My love simulation with them

[It was a group of girls from the same school who had a crush on you. They came up with this method because they were resentful from the bottom of their hearts that Ichiri Goto could stay with you every day. 】

[After seeing you, they who thought you would not take the initiative for such a trivial matter were completely panicked. 】

[That was the first time you got angry for someone other than your family. 】

Nanxiang Shi in reality immersed his mind in memories.

In front of him were several female students from Ocha High School with their heads hunched.

Nanxiang sighed lightly. He had never thought that girls at the same time could have such great malice towards another girl.

Marginal, horny, hunchbacked, flat-chested, shameless, freak, and other vicious words for a girl, unknowingly filled the forums in Ocha High School.

He thought of the submissive pink-haired girl who kept her head shrinking and hiding behind him.

Although it is very small, she is really working hard and slowly changing herself.

The person with low self-esteem is already working hard to get out of the shadows and want to stand in the sunshine.

Why are there always some things, people or things that are so malicious to her?

"Marginal people, dark corners, hunchbacks...what you said is indeed true."

Nanxiang looked up at the shivering female students in front of him who dared not even breathe, and at the same time glanced at all their faces with a cold gaze.

"But she has used up all her courage to try to change. Even though she still feels inferior and self-defeating, she still shrinks her head and speaks in a low voice."

but--

"She took all the courage to change herself. This alone deserves my respect."

Yes.

Even Nanxiang Shi had to admit it.

At first, he approached her with the attitude of teasing her, but later he found that she was really troubled and disgusted by her social fear, and she hated her cowardice but was trying to improve it through various means.

When they were in Nanxiang, they were already attracted to each other unconsciously.

Think about it for a moment.

If you are a person like Ichiri Goto who is instinctively afraid of contact with others, has low self-esteem, is weak, and is lonely.

Can you think of various means to change yourself?

Even if these methods seem very childish to others, they may even be hilarious.

Goto Ichiri just wanted to find a friend in school who he could talk to.

That's all.

"I'm not saying these things because I hope you can understand her. But I don't want to hear rumors like this again."

Nanxiang Shi placed his palms heavily on the podium.

There was a loud bang——

[You protected Goto Kazuri during the rumor turmoil. 】

[But you didn’t tell Ichiri Goto about the rumor turmoil, you just chose to guard it silently. You have already regarded her as a good friend, and you don't want her to feel that she owes you anything because of this incident. 】

[But what you don’t know is that in school, she who doesn’t dare to have contact with anyone other than you has actually been hiding outside the classroom and quietly watching all this. 】

[She understands that you extinguished the rumors because of her. 】

[Growing up, there was never any sun in her sky, it was always dark. Even now. Although your light is not as dazzling as the sun, it is enough to save her from the putrid night. 】

[She suddenly felt that as long as you were there, she could treat the night as day. 】

[On campus, you are still joking with Ichiri Goto, but with your keen observation, you clearly feel that the other person is closer to you than before, and the smile on her face is increasing more and more]

[It’s just that, to people other than you, she still looks like she’s groveling and her voice is weak. 】

[She will still make big and small jokes, but in front of you, apart from being shy, she doesn't care. 】

[One night in the summer, when you were sending Gotou Kazuri home, Gotou Kazuri, who was walking behind you tremblingly and stiffly, stopped you. 】

[You looked at her, who seemed to have difficulty breathing due to nervousness and hyperventilation, and gently patted her back with your hand to help her breathe. 】

[Your gentle movements made her gradually calm down. She grabbed your sleeves and raised her head to look at you. 】

[In my impression, this is the first time she has mustered up the courage to look at you with a straight face. 】

[It's like the dark clouds moved away, revealing the crescent moon hidden behind, her face shining brightly in the light. 】

"N-Senior Nanxiang!"

The eyes hidden under the pink-haired girl's bangs are still timid,

But when she grabbed Nan Xiang's sleeve, she did it so hard.

She took another deep breath, and her pale face turned a little bright red due to the excessive exertion.

His face was shaking like a frightened hamster.

But the words he spoke were so clear.

"Can you please wait for me for a few years?"

"How many years to wait?"

The meaning of Goto Kazuri's words is not difficult to understand for Nango Toki, who already has a high emotional intelligence.

"Is this a confession?"

Nanxiang Shi grabbed Gotou Ichiri's palm and asked deliberately.

"Hey...? Huh?"

Goto Ichiri was a little panicked. She didn't know how to explain it, but when she saw the smile on Nanxiang's lips, she turned her head away angrily and shyly: "You obviously know it."

yes.

How could the words spoken under such beautiful moonlight not be a confession?

"I just want to hear what you have to say."

Nanxiang released Gotou Isri's palm. The moment he released it, he didn't know if it was an illusion, but he felt a trace of regret flash across the face of the girl in front of him.

"Senior Nanxiang, you know how to tease me."

Goto Ichiri stammered.

But in the end, she spoke slowly in a small voice.

