My practice narration is weird

The ninth floor of the Heavenly Prison.

In front of the Shinto pillar.

There was a low and weak gasp.

Qu Wuyi collapsed to the ground weakly. He opened his eyes with difficulty, raised the candle in his hand, and looked ahead with the weak light.

A figure walked out from the Shinto pillar.

It was a woman.

That was... the same woman as Qu Wuyi before.

The two looked exactly the same, the only difference was that one was a man and the other was a woman.

The woman was standing there blankly, and first subconsciously crossed her arms around her chest, trying to cover her naked body.

But when she saw the figure lying on the ground in front of her, she was stunned, and then looked at Qu Wuyi at a loss.

Looking at this scene.

Qu Wuyi suddenly grinned, and then cried again while laughing.

He curled up in pain, and the strange erosion swept his whole body at this moment.

What is the price of [Voiding].

He still stretched out his hand.

But the lit candle fell from the palm of his hand.

It was not that Qu Wuyi did not hold it, nor did he let go.

Rather, the candle passed through Qu Wuyi's palm and fell.

Qu Wuyi stretched out his hand, stubbornly trying to pick up the weak candle.

But he could not lift it at all.

Even if his fingertips touched the flame, there was no effect at all, no sense of touch, and the flame did not jump.

Then, Qu Wuyi's outstretched arm also disappeared...

The price of [Voiding] is that one gradually dissipates and has no entity.

This dissipation is different from the erosion of [Ghost]. The price of Ghost is only invisible, which only turns the human body into [Hidden], gradually turning into a transparent person, but still has an entity.

And Voiding is the complete disappearance of existence.

Qu Wuyi's eyes showed despair.

But the woman came over, she came to Qu Wuyi silently, knelt on her knees, then picked up "herself" and gently placed her on her legs.

"Are you me?" Qu Wuyi asked.

When Qu Wuyi asked this question, there was fear, fear, and trembling in his eyes.

When he really saw another existence that was exactly like himself, appearing in front of him and about to replace himself, Qu Wuyi was only afraid.

Like the uncanny valley effect.

The woman seemed to hesitate for a while.

But Qu Wuyi suddenly found that there was also fear, fear and trembling in her eyes...

That look.

It was exactly the same as his previous self.

Yes, this is the original Qu Wuyi...

"Are you me?" Qu Wuyi asked again, he wanted to get some kind of answer.

The hesitation in the woman's eyes finally paid off, and she spoke softly.

"I am not you."

Qu Wuyi's eyes dimmed for a moment.

"But I am Qu Wuyi." The woman said.

"The memories in my mind all tell me that I am Qu Wuyi..."

"But, I am me, you are you, I will live as Qu Wuyi, but I... will not be your continuation."

The woman's voice was hesitant, but somewhat firm.

I am not you, but I am Qu Wuyi.

People's thoughts are really strange things, thousands of people have thousands of faces.

Lu Qingshan is smart, calm, and thoughtful, but he has been imprisoned for thirty years on a problem.

Qu Wuyi is dull, timid, and afraid of life and death, but he made a choice on the same problem and remained firm.

Which is good or bad, who is right or wrong.

It's meaningless.

Qu Wuyi's dim eyes shone with a ray of light again.

He had reached the end of his life, and he finally did not choose to try to integrate into the second weirdness.

I was originally a woman.

But now he lives as a man.

Qu Wuyi thought about turning himself into a man and living, but he really couldn't do it, and couldn't go against his heart.

Other people's eyes, other people's gossip, other people's misunderstanding.

Words are like needles, like knives, like the most powerful magical power, hitting Qu Wuyi's heart.

It's tiring to live like this all the time.

I don't like practicing at all, and I never thought I could become the center of attention, and how far I could go in the end.

It's not certain that I can succeed in integrating into the second weirdness. If I fail, I will have nothing.

And it hurts.

Qu Wuyi stretched out his only remaining hand and handed the woman a leaf.

He didn't use what Ye Wuyou left, because it seemed meaningless.

"That's enough." Qu Wuyi sighed softly.

The woman took it gently, without saying a word, but just stroked Qu Wuyi's forehead like this, and the two people had exactly the same face.

