My 1991

Chapter 200, doubt, self-knowledge

The third call was made to "uncle" Chen Long's home.

"Hello, who are you?"

A middle-aged female voice.

"Hello, I'm Lu An, looking for Sister Qingchi."

The person over there turned around and called Meng Qingchi to answer the phone, saying that a man named Lu An is looking for you.

"Xiao An."

Ten seconds later, Meng Qingchi took the receiver.

"Sister Qingchi, have you been busy recently?"

"Well, running back and forth between school and hospital is really busy."

Lu An tried a few words, but after seeing that Meng Qingchi didn't respond, he stopped talking about men and women, and instead chatted about trivial matters in life.

He discovered that as long as the relationship between men and women was not discussed, Sister Qingchi was still the same Sister Qingchi, gentle, considerate, considerate and caring about him.

The call lasted for 40 minutes. The two of them talked about the effectiveness and talked about endless topics. In the end, the time was up and it was time to report to the hospital before hanging up the phone.

After seeing her finish the phone call, her aunt asked Meng Qingchi: "Qingchi, this boy is looking for you every now and then. Is he pursuing you?"

Meng Qingchi's heart skipped a beat. Although this was true, she had to deal with it, otherwise her family would find out, which would be terrible. She couldn't explain it to her family.

While going out, she explained the relationship between the Lu and Meng families.

Unexpectedly, after listening, my aunt slapped her forehead and said, "So it's him. I heard your mother and your brother mention it a few times, saying that Qingshui likes him very much and went to the Shanghai Stock Exchange because of him, right?"

Meng Qingchi did not deny it, "Qingshui is indeed in love with Xiaoan."

Auntie gossiped: "Do you have any photos?"

There is a photo of him in his room, but Meng Qingchi knows better than to say that his aunt is also the vice-principal of Yali Middle School after all. She has been in the society for so many years, and she has already become a genius. She can follow the clues to find out the roots at the slightest sign of trouble.

She shook her head: "There is no one here. The photos of the several of us were left in Baoqing and were not brought over."

My aunt felt a little regretful when she heard this, and finally asked: "Bring me here next time you have time, and let your aunt see what a boy who can charm Qingshuihun looks like."

Meng Qingchi smiled and had no choice but to say hello verbally.

After they separated, she was thinking. It seemed that she couldn't let Xiao An call her uncle's house in the future, otherwise she would be exposed sooner or later.

But after taking a few steps, he rejected the idea. I still have to talk to Xiao An on the phone once a month at my uncle's house. If the call is too abrupt, it will easily arouse people's suspicion.

Thinking of Xiao An, she looked up to the east, where the rising sun was shining brightly, dyeing the surrounding clouds red. He should be very popular among girls at Nanda, right?

After standing at the intersection for a while, until the niece was no longer visible, my aunt recovered her mind and walked back. There was no one at home at this time, everyone had gone to work. She walked straight to the coffee table, picked up the phone and called Baoqing and Baoqing People's Hospital.

"Sister, are you busy now?"

As soon as the call was connected, my aunt greeted Li Meng like this.

Li Meng put his bag on the table: "I just arrived at the office. Sister-in-law, you called me so early today. Is there something wrong?"

Aunt asked tentatively: "It's okay, I just want to ask. Last time you told me that Qingshui liked a boy named Lu An. How is their relationship now? Are they in a relationship?"

Li Meng was surprised: "Hey, why are you thinking about asking this today?"

My aunt said: "Qingshui called home this morning, and our whole family took turns chatting with her for a long time. After hanging up the phone, I suddenly thought of this.

You said, a girl with such a good background has been in love with a boy since junior high school. My curiosity has been aroused. On a whim, I want to see what he looks like? "

Li Meng admired this junior Xiao An from the bottom of his heart and immediately praised him: "There is no choice in appearance. He is better than Zhen Hai when he was young."

Her aunt was not surprised to hear such a comment. Qing Shui was so outstanding that she would find it impossible to like an ordinary-looking boy.

Asked again: "How is the relationship between the two now?"

Li Meng estimated: "It should be pretty good. I didn't ask too many specific questions. After all, Qingshui is old but hasn't graduated yet. It's not time to talk about marriage. It's hard to ask too clearly about some things right now." "

My aunt herself has two daughters. She felt very sympathetic to this process and understood it very well. She said a few words later and then turned to Meng Qingchi:

"The baby you call Lu An just called my house and chatted with Qingchi for more than 40 minutes. It seems that the two of them have a very good relationship."

