My 1991

Across the master bedroom door, the mother and daughter looked at each other for a long time.

You looked at me coldly, and I looked at you weakly, frozen there for a moment.

at last.

In the end, it was Yu Guanzhi, the daughter, who took the lead to break the deadlock. She softly called "Mom", then stepped into the bedroom and closed the bedroom door.

But she didn't lock the door.

Because Wu Dan was outside in the living room, it was a buffer and a step for the unpredictable situation that followed.

Although she knows her mother better than a girl, this is the first time Yu Guanzhi has experienced this kind of thing. She can't figure out exactly what kind of energy her biological mother will burst out?

Yang Qianhui didn't make a sound for the first time, just watching her daughter come in, watching her daughter put down her bag, watching her daughter turn off Big Brother, watching her daughter sit on the edge of the bed, watching her daughter look at the plaster statue.

Two eyes followed and focused on the plaster statue. Yang Qianhui resisted a certain impulse and spoke after a while: "Did he give it to you?"

"yes."

Yu Guanzhi's answer was simple and straightforward.

Yang Qianhui thought of the villa key and asked: "Did you give it after the National Day last year?"

Yu Guanzhi answered silently: "After Christmas."

Hearing this, Yang Qianhui frowned and turned to focus on her daughter: "Christmas? So your relationship started on National Day?"

Yu Guanzhi didn't seem to notice that his gaze was about to freeze into ice, and he said Nuonuo: "Last summer vacation."

summer vacation?

Yang Qianhui reacted immediately, "In Yangcheng?"

Yu Guanzhi said: "The period after Yangcheng came back."

Yang Qianhui recalled, "You were in Shanghai during that time."

"Um."

When things got to this point, Yu Guanzhi seemed very candid when asked by his mother, "It's this period of time."

Up and down, left and right, her eyes wandered over her daughter several times. Yang Qianhui still couldn't figure it out, "Why?"

"It's time to close your eyes."

Yu Guanzhi, who said this, withdrew his gaze from the statue and looked directly at his mother.

Looking at each other, Yang Qianhui couldn't help but ask: "Did he seduce you?"

Hearing the unpleasant word "seduce", Yu Wanzhi's right hand habitually stroked his hair and ears, touched the earrings and said gently: "I seduced him."

? ? ?

! ! !

A row of question marks floated over my head.

Another row of exclamation marks emerged from Nao Moxin!

Yang Qianhui's mouth opened wide, her eyes widened, and she was choked for a moment!

She thought that the words she used today were very harsh. In the past 30 years, she has never said such serious words to her daughter.

Can.

But her daughter's answer was even more explosive, almost making her angry to death and almost making her little heart burst with juice!

You are Yu Wanzhi!

You are the apple of our Yu family’s eye!

You are a noble lady from a wealthy family!

In the past few years, countless powerful families have proposed marriage to the Yu family. She loved her daughter and declined them all.

I don't know how many young talents have pursued Wan Zhi in the past few years, but after seeing that her daughter was indifferent, she was just secretly anxious and never urged her.

But now!

Oh, but now, I actually heard a big joke from my daughter: My daughter took the initiative to seduce Lu An?

Actively seducing a man 9 years younger?

Taking the initiative to seduce a young boy who nominally has a girlfriend and a fiancée?

Is this still my daughter?

Is this still the Bingshan daughter who is not interested in the opposite sex?

This huge gap is simply unacceptable to Yang Qianhui! ! !

Noticing that his mother's expression was always gloomy, Yu Guanzhi seemed to have guessed her thoughts. He sighed, then lowered his head and recounted exactly what happened during the summer vacation last year.

Including that I like to drive at night to relieve my boredom, including that I call Lu An, including that I get tired of visiting the city and go to the suburbs.

Including the barren mountain cemetery in the suburbs, the new grave, and the hallucination I had when I saw the new grave.

It also includes a series of emotional fluctuations after the hallucination, including how Lu An eased his knot, including how he looked at the man close to Chi Chi, rarely asked him if he knew how to kiss, and rarely asked him to teach him how to kiss, etc.

Yang Qianhui still remembers the big accident 8 years ago, and she still feels scared every time she mentions it.

Therefore, she knew that her daughter suffered from heart disease after experiencing that life-and-death catastrophe.

It was precisely because of this that she never said a word about marriage.

But at this moment, when she heard that her daughter and Lu An's relationship was actually due to a heart attack, Yang Qianhui felt heartbroken and sad. She looked at her daughter intently and wanted to say something several times, but she didn't know what to say. How to say?

After struggling for a long time, Yang Qianhui asked: "What about the back?"

