My Fairy Fiancee

After flying for a long time, when passing by a desert, Zhao Yi suddenly let go of Yu Xi's hand.

Yu Xi felt the warmth in her hands suddenly disappear, and stopped. She turned back to look at Zhao Yi, and found that he was staring at the ground, looking a little dazed.

Yu Xi followed her gaze and found some erratic footprints on the sand where his gaze fell.

She remembered that this place was where she stayed when she returned to cultivation from the earth, but the footprints on the sand were not hers, but those of Zhao Yi, who was teleported here with her.

She was still a soul at that time, and Zhao Yi fell to the ground when she was teleported.

It's been a long time since that time.

Yu Xi turned back to look at Zhao Yi and found that he was still looking at the ground blankly, motionless.

She slowly landed on the sand, looked at the messy footprints, and said softly: "Do you know, the moment I was teleported here by the teleportation array, I actually felt very sad, but I was stupid at the time and just didn't want to admit it. I don’t want to leave you.”

Zhao Yi also slowly landed on the sand, but his expression was dull and he didn't speak, as if he was caught in some memory.

"I still remember, the moment I left the earth, I heard you say to me, I love you." Yu Xi suddenly laughed and said, "You shouted very loudly at that time, as if you really wanted to say goodbye forever."

She smiled and found that Zhao Yi still ignored her, so she put away her smile with some disappointment.

After a long time, Zhao Yi stepped forward gently, smoothed the footprints he had left with his feet, and said with a dull expression: "I shouldn't have been so mean in the first place."

"..."

Yu Xi didn't answer. She knew he wanted to say that if he hadn't sent her off, Ai Lian wouldn't have died.

Now his whole mind was focused on the dead girl, and the only one who could make him show such an expression was because he recalled the memories of being ashamed of that girl.

Zhao Yi let go of the love behind him and began to sit on the sand. His expression returned to a calmer tone and he said, "I feel that her aura has become much weaker in the past two days."

Yu Xi looked at Ai Lian in the ice coffin and said, "There is nothing we can do about it. It is a miracle that an ordinary person's soul can persist for half a year without dissipating."

"How long do you think I have left?"

"Resurrect her? It is estimated... that it will take at least half a year. She may be gone in the next second. You can't guess."

"..."

Zhao Yi was silent for a long time, then spoke again: "I just saw her again. I haven't seen her in my consciousness since I separated my state of mind."

She was covered in blood, staring blankly at the endless sea of ​​blood, holding the bracelet he gave her in her hand, and kept asking when Zhao Yi would come back...

"..."

Yu Xi didn't know what to say. Ever since Zhao Yi's heart was cut into half, his state of mind had been broken and transferred to King Tianyun. Basically, the things that could be seen in it before could no longer be seen. .

Zhao Yi said: "You helped me a lot, I am very grateful to you..."

"Why did you suddenly say thank you?" Yu Xi asked.

"Don't you think we are being controlled?"

"I don't quite understand what you mean."

Zhao Yi frowned and said: "Emotions, the emotions of the two of us were forcibly twisted together. Neither of us wanted it at all."

"..." Yu Xi didn't say anything. She personally believed that her feelings had not been distorted. She just liked him and it had not changed. However, Zhao Yi... his emotional state towards her had been fluctuating.

She felt that he still couldn't let go of her in his heart, but she wasn't sure that was the case. Because of their blood heritage and two love threads, she knew that the relationship between the two was deepening day by day.

For her, it was just following her feelings, but for Zhao Yi...if he didn't like her, or even hated her in his heart, then his feelings were really being distorted.

"What do you want to do?" Yu Xi asked him.

"If possible, I want to erase the desire in this bloodline. If it can't be erased..." Zhao Yi stopped talking and then said, "Let's talk about it later."

After saying that, Zhao Yi stood up and planned to continue on his way.

"Actually, you just want to disconnect from me." Yu Xi looked at him and said, "Really?"

"..."

Yu Xi continued: "I can sense part of what you are thinking. You are ashamed of her, so you don't want to accept me."

Zhao Yi suddenly turned around, his eyes full of tangles and said: "You understand, if this kind of compulsion was not imposed on me, I would be full of hatred for you now, instead of considering what would happen to my relationship with you! I I have no feelings for you! It’s all forced by this kind of thing!”

He spoke loudly, as if he was very angry, but his eyes were full of confusion, as if he was considering whether he had said the wrong thing.

"You lied. It only forced your desire, but it didn't force your feelings." Yu Xi denied.

Zhao Yi shook his head and sighed: "You don't understand this kind of thing."

Yu Xi bit her lip and said, "If you want to confirm, can't you just have a child with me?"

"..."

"If you still like me after having a baby with me, it proves that you are simply too guilty to face your true feelings for this girl!"

"Who said that this kind of thing will disappear after giving birth?" Zhao Yi looked at her, his eyes gradually began to surge with desire, and something in his blood began to occupy his mind again.

Yu Xi also looked at him without dodging, but she couldn't say anything to refute.

The four looked at each other for a long time, and Zhao Yi felt that his inner desire had reached the limit of endurance and immediately turned his head back.

"Let's go to your country first. At least I have to finish tempering my body first and find a way to come back to save the old master." Zhao Yi said.

"Where are you going after this?"

"To find a way to keep her soul alive and revive her."

"I thought you would be more awake after half a year, but I was wrong." Yu Xi said, "This is impossible. Why can't you accept the fact?"

Zhao Yi gritted his teeth and said painfully, "You don't know how many times I have seen her painful look in my dreams in the past six months."

Yu Xi lowered her head slightly and said, "It's true that everything is the best when it's lost."

"I don't deny what you said."

"Suddenly I have a question for you."

"Hmm?"

"In the past six months, have you really never developed any feelings for me?" Yu Xi Lost asked: "Even when you kissed, you didn't feel anything in your heart? Is it just because of the blood?"

"I don't know..."

"Then why don't we live like this? I can help you find a way to revive her, but don't think about blood anymore. Just treat our relationship as it is..."

"Don't say it." Zhao Yi frowned, his expression was painful: "I admit that I like you more and more now, and I even have an impulse to treat you as my wife... But this is not my feeling! How can I allow this unclear thing to go on?"

"..."

Yu Xi listened to what he said, and didn't know whether to cry or laugh for a while.

He said he wanted to treat her as his wife, but said it was not his feeling.

"Then just treat me as your wife." Yu Xi looked at him and suddenly said seriously.

"How many times do you want me to say this? This is not my feeling!"

"But I really want you to treat me as your wife."

"Even if it's not my intention?"

Yu Xi whispered: "Even so... I still want it, as long as you are not so obsessed with desire that you have no consciousness."

"..."

Yu Xi stepped forward, gently pulled his arm with one hand, and continued: "You can abandon me at any time, as long as you really treat me as your wife for a period of time..."