"After that, remember to lock me up and don't touch these weird things again. Then, wait for Ye Wuyou to come back and pick you up."

"Also, I have some uncles under my room in Tianji Tower. You must remember to keep them well. Don't let others see them. Don't forget."

"By the way, I have been working outside these months. The salary of Tianji Tower... the owner of the building can't give less."

"Don't be afraid. We are studying journalism. The owner of the building dare not not give..."

Qu Wuyi kept talking, and the woman nodded.

His body gradually became dim and transparent.

In the end, only the head was left.

In the end, he seemed to remember something, looked at the woman who was looking down at him, and asked.

"By the way, I created you, and what did you think when you first saw me?"

The woman hesitated, but she finally spoke as she looked at Qu Wuyi, who only had his head left.

"When I first saw you, I was scared because you were also Qu Wuyi, and you created me."

"But when I saw you were going to die, I was sad because I saw 'myself' dying."

Qu Wuyi was slightly stunned, then grinned.

"What if I didn't die, but created you instead?"

The woman responded.

"I don't know, but I think I am Qu Wuyi, and you are also Qu Wuyi. Would you accept that there are two Qu Wuyi in the world?"

Qu Wuyi smiled and said nothing.

I can't accept it, I shouldn't accept it...

But it's not necessarily true.

After the incident with Su Qingchen, Qu Wuyi's cognition changed a little.

There is an old saying about daffodils.

After all, a man and a woman, Qu Wuyi always thought he looked good.

If it was 'myself', it wouldn't be a bad idea.

He tilted his head to one side, and his gradually dimming eyes looked at the weak candlelight that fell to the ground.

The candlelight gradually dimmed.

So much so that Qu Wuyi couldn't tell whether his vision was gradually dimming or the candlelight was dimming.

But a hand reached out at this moment and picked up the candlelight on the ground.

The candlelight flickered, but gradually became brighter.

Qu Wuyi's eyes also flickered for a while, and the last ray of light was revealed.

Then, it dimmed.

Along with the last ray of light, it gradually dissipated in the world.

[Empty] was banned.

Qu Wuyi slowly stood up and raised the candlelight.

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"Master, why did you... want to kill yourself?"

Lu Qingshan's face suddenly paused, and then gradually turned gloomy.

His eyes became sharper bit by bit, and the heavy pressure slowly dissipated from him, and the whole Tianlan City trembled.

Ye Wuyou sat cross-legged in front of Lu Qingshan, looking straight ahead without dodging.

This pressure was fleeting after all. Lu Qingshan retracted his gaze and gently closed his eyes, as if he had thought of something.

He asked softly.

"So, the last Tianyan was deduced from you?"

Ye Wuyou nodded.

His Tianyan had been deduced in the past.

In that scene, Lu Qingshan in front of him, his master, killed the real 'Lu Qingshan' with his own hands.

At that time, Lu Qingshan had seen 'Lu Qingshan' use Tianyan at the end, but he didn't know what he deduced.

But in any case, this scene was different from what Lu Qingshan told himself, that he had been eroded by [Death] and could only rely on [Shinto Art Clone] to prolong his life and rely on the clone.

What's more, Lu Qingshan had told himself and even comforted himself.

Let himself use [Shinto Art Clone] to create another self.

This is the doubt in Ye Wuyou's heart, a doubt that is deeply buried but cannot be suppressed.

Lu Qingshan's eyes are calm, as if he can see through Ye Wuyou's thoughts.

He shook his head slightly and said lightly.

"You are wrong."

"Wuyou, are you worried that what I said before will leave a thorn in your heart?"

Lu Qingshan smiled and said before Ye Wuyou spoke.

"Wuyou, the situation is different, and the choice is also different."

"I am different from you. I can accept that there is another Lu Qingshan in the world to continue my path, but I cannot accept that there are two Lu Qingshans in the world at the same time."

Ye Wuyou was slightly stunned and asked doubtfully.

"What do you mean?"

Lu Qingshan's eyes were calm and he spoke slowly.

"It's very simple. At that time, the 'me' was far from being eroded. He created me not to survive."