Li Mengxiao said: "You said Qingchi and Xiaoan, I would be worried if their relationship was not good."

During the conversation, Li Meng briefly explained the changes in the Lu family, his best friend's last will, and how his eldest daughter had taken care of Xiao An on his behalf for many years.

After listening to everything, my aunt didn't mention the matter again, and instead talked about the parents' quarrels. Then she found a suitable time to end the chat and hurried to school.

Auntie suppressed her suspicion, but Li Meng started muttering in the office.

At a certain moment, she picked up the receiver and planned to ask Chen Weiyong about Xiao An's situation at NTU.

But she was only halfway through dialing the number, so she put the receiver back again. She was already in a hurry even before she even wrote her horoscope, and it was easy to make a joke in front of her friends.

the other side.

Lu An walked to school in a very complicated mood.

He is reflecting.

After being reincarnated as a human being, I pursued Sister Qingchi and expressed my love for Sister Qingchi five years too early. Am I too selfish? Too showy? Too direct?

Did he not care about the feelings of Sister Qingchi and Qingshui at all, which led to this situation?

Or maybe, I didn't prepare enough emotions and hints in the early stage, and I excitedly expressed my joy to Sister Qingchi as soon as I came back from rebirth, hugging her again and again, and didn't give Sister Qingchi enough buffer and preparation time, which led to this?

But no matter what the situation was, Luan was a little frustrated.

Because of his true love, he has been trying to interfere with the trajectory of fate and change the relationship between the two, but the results are counterproductive. It is developing in a bad direction and in an uncontrollable direction.

It seemed that he was still too impatient. After calming down, he analyzed the journey of the two of them over the past year.

It needed to be treated coldly for a period of time. Based on Sister Qingchi's temperament, he came to this conclusion.

Only if she stops talking about love affairs for a long time in the future, will Sister Qingchi reappear in her own world and will not deliberately avoid herself. Perhaps this will be an opportunity to find a glimmer of light in the future.

After trial and error failed, Lu An did not dare to continue to be reckless and forced himself to change his mind.

I walked unconsciously and came to the library unknowingly.

He stood upright and looked at the door for a while, then finally walked in.

Everyone else who came to the library studied hard and gnawed at books. He was the only one who did things that had nothing to do with studying. He always looked up painting materials.

After searching in the reading room, he still found information about Oracle. He tasted the benefits this time and planned to continue digging deeper.

He borrowed a book, and when he was about to take it out of the reading room, he stretched out his hand and touched it all over his body. Damn it, he found that he didn't bring his library card. This made him very depressed.

He patted his face, put on a smile and tried to ask: "Auntie, you see I am also a frequent visitor to the reading room. Can you be accommodating this time, so I can borrow the books first and make up for the registration later?"

The aunt behind the desk looked at him quickly and said mercilessly: "No."

"Every NTU student is a frequent visitor to the reading room. If they are all like you, how can I carry out my work?"

There was nothing wrong with what he said, and it was reasonable and well-founded. Lu An was speechless for a moment.

Just when he was about to give up and return the books to the bookshelf, he turned around and bumped into Su Mi.

After looking at each other, Lu An nodded to her as a greeting, and then walked past her towards the bookshelf.

Su Mi was quiet and took the initiative to say his first words since the two had known each other for three months:

"Are you borrowing a book?"

Lu An stopped and said, "Yes."

Su Mi put the two books he wanted to borrow on the registration table, "Let's go together."

Lu An was a little surprised. Since the other party was Su Mi, who had always been relatively cold towards others, he didn't even bother to mention this matter just now. Unexpectedly, the other party actually took the initiative to help. It seemed that the three months of getting to know each other was not in vain. There was an unexpected gain.

He had needs, so he stopped being pretentious, turned around and put the book together with hers.

After showing their library cards and registering, they each walked out of the library room with the books they wanted.

Arriving at the entrance of the corridor, Lu An and Su Mi looked at each other in tacit understanding.

He looked up at the study room upstairs: "Did Comrade Li Mengsu take a seat for me today?"

Su Mi said: "Take it."

Lu An looked away: "Then I'll go up with you and read some books."

Su Mi smiled lightly, holding the book and walking quietly ahead.

It's still the same place, still the same location, Li Mengsu's bag is there, but the person is missing.

Seeing him staring at the seat, Su Mi guessed: "I should have gone to the toilet."

Lu An opened the stool and sat down. When he saw that she was not reading the two books she had just borrowed, she took out an "Ordinary World" from her bag, so she said casually: "Do you like this book?"

