My love simulation with them

[Only when you actively ask Nango Notake and Nango Yuna to get close to her, she will smile as pure as a child and stroke their heads gently and extremely carefully. 】

[In life, she is not silent like Nanxiang Yili, nor is she noisy like Nanxiang Qianshu. 】

[She just watches you all the time and will be there when you need her. 】

[In order to make up for the regrets about the child, Nanxiang Sugar is extremely active in her nighttime relationship with you, and even actively asks you to be rough with her. It doesn't matter. 】

[You were not as rough with her as she said, but you protected her silently. 】

[After all, she is also one of your wives. 】

[In order to solve her emotional deficiencies, you have specially found several famous psychologists, hoping to help her get out of the shadow of childhood. 】

[But all these actions failed. 】

[The only person she has been watching from the beginning to the end is you. 】

[Similarly, only you can have an impact on her. 】

[She is still by your side as usual, meekly obeying all your requests. 】

[She also often tells you that she is very satisfied just like this. 】

[But you, who have been with her for so many years, understand. 】

[Every time she said such words, there was always unspeakable regret in her pink eyes. 】

[She wants to love you in a way that only belongs to her, but she has never been able to find a suitable way to express 'love'. 】

[This is undoubtedly the cruelest thing for her. 】

Simulating.

Fragments of memory began to fall apart.

"Senior Nanxiang, you shouldn't marry me."

Night falls.

The pink-haired girl was lying on the bed, muttering to herself in an almost calm voice.

"You're talking stupid again."

Nan Xiangshi looked at his wife's side face looking out the window and lovingly stroked her face with his palms: "And weren't you shameless enough to want to marry me at that time? Are you trying to be shameless now? It's too late."

"I was too immature at that time."

Nanxiang Sugar whispered to herself: "It wasn't until after I got married that I realized that I couldn't bring anything to Senior Nanxiang."

"The way I love you, the emotion you love me with...I can't figure it out at all."

She turned her head sharply.

It was only then that Nanxiang noticed the tears on his wife's face.

Under the night light, the teardrops were crystal clear.

"I thought that as long as I got close to Nanxiang seniors, I could do something for Nanxiang seniors, but it wasn't until I came into contact with them that I discovered that they can do much more than me."

Nanxiang Sugar noticed.

Compared to myself who doesn't even know how to express her love, Nango Ichiri and Nango Ryo are far more perfect than me.

At least they were able to express to Nan Xiangshi their love for him that was like a surging river.

And for her who didn't know how to express her feelings, just watching from the sidelines made her feel extremely tortured.

In response, Nan Xiangshi said nothing, but reached out to brush away the tears from the corners of his wife's eyes.

Nanxiang Sugar tilted her head to one side.

Only your smooth back was exposed to him.

The air in the room was silent for a while.

Then Nanxiang heard her voice.

"Sure enough, it's time to free Senior Nanxiang from my hands, right?"

When her pink eyes looked at Nanxiang, they were like stars covered by dark clouds, dim and dull, and her voice was subtle but filled with painful emotions for the first time.

Regarding her monologue, Nan Xiangshi just stretched out his hand and hugged her tightly.

"I don't agree."

He stroked his wife's smooth back: "After living the life of an old married couple for so long, my body has long become unable to leave your body. I don't want to be responsible for turning me into this state. Still want to evade fares? Do you think it’s possible?”

He lowered his head, and then pointed to the two bright morning stars shining brightly under the dark night outside the window.

The two morning stars shone brightly.

It's like two lighthouses in the night sky, flickering hard, trying to get the other person to notice their frequency.

"In fact, just like stars, as long as they continue to shine with their own bright colors, even people who are not close to each other can actually understand each other and get closer to each other."

He gathered the pink-haired girl's hair lovingly: "Su Tang, as long as you do this, you will definitely understand how to express 'love' in the future, just like how I feel for you now."

[Your gentle words are like crushed golden sugar in the night sky. The sweet sugar liquid seeps into her heart, and the syrup forms a protective film for her. 】

[With your persuasion, she temporarily let go of her inner depression. 】

"Would you like to put it down for now...?"

In reality, Nan Xiangshi sighed and poked at the simulation page in front of him.

Originally, Matsuzaka Sugar had serious psychological problems.

As a result, it now appears that his interactions with the girls may actually aggravate their psychological problems.

after all...

