Nirvana of Rebirth

This decision to confess was originally the impulse of waking up on lunch break today. The origins of it are very complicated. Some were rebellious when he was at home, condescending to his mother, and commanded him, and some days after school, his father laughed at himself for being "old." Suddenly, she brought a trace of sadness to Chen Lingshan, and felt that if she held Su Can by her side, she would have more inexplicable support and sense of security.

In fact, after Chen Lingshan knew that Su Can had a crush on herself before, she combined the little boy who had been staring at her from afar in the old trading company’s yard and overlapped her heart at that moment. A touch of touch, and a little panic, intertwined, forming a kind of unspeakable, complex emotions that throbbed the heart.

Although she had rejected Su Can’s confession as if she had rejected others, but after that, she found that she could have played down the matter quickly, but the usual way of handling it did not work in Su Can’s body. .

After the second class break, she and Li Lumei will deliberately walk behind, sometimes just to occasionally catch a glimpse of Su Can's slow-moving shadow in the crowd.

In the physical education class, seeing Su Can's sweaty clothes on the back, she actually had a faint heartbeat and confusion.

Even sometimes in class, Su Canna was often picked up to answer questions because of her laziness, and she was able to deepen her impression of him bit by bit, refreshing her childhood memories of Su Can. The kid playing with the puppy really has the taste of Li Xiaoyao in "The Sword", or Yang Guo in "The Sculpture of God".

But now, he seems to be transforming bit by bit, with an inexplicable halo on his body.

Looking at Su Can now, is he still the boy who would silently look at him in the distance and longing to be with her?

She was a little excited, and Su Can, who was surrounded as a knight on the court, was very similar to the tall and plump image in her dreams.

Dressed in starlight and moonlight, one day, he will appear in front of me and tell her that he is a "night gown mask" or "Kidd, the thief". All these kinds of appearances will cause a woman's IQ to be zero. knight.

Only at this moment, seeing Su Can's indifferent appearance slowly walked in front of her, her heart was flustered again.

Confession, it's just your own impulse. Will you regret this impulse in the future? But if you don't say this, I'm afraid you will regret it even more.

Well, at least express your own thoughts. Now you can be friends, even if you are close friends. In this case, one day, two people together, it is logical to fall in love with you and marry you logically.

But now this Su Can's face is sunny and indifferent, still in this attitude of calmness, there is no half of the atmosphere, how do you want me to say it!

What's more, this is the first time in her history that Chen Lingshan has decided to say this to a man, but the appearance of this kid not in the state makes people feel resentful.

Thinking of Su Can’s indifference to Chen’s father, Chen Lingshan felt a little bit tight. She didn’t understand the situation in the company, but Su Can’s mother left his father’s company. There should be some sort of persecution, and their family The construction of the Xinghai Square project was in crisis again, but my parents did not help, and the metaphorical confession to myself that day was unsuccessful, so Su Can would have some grudges against her family.

What Chen Lingshan worries about is what kind of attitude such shadows and grievances will exist in Su Can's heart, and whether it will affect many of his behaviors and standards, such as indifference to her father.

In all fairness, for this, her heart is very difficult, but if she is with him, the lump in his heart will of course be solved.

When Su Can saw Chen Lingshan's crimson face, she smiled and said, "Is Uncle Chen okay?"

"Huh?" Chen Lingshan was startled, and couldn't figure out the meaning of what he said, so she was a little bit stunned? I was angry, but I could only ask softly, "Are you angry?"

Su Can thought it was right. Her guess was very good. She was planning to apologize. After thinking about it, she thought this little Lingshan's pitiful gesture was very cute, so the corners of her mouth floated up, and she gave a soft "Um" sound. Want to make a joke.

"Then how can you not be angry?" Chen Lingshan pinched her knuckles tightly, wishing to punch him. She usually faces boys, where is there such a low voice, but now even she herself does not understand why this sentence with a little threatening voice is so soft, as if she has made a mistake.

"It depends on your performance." Su Can smiled, and was about to say "I'm kidding."

Chen Lingshan's heart seemed to be stabbed violently. Is my performance waiting for my confession? Are you really ready to deprive me of my only reserve and dignity? Is it just because our family despised you in the past?

Then can I give myself to you! Okay ah!

These words were like tides, surging towards the highest water level of the mind, and her reservedness and self-esteem that remained in the deepest heart made these words rush to the teeth, but she was bitten tightly.

But the tears in his eyes couldn't help it.

Su Can was at a loss for a moment. Seeing Chen Lingshan's original beautiful eyes staring at her red, as if she had suffered a great grievance, she subconsciously stretched out her hand to wipe off her tears, and sighed. In a tone, "I'm just kidding."

When the fingertips touched her soft face, Chen Lingshan's body trembled slightly and did not hide, her head was raised stubbornly, but she smiled coldly, "Just kidding? Then I said it's okay to look down on your home as a joke! "

Su Can's fingers touching her face immediately condensed.

Chen Lingshan had a panic, and she felt severe colic in her abdomen, realizing that she seemed to have said something wrong. She has lived in a superior environment since she was a child. Although her father taught her to be humble, it is an unavoidable fact that she can be supported like a princess. In the center of the circle, people who have a crush on her will be scattered all over the world after they walk out of campus in the future. She has never faced a man with the current mentality of letting go of her high posture, and she did not even think that there would be such a day.

This kind of suppressed reserve and self-esteem is already her greatest sacrifice, and even a little bit of force on it will intensify into humiliation.

So Su Can's words "it depends on your performance" easily triggered the strong backlash from her suppressed self-esteem, and the anger dazzled her head. She subconsciously responded quickly.

Su Can looked at Chen Lingshan and sincerely apologized, but his tone was a little low, "I'm really just joking, I'm sorry."

The flame of anger in Chen Lingshan's heart was much smaller.

"Your family doesn't need to apologize to our family. It's nothing at all. The so-called asking for help is even more nonsense and nonsense of a few children." After a pause, Su Can continued. In fact, if you change to someone else, you might have this mentality towards their family back then~www.wuxiaspot.com~Sometimes what subconsciously says or expresses is the most true.

"What do you mean?" Chen Lingshan asked coldly with a red nose.

"It doesn't mean anything, don't worry about what happened today." Su Can smiled helplessly.

Chen Lingshan sneered coldly, she didn't want to be like this in her heart, she said okay, if you say something nice, I will soften.

Seeing Chen Lingshan's appearance at this moment, Su Can's expression was darkened, and his voice said slightly, "I'm leaving."

The wind blew, Chen Lingshan's black hair was affected, and it fluttered around her cheeks, entangled with wet eye sockets and teardrops, Su Can just turned around in the mist.

Chen Lingshan's nasal pain was a bit tingling, looking at Su Can's back, she wanted to shout, "You come back! Do you believe what I said?"

But at this moment, the dignity that filled her heart was surging, but she couldn't say anything.

(To be continued) ()