Su Mi replied: "Fortunately, I compare the atmosphere of life in the book."

Luan asked, "Who is your favorite character in the book?"

Su Mi opened her eyes: "Have you seen it too?"

Luan replied: "I've seen it a dozen times."

This is his true words. He likes this book very much. It has been placed on his bedside table for many years. He didn't know how many times he read it in his previous life, but 10 times was still at least 10 times.

Su Mi rarely said more to him: "Who do you like in the book?"

Lu An said: "Tian Runye."

He liked this character the most. In addition to being the most beautiful character in the book, her love for Shaoan was like the spring breeze blowing in March, moistening things silently and touching.

Unexpectedly, Su Mi said: "I also like Tian Runye the most."

Coincidentally, they liked the same character, and the two couldn't help but smile at each other, and she asked: "Did you also think of Ye Run?"

Lu An nodded: "Really, if this book hadn't been published a few years ago, I would have thought that Ye Run's parents came up with the name after reading this book."

At this moment, Li Mengsu's figure appeared at the door of the study room, and he quickly walked over. After exchanging pleasantries with his best friend, Su Mi concentrated on reading.

Even though he knew that he was being shown love by Huang Ting, and even though he tried not to think about him that way, Li Mengsu still felt joyful for no reason when he saw this person, the only man he had ever had a crush on.

"Luann, you're here."

Lu An joked: "I haven't been here for a while. I'm afraid that if I don't come again, you won't give me a seat in the future, so I came here today to show my face and report to you."

Li Mengsu said: "No, we are friends, and it is just a matter of convenience to help you reserve a seat, and you don't need to put much thought into it."

Lu An said: "That's it..."

"Yeah! Uh-huh!!..."

Suddenly, the fat girl across the table gave another warning sound, and stared at Lu An with her rolled eyes.

Luan shut up immediately.

While shutting up, I couldn't help but think, if Chen Mai's aura queen was here, would the other party dare to look like this?

The fat girl was tall and strong, and her whole body exuded an inexplicable sense of oppression. Li Mengsu seemed to be a little afraid of the other party and could not speak anymore.

Under Fat Niu's rule, this corner was absolutely quiet. No one dared to show their teeth. Even when a boy accidentally dropped his pen, he would subconsciously look at Fat Niu.

But this is fine, everyone can work with peace of mind, even the couple next door don't dare to desert, and the learning efficiency is extremely high.

When you are immersed in doing things, time always flies by. No, a few hours passed in a blink of an eye.

Singing came from the speakers outside, and what was playing was "Men Should Be Strong", which has been very popular in the past two years.

Seeing the people around him leaving one after another, Lu An closed the book and said to Li Mengsu and Su Mi:

"Thank you for your hard work in helping me get a seat. It's dinner time. If you two lesbians don't show your respect, I'll treat you to dinner."

Su Mi unscrewed the lid and took a sip of water without saying anything, waiting for her best friend to make a decision.

But to her surprise, Li Mengsu declined politely: "Thank you, it's a classmate's birthday today, and Mi Mi and I made an appointment to have dinner with someone else at noon."

"That's it. Okay, let's have dinner together again when we have the opportunity." Lu An said.

Li Mengsu said: "Okay, then Mi Mi and I are leaving. Goodbye."

"goodbye."

Luan took the unfinished book and left.

Li Mengsu and Su Mi waited for a while before leaving. They did not go to the cafeteria or eat immediately for fear of embarrassment.

Su Mi asked: "Give up?"

Li Mengsu nodded blankly and then shook his head: "I don't know."

Then, without waiting for her best friend's reply, she whispered: "I just felt that I went astray some time ago. At that time, I liked him too much and wanted to make him my own. As a result, every time I saw him, I was not only happy but also happy. Most of them are nervous and at a loss, being cautious in everything they say and do, and they are under a lot of pressure.

And now..."

After taking a few steps forward, Li Mengsu continued: "Although I still can't help being happy, I am still me, and I like myself better now."

Su Mi listened thoughtfully, and then stopped.

Li Mengsu also stood on the spot, his eyes falling on Lu An in front of him.

ps: I went to the Traditional Chinese Medicine Hospital early this morning. I wanted to go early and come back early, but I didn't expect that someone else was earlier than me. I got the registration number 17 and didn't come back until the afternoon. I'm sorry.

After reading it, I have written more than 250,000 words this month, and the average daily update is 8,000. It is not very hard, but it is still good. I will try to write more next month.

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