"I'm not good enough for you now, but I can work harder in the days to come, as long as you're here. So... senior, can you wait for me before I change myself?"

Speaking of this passage, I am still familiar with the lonely begging feeling of low self-esteem and timidity.

But she could feel that Nanxiang Shi in front of her did not dislike her shabby loneliness at all.

Under the small light of the street lamp, he held Goto Isato's hand again and spoke to her in a distant voice about the meaning of the word "loneliness" on the other side of the sea.

"In the country across the sea, a gentleman once said that if we break down the word loneliness, there are children, fruits, dogs in summer, butterflies, and a person who can sustain the mood of a midsummer evening. The entrance to the alley."

In the midsummer evening, at the alley, there are puppies chasing butterflies and children grabbing fruits...

Goto Ichisato's originally delicate and silky heart was attracted by Nango Toki's long tone, and he thought of a gentle and romantic scene in his mind.

“I have always felt that ‘loneliness’ is actually a very romantic and gentle word.” He said.

He raised her white palm and placed it on his heart.

In fact, she knew his answer best.

It was just her inner inferiority complex that gave her the confidence she had never had before.

But it does not matter.

What she lacks in self-confidence is made up by him.

Under the streetlight, there are two hearts close to each other.

[Your relationship with Ichiri Goto has deepened. 】

Chapter 16. Ryo Yamada, what are you doing?

[Your relationship with Ichiri Goto has deepened. 】

[You gave her the courage and confidence to keep going at the most critical moment. She spent more time in the band, but this also reduced the time she spent with you, which was unbearable for her. 】

[So, one afternoon, she introduced you to the members of the 'End' band, hoping that after practicing in the 'Stars' indoor performance hall, she could spare time to guide you in learning the guitar. 】

"Performance hall?"

The relatively novel words aroused Nanxiang Shi's interest.

He took his cell phone from the table next to him, entered the keywords, and then he understood.

The so-called performance hall provides alcoholic beverages, which looks like a bar, but is different from an ordinary bar.

Indoor performance halls generally have top-notch music equipment and audio equipment, which are very suitable for enjoying various live music at close range. Rock performances in indoor performance halls are a way for many unknown underground rock bands to make money to survive and gain fame. A major way.

[Practicing guitar was just a pretense for you to get close to Goto Ichiri at the beginning, but after following Goto Ichiri for a long time, you are a learning madman yourself, and you are committed to improving yourself, and you have indeed developed a strong interest in guitar and music. 】

【You have a deeper understanding of music. 】

[You got to know Hikaru Itachi, Ikuyo Kita, and Ryo Yamada]

It’s different from Er Zhoume’s relationship with the band that ended after he became an adult.

I got to know these three former band mates when I was in high school in Nanxiang on the third floor.

The development of things has indeed completely departed from the second week period.

only--

"Why did Ryo Yamada look so familiar when he was young?"

Nanxiang Shi, who didn't care much at first, stayed in the simulation, with memories that kept emerging.

In the world in his mind, there was a short blue-haired girl sitting in the corner, holding the bass sideways, playing the music carefully, looking like a taciturn girl.

Nanxiang Shi stared at it for a long time. Finally, he thought of something and paused the simulation in the third week. At the same time, he jumped the simulation time to his failed relationship where the first week only knew how to study.

During the first week, he relied on his high degree of self-discipline to completely ignore the existence of the love simulator, ignored the communication with Goto Kazuri, and missed her directly. Later, at the class reunion of Tokyo University, he met the simulator in Nanxiang. There is no name mentioned at all, a wife who will satisfy her "eighteen ways" and allow herself to eat soft food.

"Isn't this Ryo Yamada?"

The memory of the week was thoroughly reviewed.

Nanxiang Shi rubbed his forehead when he saw the short-haired college girl with blue hair holding her chest, yawning and expressionless at the class meeting in Zhoumuli, who said, "I'll date you after I master the bass in a year."

It turned out that it was not just Ryo Yamada who had confessed to him in the second week.

She fell in love with herself even within a week.

It's no wonder she became so obsessed with herself in the second week.

After all, if she likes him in the first week, it must be because there is something about him that attracts her.

I am still too good after all.

Nanxiang sighed.

As for the fact that in the one-week simulation, I actually practiced bass for a year before pursuing the success of Ryo Yamada.

Nanxiang Shi just shook his head.

One year?

Nanxiang Shi was actually not too satisfied with his learning progress in the first week.

But it's just that I'm not satisfied.

After all, compared to the past week one and two weeks.

He's waiting for the next three weeks to develop.

Turn your attention away from a certain cold female passerby with short blue hair.

Nanxiang was not interested in her.

[Hikaka Ijichi and Ikuyo Kita were shocked by your existence. They had only heard that Goto Kazuri said about you, but they had never heard of your name, so they always thought that you were just a delusion of Goto Kazuri. Air friends. 】

[Compared to the surprise of Ichichi Hikasa and Kita Ikuyo, Yamada Ryo next to you seems to be unconcerned about your arrival. 】