't want to hurt her because she was just a child. But harm is inevitable, and the best way to minimize harm is to cut through the mess quickly, explain things clearly and cut off all possibilities before things create more uncertain possibilities. For children, emotions are like tornadoes, which are extremely destructive, but they come and go quickly, and everything will pass in just a few days.

But at this time, seeing the bitterness in the corner of Emma's mouth, his thoughts began to become chaotic, and he regretted it a little. Maybe, he needs to make a quick decision, but at least he can wait until tonight's dance is over, let her enjoy this wonderful night, or wait until the dance is over, let her have this good memory. This emotion danced lightly on the tip of his tongue, but soon, he swallowed it, extinguishing all hesitation coldly and decisively.

When the interruption continues, the pain will only become more lingering. He is no longer the indecisive Lance he used to be, what's more, he is also for Emma's good, isn't he?

Emma looked at the coldness in Lance's blue eyes, and her heart sank slowly, as if soaked in ice water. Envious eyes are everywhere, everyone seems to be envious of her treatment, as if she is a suffering princess, and Lance is the prince who came to save her on a white horse and wielding a sword, all the beauty of the prom They all turned into rays of light and focused on her body. But only Emma knew clearly that the flame of happiness had been extinguished before it could burst into flames. The jerky tip of her tongue was like absinthe, scalding her throat, piercing her lungs, and piercing her heart.

Suddenly, Emma understood Jessica's pain.

The man in front of him was as solid as a rock, as if his whole body was invulnerable, the sharp protective net not only made it impossible for people to approach, even if he took a step, he was already injured and bruised before he had time to attack, and then he stood aside nonchalantly, Appreciating her embarrassment and panic condescendingly, ridiculing her overreaching, mocking her moths to the flame, cruel and cold.

That instant fatal suffocation makes people unable to resist.

So, is that all? Her unrequited love, before it even had time to begin, was directly declared over.

Emma stared closely at those eyes, trying to find the slightest fluctuation in the depths of the eyes, to find the emotions she was familiar with, loneliness, loneliness, fragility... But she was disappointed, there was nothing, only the other side The translucent azure blue, like the unfathomable sea, calm and dauntingly deep, proved once again that all her thoughts seemed to be illusions, all her wishful thinking.

Emma tightened her hands involuntarily. She could clearly feel Lance's wide palm, which was a little cold. Feeling Lance's straight shoulders, the rock-like muscles made her unable to control them at all, so she could only cling to them helplessly, feeling the hot body temperature carefully, almost scalding her fingertips.

So, is that really it? She gave up like this, she broke down like this, and she just ran away like this? Just like Jessica.

Emma met those eyes again, the weakness in her eyes was swept away, and she met the sharp and cold gaze unswervingly, showing a bright smile, No, she doesn't know. This is A positive answer to Lance's question just now.

Emma's sunny smile stung Lance's eyes, which made him lower his eyes in embarrassment and dodge them, but then he reacted, raised his eyes again, looked at Emma, ​​and smiled Saying, Then you should tell her I don't want to be misunderstood as having anything to do with an underage little girl, especially with 'Fruit Drops' coming out.

I remember that Mia once asked her why she fell in love with Lance, but she couldn't answer, as if everything was just a feeling. Beth said that anyone would like Lance, especially before the premiere of Sin City, seeing the back of Lance bathed in the sun when he came to school to pick up Emma, ​​how could anyone not like Lance? where?

Emma had always thought this was the case. That captivating appearance can easily capture the heart of every woman, isn't it the same when she saw Lance appear in the rainstorm for the first time?

But at this moment, looking at Lance in front of her, the cold and decisive Lance, Emma's brain suddenly became extremely clear.

She likes Lance's indifference, that cold and cruel indifference that hurts everyone without scruple, but at the same time avoids being hurt, hiding behind the armor; she likes Lance's dedication During the creation, it seems that no one can shake his decision, he can cooperate with his enemies, he can also fight against the top big names, he does not hesitate to offend everyone, but keeps a piece of paradise in his heart; she likes Lance who refuses no As the answer, to achieve the goal by any means, even if it hurts the friends around him or even himself, he is strong and domineering; The dream of the dream has once again ignited the flame...

She likes this kind of Lance, good and bad, kind and evil, strong and fragile, warm and cold. She knows who she likes, so when things get tough, when things get brutal, when things get cold, she shouldn't be afraid, should she?

No, I don't think so. Emma shook her head and said with a sweet smile. The determination in her eyes burst out with huge energy, which made all Lance's words stuck in his throat, and his brain fell into a short-lived During the pause, there was a storm in my heart, You know, we are always afraid of failure, so we choose to stand still; we are always afraid of betrayal, so we choose to refuse to trust; we are always afraid of being hurt, so we choose to refuse to try; It is because we are afraid of heartbreak that we choose to give up on love. However, life is always so short and there is not so much time for us to regret it. So, instead of standing still and panicking, why not open our hearts to embrace potential possibilities? After all, we all If you haven’t tried it, how do you know the result?”

Lance's eyes became blurred. This kind of Emma is so strange, yet so familiar. He seemed to see himself in the past, and he seemed to see himself in the present. The familiar strangeness made Lance a little flustered. But he concealed it very well and didn't let it out, because he was no longer the person in his memory, and he had forgotten the former self in a strange corner.

The cold words have come to his lips, he can do it, just like hurting Jessica back then, he can coldly reject Emma. But after the words swirled on the tip of his tongue, it turned into a helplessness at the corner of his mouth. He was so naive before, as if a hole had been broken in his heart, which could never be repaired.

You are still young, and youth has just begun. When you grow up, you will understand that life is not that simple. Many times, our choices are involuntary. It is not because of fear, but because of understanding. Lance expressed his heart The panic was subdued, he didn't want to hurt Emma, ​​but the harm was inevitable; he wanted to save Emma, ​​but he couldn't protect himself. Therefore, the only thing he can do is to keep Emma away from him, and draw an end before the damage becomes a big mistake.

Emma didn't flinch at all, the smile on the corner of her mouth was warm and brilliant, her huge eyes looked at Lance motionlessly, as bright as the sun, Then you should also know that youth is only once, if you miss it, you really miss it So, how could I give up so easily?

Youth is like a beautiful poem, every moment of the years is so precious, pain and beauty, bitterness and sweetness, sadness and happiness, this is the epitome of youth, it is a poem and a painting, beautiful and beautiful Sentimental, but it has become a memory that can never be erased in a lifetime. New York Times famous columnist Pom-Becker (Pom-Becker) described his prom thirty years ago, It was like a furnace that never went out in the winter, and the high school prom is still going on with great enthusiasm. Heat energy keeps warming my state of mind, which becomes more and more desolate as I grow older. Youth, only once, is also a lifetime.

My last dance, always for that special someone.