After hearing this, Yu Guanzhi got up and went to the living room. Under Wu Dandi's stupid gaze, he took away the calendar on the coffee table, returned to the bedroom again, and closed the door again.

She handed the calendar to Yang Qianhui, pointed at the circled days in vain, her eyes drifted outside through the window, and said casually:

"I knew his situation and my own situation. I tried to control my emotions and keep a distance from him. I didn't want to harm him, but I still failed after several times."

After a long pause, a faint voice drifted into Yang Qianhui's ears, "It's no use treating your daughter, she fell in love with him."

After adding this sentence, Yu Guanzhi seemed to have broken free of his shackles, and his whole body relaxed for no reason.

At this moment, she suddenly stopped worrying about how her family would view this relationship?

I don’t care what my mother’s attitude will be?

Recalling the past, after talking about this, she further understood her heart and realized that she needed this relationship.

December 2, December 30, February 2, March.

Counting the circled days one by one, there were 7 in total.

Staring at these seven dates, Yang Qianhui seemed to experience her daughter's suffering and inability to stop when facing this relationship.

The room fell into a long silence again.

Yang Qianhui stroked her index finger along the dates one by one, then raised her head: "When did you start to realize that something was wrong with you?"

Yu Guanzhi murmured: "I don't know."

A person who didn't know told her all about her countless twists and turns, and her doting on this relationship.

After looking at her daughter's side face for a long time, she saw that her expression was no longer as nervous as before entering the door. Yang Qianhui, who had been there, suddenly understood something.

Question: "Tell mom, where have you and Luan gone?"

Yu Guanzhi looked at her mother again, without saying anything, and told her in this silent way: Mom, you have already guessed it, so why bother asking?

She has watched her daughter grow up, so how can Yang Qianhui not understand her?

But just because she understood it, she almost couldn't catch her breath again. After calming down and warning herself not to lose her temper, Yang Qianhui stared straight at her daughter, needing an explanation.

Yang Qianhui understood her daughter, and Yu Guanzhi also understood her mother.

After a short pause, Yu Guanzhi reached for the bag on the bedside and took out a Walkman and a cassette tape.

If Lu An were here, he would be able to recognize at a glance that this tape was the tape that Yu Guanzhi used to record his last words when it was buried under the mudslide.

Yang Qianhui was a little stunned. She didn't know what medicine her daughter was selling in her gourd.

But she answered it anyway, then put the tape into her Walkman, paused, and pressed the play button.

At first, there was only the sound of heavy breathing, and the sound was very depressed and panicked.

Yang Qianhui glanced at her daughter, straightened her body, and listened.

As the tape slowly rotated, after a while, a conversation came from inside:

"Luann, do you want to get out alive?"

"think!"

After listening to these two conversations, Yang Qianhui immediately judged that this was the conversation underground between her daughter and Lu An after they encountered a mudslide.

But before she could finish digesting it, the words that followed immediately made Yang Qianhui's expression change drastically.

"Little man, strangle me to death."

Yang Qianhui looked at her daughter again, her eyebrows furrowed deeper. These six short words almost broke her nervousness as a mother.

How deep does Wan Zhi want to love? How can you say such resolute words between life and death?

At this moment, Yang Qianhui realized that her understanding and concern for her daughter were still too shallow.

If, on a normal day, her daughter told her how much she loved Lu An, Yang Qianhui, who was accustomed to intrigues and intrigues, would just listen and not feel any sympathy.

But in the face of the extremely terrifying life and death, the daughter can still calmly give up the chance of survival to the one she loves. This is more convincing than any words, more contagious than any actions, and everything else is so in front of it. pale.

With just these six words, Yang Qianhui knew clearly: her plan to separate Lu An and her daughter had to be shelved and abandoned.

The daughter who narrowly escaped death 8 years ago, now faces a desperate situation again, but she sees through life and death with open-mindedness. Yang Qianhui is moved by this heavy love, this unreserved love.

She suddenly thought, what would happen if she and her husband were in such a desperate situation?

She was still thinking about Lu An's attitude towards her daughter's affection.

She didn't have to wait long as the next conversation gave her the answer.

"Sister Yu, what are you thinking about?" This was Lu Anxin's panicked voice, which seemed a little angry.

"You don't have much time. Listen to me. I recorded the audio. These are my last words. I am willing to die because I love you. Do you know? Wan Zhi loves you.

If you are saved afterwards, and this recording can prove it, my family will not hold you accountable, and I will not allow them to hold you accountable."

"Don't talk nonsense, I don't want you to die. We Ji people have our own destiny and will not die."

