My love simulation with them

Shinjo Akane sat down again, raised her head and looked at Karasawa Yuka in front of her.

Karasawa Yuka smiled and shook his head without replying to this sentence.

Although Akane Shinjo has never expressed her dissatisfaction.

But as a person being cared for, Karasawa Yuka does not want to become the shackles that bind Akane Shinjo.

The other party is a free girl.

And she is the candle that is about to burn out in the fire of life.

"You only have one youth, and it is meaningless to spend this once precious youth on me."

Karasawa Yuka earnestly persuaded Akane Shinjo: "In fact, even if you don't come to see me, there is no problem. I have dedicated nurses to take care of me in this hospital, and professional attending doctors to coordinate treatment. Akane, you can definitely do it." Save time looking after me.”

This is of course true.

Tokyo General Medical Hospital.

As one of the few large hospitals in Tokyo, it certainly has a team of professional nurses and attending doctors.

Even if Akane Shinjo no longer comes to visit.

Karasawa Yuka is also taken care of.

Karasawa Yuka said what she was thinking.

And waited for Akane Shinjo's answer.

If it is usual.

The other party will most likely be very angry and unable to understand what she said, and then refuse.

Karasawa Yuka thought so.

But even if there was only a glimmer of a chance, she didn't want Akane Shinjo to waste her energy on her.

Under the watchful eyes of Karasawa Yuka.

Akane Shinjo spoke: "I understand what you want to say, Aunt Yuka."

Why?

Now it was Karasawa Yuka's turn to be surprised.

There was no hysteria as expected, and no voice of dissatisfaction.

Akane Shinjo just spoke very calmly, smiled, and held her hand.

"But if it's Shijun, he will definitely work hard to find a way. Even if he can't figure out a way, he will accompany him through the last part of the journey with his relatives."

She raised her eyes and looked directly at Karasawa Yuka: "I want to be like Toki-kun, and I don't want to run away alone at this time, leaving only Aunt Yuka."

"..." Karasawa Yuka.

Karasawa Yuka really didn't expect it.

That young man named Nango Toki had such a profound influence on Shinjo Akane.

The words "I want to be someone" can be said from the mouth of Akane Shinjo who raised her by herself, which is already very incredible.

And looked at Akane Shinjo's calm and delicate face.

Karasawa Yuka fell into silence again.

The other party is no longer as easily influenced by others as before.

She had an idea of ​​her own.

Having someone you like...

And was deeply affected by that person...

"Aunt Youjia, I hope you can be the host of Shijun and I's wedding and appear at our wedding. Therefore, I hope your condition will get better soon."

Akane Shinjo stood up, Akane's red eyes looked directly at Yuka Karasawa: "I will not give up, so I hope Aunt Yuka will not give up either."

This last sentence seemed to be spoken to Karasawa Yuka, but also seemed to be spoken to herself.

Akane Shinjo turned around and left the ward, looking for the attending doctor to get busy with a full-body examination.

And with her departure.

The ward, which was once filled with warmth, became deserted again.

After hearing Shinjo Akane's inner monologue, Karasawa Yuka no longer knew what to do, so she could only turn her head and look out the window.

Trees dying in winter.

A dying old man in the hospital.

The pale curtain, pale sheets, pale ceiling and blue and white hospital gown in the ward.

Maybe it's because his life is coming to an end.

It all looked lifeless.

And in this lifeless world.

Only Akane Shinjo's shadow was colorful in Karasawa Yuka's eyes.

In fact, Yuka Karasawa once lamented.

The pink-purple-haired girl was forcibly taken over by the Shinjo family when she was young, and she spent most of her youth taking care of him.

That is the youthful time that comes only once in a person's life.

But she enjoyed nothing.

He just took care of Akane Shinjo and performed repetitive tasks.

But now she feels sincerely happy.

Fortunately, he took care of Shinjo Akane.

Fortunately, the girl with pink and purple hair is now able to leave her and thrive...

In this case...

That's actually enough.

Karasawa Yuka thought so.

It's time to accept it all.

Even if death comes, she actually has nothing to worry about.

All the obsessions disappeared in the act of Akane Shinjo boldly revealing her inner thoughts just now.

She no longer has to worry about Akane Shinjou like before...

In other words...even if death comes tomorrow, there is nothing to fear for her.

Karasawa Yuka was half leaning on the pillow.

A smile of relief at Akane Shinjo's growth appeared on her face.

Yes.

There is nothing to worry about anymore, then there is nothing to be afraid of.

It's just simple death.

Everyone has this day.

Karasawa Yuka seems to have accepted all this calmly.

However--

"Why...?"

There was a happy smile on his face.

But at this moment, tears suddenly welled up in his eyes.

"what's the situation...?"

Regarding the current situation, Karasawa Yuka is just at a loss.

Why do you cry?

Haven't you given up everything?

Akane no longer needs to take care of herself and can live and think independently.

I obviously don't have to worry about anything anymore.

Then why do you still feel unwilling?

What on earth is this...?

Karasawa Yuka stroked her tear-stained cheek and opened her mouth.

Finally he smiled bitterly.

"As expected...I still don't want to die..."

It is human nature to fear death.

This is something that every human being cannot refuse, and it is an irresistible instinct.

Put aside the factor of ‘fear of death’.

Karasawa Yuka feels unwilling to give up, and the reason for her extreme reluctance is actually very simple.

That is--

Turn your head to the side.

Next to the small cabinet in the ward.

In addition to a bouquet of dried flowers, there is also a plainly decorated photo frame.

in it.

The six-year-old Akane Shinjo hugged her neck and showed a smile that was endearing.

Only then did Karasawa Yuka realize what a greedy woman she was.

She not only wanted to see Akane Shinjo's mental growth.

I want to see the other person grow up, go to college, marry the person I like, and get married. I want to take care of Akane Shinjo's children...or her god-grandson, just like she did when she was young...

And these... just because of their own physical reasons, they may never be seen again.

How could Karasawa Yuka be willing to do this?

"I'm such a greedy woman."

The tearful Karasawa Yuka murmured to herself.

Not only do I want to see Shinjo Akane off... I want to stand by her side and walk into the future with her...

This is for a terminally ill person.

There is no doubt that it is a greedy prayer.

She sighed deeply.

At the same time, raise your head.

I just hope that the boy Shinjou Akane likes now doesn't have any other purpose to get close to Shinjou Akane...

She didn't want to see the girl get hurt.

well...

Karasawa Yuka just hopes to have time...

I can continue to have time and watch Akane Shinjo continue to walk.

I hope there will be a male protagonist similar to those in movies and TV dramas who suddenly appear in front of him and save his life.

But Karasawa Yuka also knows.

This is simply impossible;.

The reason why film and television dramas are film and television dramas is precisely because in TV dramas, the so-called male protagonist cannot exist at all.