Nirvana of Rebirth

The lawn wedding ceremony in Huanhu Hotel has just come to an end. Chen Lingshan in a little pink dress hastily packed her things and opened the bag that has been sitting next to her, only to see that there are already several pagings inside. She uses her father’s mobile phone to reply. I went over the phone, because I was far away from the city by the lake, and the signal was not good. In addition, the person who was speaking was noisy and intermittent. Chen Lingshan didn't know if the other party had heard what she was talking about.

It seems that the girls in Li Lumei's own circle are having a party, and she wants to drag herself over. After roughly knowing what happened, she answered and you go and play by yourself. I won't go there today! She is the bridesmaid of the wedding today. This married sister is a business friend of her father. She has been in a good relationship with their family since she was a child. After hanging up the phone, Chen Lingshan suddenly felt palpitations, but she didn’t know why, so she wanted to go home. , Used the home phone to call and ask, and then take a bath, after all, I have been tired for a day today.

I went to find my father, but found that his father was so drunk. What was the old man who was dragging the groom official said. At this time, there are basically no cars around the lake. If you want to go home, you can only take a private car. .

Just frowning and not knowing what to do, Xia Zhiyu came forward. He was wearing a deep black dress today and was also the best man at the wedding. He and Chen Lingshan were in the eyes of others as a talented woman. He saw Chen Lingshan who was hurriedly tidying up his things. , Took the initiative to come forward, "Uncle can't drive today, my father will pick him up later, or let's take you back first, how about a ride with me?"

Chen Lingshan looked at Xia Zhiyu, then at her father who was indeed a little unconscious, and nodded.

Xia Zhiyu’s parents are middle-aged businessmen and friends of Chen Lingshan’s father. When Chen’s father’s career was in crisis, Xia Zhiyu’s father came out to help. Therefore, the two families are close friends and have a very close relationship. Xia Zhiyu’s parents are very fond of Chen Lingshan and always instill in him. For my son, Chen Lingshan is very welcome to be his own daughter-in-law. Of course, they are still young, and they don’t say that this matter is so iron-clad decision. At least they start to lay the foundation when the doll’s family is young, so that there is also a solid process. No matter what the result is, at least be comfortable in the heart of the elders.

The car of Xia Zhiyu's family is not a BMW, but it is an Audi a6 and 2.6e with four circles. If this luxury car is gradually appearing in Xiahai City, Xia Zhiyu's car is definitely one of the few Audis.

In the driver and passenger seats, Xia Zhiyu's father, who wore a black suit and calmly, and her mother, who was a bit expensive and combed her curly hair, waved to Chen Lingshan, her eyes curled with a smile.

Two people sat in the back seat, and the car started to drive out of the flowery hotel.

Along the way, Xia Zhiyu’s parents kept admiring Chen Lingshan’s outstanding and beautiful performance today, which made Chen Lingshan very embarrassed, and through the rearview mirror, he saw his son who was a talented son, wearing a pink dress next to him, looking out the window and looking quiet. The well-behaved Chen Lingshan liked it more closely, and even talked about some embarrassment between the two of them when they were young, and did not notice Xia Zhiyu's depressed expression that could not be half-interested.

Chen Lingshan looked out of the window. The dark city street scene outside reflected her excellent profile from the car window. However, she was surprised to find that her pupils showed a dark gray solitude, just as her heart speeded up inexplicably. Like the beating speed, there is always a premonition as if to lose something.

The car slid to the door of her house, the family yard gate of the original trading company, and the buildings at the front gate were demolished last year and built into lawns and fences.

"Thank you Uncle Xia, Aunt Zhao!" Chen Lingshan got out of the car, only to see Xia Zhiyu getting out of the car.

"Lingshan, I'll go back to pick up your father, Zhiyu, and you also go home obediently!"

The two stood on the side and nodded to Xia Zhiyu's parents in the car. Xia Zhiyu's mother looked at them with a beaming smile, and cast a look at Xia Zhiyu before the car continued to leave.

There are occasional pedestrians on the road, and the street lights are dim and bright. There is an indescribable silence in this small city.

The sound of bicycles slid across the block, making the sound of chains. Although Xiahai City is currently driving new businesses because of Xinghai Square, it is not mature after all. After leaving the entertainment city or some restaurants, these lively places at night, enter The streets near the residential area are still relatively deserted, only the occasional sound of police sirens from near and far breaks the temporary loneliness and tranquility.

However, these neighborhoods are the places where Su Can grew up in the past, and they are already familiar with them. Cycling through here at night, there is a sense of intimacy in them.

Riding a bike at the end of my departure, walked through the neighborhoods that I had passed by when I was young, looked at the city again, and said goodbye to my first love. As for those gangsters and gangsters, let them go and make Xia Hai in the spring upset.

This is really a restless night.

After sending off Xia Zhiyu’s parents’ car, Chen Lingshan was a bit silent by the street light at the door. They hadn’t spoken to Xia Zhiyu beside her for a while. She knew his intentions. Frankly speaking, Xia Zhiyu really trusted her on the day she gave the roses. 'S shocked.