"Lu An, I am not afraid of death. I have lived for 29 years, which is enough. But you are different, you are still young. Your life is more meaningful than mine."

It’s Yu Guanzhi’s words later:

"If people are alive, who doesn't want to live? But we have no choice now, you know? Before coming to Nanyue Hengshan, I had three wishes.

First, one day I can say to you personally: I love you.

But I didn't have the courage, so I changed my words when it came to my mouth, and I only dared to say "I like you".

The second wish is that I regret not being able to be your woman, your real woman. If I had known that this day would come, I would have given myself to you earlier. "

Then, Yu Guanzhi's third wish came from the tape: Ever since I listened to "The Promise" you wrote specifically for me, I have had an unrealistic dream. I want to one day be like "that scene in the church" as in the lyrics. The wedding is held to bless us both."

The conversation stopped here, and the Walkman was filled with crying, Lu An's choked cry.

After a long time, the voice continued: "Lu An, I can see you crying for me in this life. My life has been fulfilled. I don't regret coming to this world. I will die in peace, but you have to listen to what I'm afraid of saying." "

"Stop talking, if you want to die together, I will never live alone!"

The sound stopped abruptly.

It's not that the tape has finished playing, but that after getting Lu An's answer, Yang Qianhui, whose eyes were wet without realizing it, stopped playing.

Women are all emotional. Even though she is in her early 50s and has seen a lot of warmth and warmth in the world, she was still empathized with and moved beyond measure today.

She didn't know whether she should be happy for her daughter?

But she understands one thing: that is, she cannot do anything like beating a mandarin duck.

Her daughter had to go through many tribulations to get out of the shadow in her heart, and she had to go through a lot of pain to find a place of spiritual comfort. She couldn't bear to separate the two of them like this.

Maybe her daughter will never forgive herself for the rest of her life.

There is no way that my daughter’s inner demons will worsen and she will be even more like a zombie than she was in the previous eight years.

Of course, these are not the most important things.

One thing Yang Qianhui fears most is that her daughter may lose faith in life and hope in life after losing her spiritual support.

Just like what she said to Lu Ann in the tape: Without you, what’s the point of my life?

She is worried that her daughter's life will be haggard and her life will wither.

She was worried that her daughter would do something stupid if she couldn't find her direction in life.

Listening to the tape again, Yu Guanzhi's memory flew back underground, flew back to the car, and flew to the scene of sharing life and death with the little man. Silently, her face was covered with two lines of clear tears.

Silently looking at the tears on her daughter's face, Yang Qianhui's heart ached. She even wondered if she had come to the wrong place today.

Shouldn't we force our daughter?

but!

But when she thought about the huge age difference between the two and when she thought about Lu An being surrounded by other women, Yang Qianhui, who had softened for a while, gradually hardened her heart again.

Yang Qianhui asked hoarsely: "Did the Huang family do anything this time?"

"The Huang family's youngest daughter is in Jinling." Yu Guanzhi replied.

Yang Qianhui asked again: "Wu Dan once said that Meng Qingshui was Lu An's fiancée. Is this true?"

Seemingly asking Meng Qingshui, Yu Guanzhi understood that her mother was asking about her attitude, thought for a moment and said, "Yes, and no."

Yang Qianhui looked puzzled, "How do you say that?"

Yu Guanzhi said: "All the teachers and students of Shanghai Medical University, including some of Qingshui's friends, thought that the two were engaged, but they were not."

The reason why she was sure not was because the person Lu An loved most in her heart was Meng Qingchi.

Thinking of Huang Ting's existence, Yang Qianhui believed this, "Then Meng Qingshui and Huang Ting, do the two women know each other? Do they know that Lu An is restless?"

Yu Guanzhi was quiet, and after secretly pondering her mother's underlying meaning, she replied: "I should know."

In order to leave a way out for her feelings, she chose the word "should" and did not dare to use affirmative words.

Sure enough, Yang Qianhui went straight to the point in the next step: "Your first two wishes have come true. What about the third wish? What are your plans?"

In the tape, the third wish is to marry Luann.

Since the original plan to beat the mandarin ducks didn't work, Yang Qianhui, who was forced to accept the reality, began to make a fuss around the third wish.

I just mentioned Lu An’s real girlfriend Huang Ting first, and then his fiancée Meng Qingshui, just to set the stage for this moment.

Wanzhi is the apple of her eye and the proud daughter of the Yu family. Yang Qianhui cannot accept her daughter's emotional status quo.

It is impossible to accept that Lu An's real girlfriend and fiancée status are occupied by others.

ps: The new month has begun, please give me a guaranteed monthly ticket.

(besides…)