My Cold And Beautiful CEO
Vol 2 Chapter 1261: Fight, grab
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Qin Hao slowly exhaled a smoke, exuding the strong taste of espresso and nuts, and then the aroma of truffles slowly warmed up. The smell of earth was enduring in the aftertaste, and the fragrance of flowers was mixed in the middle, worthy of its high price. .
However, he is not smoking now to taste the aroma of this superb cigar, but to worry about the future and irritability from the bottom of his heart!
Su Yanran said at this time: "You don't have to worry too much. I will try to help you when I go out. There is no precedent in the world for this kind of disease. Even if it cannot be completely cured, control should be possible."
Originally, Qin Hao did not intend to involve Su Yanran. Others did not know his problem. He knew in his own mind that the old demon was not something that Su Yanran could solve. He and the so-called personality disorder have essence. There are some things that cannot be explained by modern science and technology medicine. What Su Yanran did was just useless work.
However, after experiencing his own face and releasing the old demon to kill the zombie king, he didn't have the revenge of revenge, but he was full of loss and emptiness in his heart.
The respect of many monks and the attention of the two great masters are not worthy of pride and bragging in Qin Hao's eyes, because this is not his strength, but the old demon, who tortured the zombie king and saved the lives of so many people To avenge Huo Yuhao, this is all done by the old demon.
What is he An incompetent who gave himself a slap in the face and was forced to jump over the wall to the end and had no choice but to compromise. He knew that each time the old demon came out and became more familiar with his body, the crisis in the future would be bigger and bigger.
When will the old demon fully recover?
He didn't know it at all.
What to do after the old demon is fully recovered?
He couldn't help it.
This feeling is terrible!
At this time, Su Yanran, the youngest psychology professor in the history of Tianhai University, might be able to feel better.
The so-called authorities are confused, bystanders are clear, and Qin Hao is trapped in the vortex and is plagued by problems. The mind has become confused and hesitant. This can also be regarded as a psychological problem, and the role of the psychologist is reflected here.
Qin Hao didn't respond, but seemed to answer the question to introduce Su Yanran to his childhood; "In fact, I don't have a particularly deep memory of things when I was a kid. When I was young, I did n’t remember much and left the orphanage. At that time, there was a car accident again, I lost my memory and forgot everything. Later I brought the master to the mountain, and I may feel that I have reliance, but this is not the case.
I remember the first day I went up the mountain, I was hungry for a whole day, and I finally fell asleep, but in the middle of the night I was lost in the jungle in the mountains. I did n’t say a word, I did n’t say a greeting, viper. , Tigers, hungry wolves, these beasts are everywhere. I was scared and panicked. I thought the master would surely save me at a critical time. He would not bear to see that the only apprentice was killed at the mouth of the beast.
But later, when my arm was almost torn by a blind bear, I realized that I could really die. I was desperate and terrified at the time, and that was the first time I experienced the almost suffocating feeling in this life. Since then, I have realized a truth, it is not easy to survive, Perhaps a life that is taken for granted by others seems to me, but in my opinion, it takes all the effort to survive.
I thought that now that I have brothers and family, I am not alone. But I was so anxious in my heart that I wanted to find someone to talk to, and I didn't know who was suitable for pouring, or that I was used to the feeling of being needed, which made it difficult for me to change places. "
Qin Hao is proud. He never shows his weak side to others. Even if he is the closest person to him, he always prefers to resist all the difficulties and problems on his own, rather than let the others around him. People bear a little bit.
Perhaps this is also a morbid idea in psychology, or maybe this is the so-called masculinity. Because of this, he may hold everything in his heart. Only in the face of Su Yanran as a psychiatrist, not his lover Su Yanran, can he spit out his thoughts.
Su Yanran can imagine that in the mountains and wild forests, a child who was only six or seven or seven or eight years old should have happily went to school and grew up under the care of the wings of her parents and family, but she was bathing in blood, full of wounds, desperately Flee, just not to be swallowed by the serpent beast, want to survive.
Even if he lost his childhood memories, Qin Hao's instinct still had that sense of crisis. Others were born trying to lead others on the starting line, but he was too far behind ordinary people.
Therefore, a sense of crisis often accompanies him. He has nothing and lives without help. Even when he grows up and has this ability far beyond others, he still walks on the edge of death. The sense of crisis has never been far away from him. .
Because of this, Qin Hao will be confused and confused, will choose to retreat, and will want to live a normal life, because once there was nothing, now will cherish the present, will live like a salted fish, do nothing every day, Unmotivated.
For the past two decades, he lived too hard and worked hard for his life. Now he wants to live comfortably, he can live away from his worries and worry, enjoy the rest of his life, and experience the emotions he has. .
"I thought I could live the way I wanted, but until now I didn't know that my existence was probably just an accident. My life was living for others, and I might lose what I have now. Everything, including myself ... "The smoke permeated in front of Qin Hao, covering his face like a veil, hazy, just like his heart at the moment, covered by the fog, and he couldn't see the front. The way.
Su Yanran was able to appreciate Qin Hao's mood. She and Qin Hao should have exchanged their lives. Even if she lived in pain at an early age, there would be no real life when she could not survive. She wanted to commit suicide just by herself. Vulnerable.
On the contrary, except for the mother with unstable mental state, her life is very rich. Whether it is the Ye family or the Qin family, the resources given to her are no less than that of any family child, and even more because of the internal deficit. some.
How could she, as one of the parties, feel like she was being robbed of her life by others?
"So, you are going to be so decadent and confused? In my mind, you are the man who is full of spirits, slaps Fang Yan, and stands upright! The man who can make me rest assured that everything, including my life, is in your hands! Maybe you It ’s really difficult to accept what happened for a while, but you should n’t think about the solution instead of being decadent and confused, are n’t you? ”Su Yanran was very angry. She does n’t like him now. No woman likes one. Man of rashness!
Qin Hao shook his head and sighed, "If I have a solution, why is it as boring as it is now? I'm not simply a mental illness like split personality, you can't help me, and I'll tell you this just because I want to say Just talking, you happen to have a psychologist. "
"Then you are so relieved to live so well? You know very well that this will not help you at all. Every day except to gather in the women's heap, it is chatting and playing games, or reading the newspaper and sleeping in the sun. Such a living state is really true. Does it make sense? Is it interesting? Or does it mean that things will get better in the future? "
Su Yanran, like Mu Qianxue, is a representative of a strong woman, and is the most outstanding existence in their respective fields. Su Yanran has long been accustomed to Qin Hao's salty fish life attitude, but the two have not contacted before. Su Yan Ran only kept the attitude of secretly observing in the dark, but in her heart, naturally, after confirming her identity, she had regarded Qin Hao as her own man. Otherwise, how could she hand herself over to Qin Hao on the train?
Even if something happened, it was forced to do nothing.
She stood up and looked down at Qin Hao: "I may really not be able to help you with the problems you encounter, but I know that if you continue this way, you must not! Instead of sitting and waiting, you might as well fight and grab, then It's the real you in my mind! Others want to take your life, you take them, others take everything from you, you take them! If not, what do you come to this field to do? ?! "
The author Mo Wangchu said: A close friend who was in the chase after leaving has left, and the news I got today is sad. I hope he will be fine in heaven. . . . . . . .
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