They were just good friends before. Xia Zhiyu was very shy. When she was young, she often came to her home to eat. There were sisters who liked Xia Zhiyu and asked herself suspiciously whether Xia Zhiyu was interesting to her. Chen Lingshan was very decisive. She vetoed it. She admitted that sometimes she would play with Xia Zhiyu's eyebrows a little bit ambiguously, but if this is love, it would be too narrow.

Real love should be slowly and unknowingly being attracted to it. When he is by his side, he will take it for granted, but one day when the two are separated, they will feel sad that there is an empty piece of life. Chen Lingshan thinks that this is probably OK. Known as the love of the first one, they are too extravagant to say love at their age. What's more, what lies ahead of reality is the end of the college entrance examination in the future. Taking Su Can's usual chat and jokes with them, if they don't cross this hurdle in one day, they will be flies in a glass bottle for one day.

The outside is infinitely beautiful, but no one knows which scenery belongs to their future.

Is it too light to talk about promises to be implemented in a lifetime when you can’t see your future?

Just like many people say that the love in the post-70s and 1980s is purely a group of children who have not yet realized their self-worth. They are ready to touch the thorns and grow into a forest with tender and subtle values ​​and views of life and love. The cruel reality and life are destined to be destined to be The stabbing was bruised all over.

But Putting Su Can's mouth said that if the tender meat of the mussel shell had not undergone the nirvana-style suffering and tempering of the sand baptism, how could it give birth to priceless mussel beads.

Damn, how come I always think of this guy!

It was because Xia Zhiyu was standing by her side, which made her feel embarrassed. After all, the scene when she decided to turn around at the art performance had already exhausted her courage that she had accumulated for a long time.

Especially when he knows what the boy next to him thinks about him.

"Lingshan" Xia Zhiyu's sudden voice breaking the silence made Chen Lingshan's heart beat, and then he smiled and said, "I have been watching you since a long time ago. You used to say that I was very proud and often didn't I would like to go to your house and never play with you. I always hide away by myself. In fact, you don’t know, every time my father mentions going to your house, my heart beats very fast, like It’s like Astro Boy’s motor, but I don’t dare to see you. When I was young, I thought you were very beautiful and beautiful. Envy, with this way of hiding away alone, I undoubtedly want to flaunt myself as a standout, and I want to attract your attention, but it seems a bit superfluous now."

Chen Lingshan gave a "poof" smile, but her eyes were a little moved, "It's really superfluous."

"Ok, I don’t want to be too sad, and I don’t want to be rejected by you personally, so you just need to listen to me. A person who leaves is far happier than holding him firmly. Hasn't he given a speech? The definition of happiness is not how much you have, but the ability to know what you need and be satisfied with what you get. This is happiness 。I met you and I from the age of seven, and it’s been ten years now. Even if you can’t marry me in the future, but there are ten years you can miss, this is my happiness, although this happiness is helpless, silent, lengthy, and lonely And sad, but my memory is not shared by others, it belongs to me alone, so I am still happy. Okay, I made it clear today, I will take advantage of this boldness and hope again, and finally a hug can be Well, at least to commemorate my crush that passed ten years but finally died."

Chen Lingshan nodded gently, and the hand tangled in front of her chest loosened slightly. The two of them said clearly and ended. Isn't it a kind of complete letting go?

Xia Zhiyu's mood was extremely ups and downs, looking at the girl in front of her whose face was as fine porcelain, her shoulders as smooth as shaved, standing at night like an elf, she swept her around, feeling that the jade in her arms was weak and boneless, but there was a kind of wishful thinking. I want to squeeze her into the body.

The wind and sand did not blow this night.

The lights were shining brightly, and the sound of the bicycle chain stopped abruptly. Su Can stopped cycling and stood on this end of the street, looking at the two people embracing at the other end from a distance. The heat has not yet receded from the sunlight during the day. The stars are like anger.

Rebirth and returning to this city, Su Can has been working hard to change his past regrets and to fulfill his promises. Although sometimes, he felt like he was running like a hyena, a tireless leopard, or a wolf beetle.

He just tried his best not to waste every moment of time, worrying about a certain power he was awe-inspiring, and suddenly taking back everything in front of him.

So he appears firm and hesitating, sometimes determined and at a loss, like a wanderer lost in the wilderness of time.

Lonely and lonely.

Fulfilling the curse of time.

Now it seems that after Xia Hai’s last promise, let Chen Lingshan sit on her bicycle ~www.wuxiaspot.com~ drove her through the common and familiar neighborhoods that two people had when they were young, breakfast shops, flower terraces, and dense trees. It is impossible to make up for the two people who were once strangers and missed the trajectory of a century of planes.

Chen Lingshan found her own cup of tea, or the back seat of a certain car instead of the back frame of her borrowed bicycle, that's all.

It's time to leave.

The sound of this chain made Chen Lingshan look like a frightened bird. She looked at the side of the semi-dark street with a little misty eyes, where there was a familiar and stranger, like a walker of time, in the shadows. Appeared and seemed to leave again.

The clear face gradually emerged in her mind, and Chen Lingshan's eyes suddenly widened at this moment.

Her heart seemed to be missing, and Chen Lingshan vigorously broke free of Xia Zhiyu's embrace, and rushed towards the corner.

The voice was crisp and frightened, as if worried about losing the little girl whose most beloved doll was Ren, her eyes were wet and red and sore, "Hey! You stop! You wait a minute!"

(To be continued) ()