"In such an environment, everyone else is living a happy life, but she is the only one who looks like an outsider...out of place. No matter how you think about it, this will aggravate her psychological problems, right?"

Keep looking down.

[Time is selfless and ruthless. It does not extend for happy people, nor does it shorten for painful people. 】

[Another two years have passed. 】

[Except Nanxiang Yili and Nanxiang Liang, your other wives also gave birth to daughters one after another, and they soon reached the age where their daughters could run and walk. 】

[Only Nanxiang Sugar, who is still confused about the future, still has not given birth to an heir with you. 】

[She envies their expressions of love for you. 】

[I hate myself for being so confused and at a loss. 】

[She was very entangled in her heart, and the entanglement led to depression and stress. 】

[Under such heavy pressure from the inner and outer environment, Nanxiang Sugar's condition worsened day by day, and in the end he fell seriously ill. 】

[This is not a serious illness. 】

[But the treatment of mental illness is far more complicated than physical illness. 】

[Although he recovered quickly and was discharged from the hospital, Nanxiang Sugar's face became more and more haggard day by day. 】

[During this period, if you want to improve her mental state, even moving out with her and cultivating yourself away from the children will not help. 】

[She is indeed getting weaker at an extremely slow rate. 】

"Senior Nanxiang...have you ever loved me?"

"I loved you before, and I still love you now."

Nanxiang Shi gently stroked the side of Nanxiang Sutang's face on the bed.

"Really...? But I'm sorry, Nanxiang-senpai..."

Lying on the quilt, she blinked her pink eyes and reached out to touch the side of Nanxiang's face: "I'm really too stupid...I don't understand Senior Nanxiang's love at all...but ——”

She looked towards the empty ceiling.

He showed his usual gentle and gentle smile: "Well. Since Senior Nanxiang said so...then he must love me very much."

Leaning on the hospital bed, she murmured to herself: "Senior Nanxiang, do you still remember what you told me about those two stars that day?"

"Yeah. Of course I remember."

Nan Xiangshi nodded.

[She told you that on the day you said that as long as two stars strive to shine with the same frequency, they can get close to each other and understand each other's intentions. 】

[She then secretly found an opportunity to check on the situation of the two stars you mentioned. 】

[Those are not actually stars, just two lights in an ordinary B\u0026B. 】

[Looking from the night sky, it looks like little stars. 】

[It's just two parallel lights. No matter how much they move or how hard they try, they can't cross the parallel distance in the middle. 】

[But she didn’t tell you this. 】

[Because she never understood how to fall in love with others, nor how others would express their love for her. 】

[But just by hearing your words, she will choose to believe them unconditionally. 】

[She believes that the kind of stars you mentioned do exist in this world. 】

【As long as it keeps emitting the bright color with the same frequency. 】

[One day, even two different hearts can close the distance between each other. 】

[She thought...that feeling might also be an expression of 'love', right? 】

[Nanxiang Sugar died one month after her 46th birthday. 】

[You have been with her for five years. 】

[And that was the day when Tokyo had just entered the severe winter. 】

[She was already weak and could not survive the sudden temperature change in Tokyo. 】

[Did she understand the meaning of ‘love’ when she died? 】

[You don’t understand this. 】

[Just raise your head occasionally, and you will find a red star shining with gentle and bright colors in the night sky above your head. 】

[In the night sky, the lonely red star exudes soft light. 】

[As if looking for stars with wavelengths and frequencies similar to hers——]

[Simulation ends. 】

Chapter 256. Yandere is unexpectedly easy to deal with. 4,000 words

[Simulation ends. 】

When he saw this line of words, Nan Xiangshi couldn't help but shake his head.

The so-called yandere girl is actually a 'love-deficient girl'.

And it was his first time to meet a girl like Matsuzaka Satou.

He closed his eyes.

Before Matsuzaka Satou died, the unspeakable regret in his eyes was something he could feel in reality.

The girl Qiuji has only wanted to understand the meaning of 'love' throughout her life.

But until his death, he still didn't understand the meaning of the word "love", let alone how to express love to the person he liked.

Regret?

There will definitely be regrets.

But not even words of regret were expressed.

The girl who was quiet and peaceful, as pure as water, and who lived like a zombie passed away.

She passed away at the age when she should be most happy.

Nan Xiangshi shook his head and continued to look down.

After the simulation is over, there is a customary simulation evaluation.