My iceberg fiancee is very possessive

The world was silent, the bitterness and loneliness in his heart surged out like a tide, but he didn't know how to say it, so he could only let the scars in his heart be washed away.

"Alas..."

After a long time, it turned into a long sigh, slowly drowned in the air, and slowly suppressed the pain in his heart.

The green leaves trembled wantonly in the breeze, and the light spots through the gaps were reflected on the hair of the two people, bringing waves of comfort.

But the graceful figure still lowered her head quietly. Bai Qingning, who was as unattainable as a bright moon in front of outsiders, was like a student who made a mistake, and her little hand tightly grasped the corner of Chen Xuanyu's clothes.

"Yes... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I don't want to compensate you, I... I just want..."

"I want to go back... back to the way it was before, can..."

A short sentence, Bai Qingning seemed to have said it for more than 10 minutes, tears wet her entire cheeks wantonly, but she was unmoved and let the tears drip on the ground.

The choking voice was mixed with endless sorrow. The voice was small, but it could be clearly heard by Chen Xuanyu's ears.

"You know, even if you didn't say that at the time, you would still say it in the future. You are always such a person."

"When you can't stand those people talking about you, you won't refute them, but vent the suppressed emotions in your heart on me."

"Whether it was before or now, I am always a dog worthy of pity in your eyes. No, I am not a dog in your eyes. It is more appropriate to use the mouse that everyone shouts and beats."

The painful words were mixed with a slight tremor, and the veins on the palms burst, extending along the arms, and looked extremely ferocious for a while.

Under the action of the teeth, bright red blood slowly overflowed from the lips, dyeing the originally pale lips red.

But Chen Xuanyu seemed to be unaware of it, just taking deep breaths blindly, as if everything seemed not so important.

In the noisy world, Bai Qingning seemed to see Chen Xuanyu's tattered heart, leaving only an empty shell without emotion.

Like the spring of a clockwork puppet, it maintained his life activities for that day, and that was all.

"No... it's not like that, I have never thought about it like that, I... I won't, really won't..."

"I... woo, I won't leave you, I won't..."

The graceful figure could no longer bear the pain and loneliness in her heart, and she moved lightly with lotus steps, and then hugged Chen Xuanyu's arm tightly, not letting him leave at all.

After just a moment, Chen Xuanyu struggled his arm out, staring at Bai Qingning with red eyes, warning her not to follow.

Dragging his tired body, he walked away, his steps were disordered, leaving only a lonely back.

Once a person has a gap, it is difficult to go back to the past. The memories engraved in the heart are always like a hidden blade, popping up from time to time, wantonly destroying Chen Xuanyu's sensitive and inferior heart.

What was said before is only limited to the past. Whether it is love or friendship, nothing is immutable.

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The fragrance of gardenia still gently penetrated into Chen Xuanyu's nose as usual. He dragged this empty shell and walked aimlessly to the entrance of a garden.

He wanted to find a place for his tired body to stay, but as soon as he walked in, he found that the public seats inside were already full of couples.

"Hey, where are you? I'm waiting for you in the garden. Come here quickly."

"Hey, you eat first. If not, I'll give it to you first."

The playful, cuddling and sweet laughter seemed so harsh at this moment, and drove the soul-destroying Chen Xuanyu out again.

Looking at the students who were walking in groups and laughing on the roadside, the loneliness in his heart became stronger, accompanied by bursts of needle-like pain.

Until he found an unmanned corner under the shade of a tree, he slowly collapsed and closed his eyes quietly. Lonely people always have to heal their inner wounds alone.

"Huh..."

I don't know how long it has been, the bright sunshine has already covered the cool shade, and the stinging on my lips is slowly transmitted at this moment.

Noon is slowly approaching, the scorching temperature is rising rapidly at this moment, and the world has become a scorching furnace again.

But Chen Xuanyu doesn't want to leave. The double fatigue of body language and mind makes him not know what to do for a while.

He doesn't want to go back to the dormitory, doesn't want to lie alone in bed, doesn't want to let the originally cheerful atmosphere of the dormitory be suppressed again,

Go home? In the final analysis, he is an outsider from beginning to end. Even if Ling Ruoshuang told him many times that she would not drive him away, how could he take it seriously with a broken heart.

He doesn't want to go to school anymore. He doesn't know whether he can communicate with people normally, or whether he is only worthy of living alone.

He wants to go back to Heishui Village. Although there are many bad memories there, there are traces of the little mute and the only grandfather who loves him.

Under heavy pressure, a crystal thread slowly flows out from the eye sockets, passing through the corners of the mouth, bringing a hint of bitterness. When you are truly lonely, you can't even find someone to talk to.

"Ding-ling-ling-ling-ling..."

The phone in the pocket vibrates wildly, and the subtle ringing echoes in the quiet shade of the trees, like a steel knife, gently hitting the transparent glass.

On the public seat, Chen Xuanyu slowly opened his eyes and subconsciously wanted to answer the call, but his stiff arms couldn't lift up at all.

But the person on the other end of the phone still dialed tirelessly, hung up and redialed, and kept going back and forth.

It was not until the eighth time that Chen Xuanyu slowly sat up, forced himself to stay alert, and gently swiped the answer button on the screen.

The moment the call was connected, his heart was flooded, and he wanted to say something, but it was like a lump in his throat, and he couldn't say a word.

On the other end of the phone, the beautiful person also didn't speak, but there was a slight snort sound, and the sound of the TV could be vaguely heard.

After a long time, as if unwilling to be in this silent atmosphere, the cold voice broke the silent atmosphere: "You...what's wrong with you? Is there something wrong? You haven't answered the phone."

The voice was obviously cold, but the gentle tone dominated the main theme, and the concern was no longer concealed, but it was revealed directly.

"I...I'm so tired, I want to go back to Blackwater Village, really...I'm so tired."