Not Spare the Years

When leaving the Hot Spring Villa, Ge Weinong followed Mu Xueyi and left very suddenly.

Her explanation to Lin Keni was only a few words, which were vague.

Lin Keni called Ge Weilong for the countless times and asked word by word in the receiver:

"I'm not asking you to stay, but at least you have to explain why you left? What exactly is our relationship? Do you want to contact us again in the future? It's so unclear now, I'm really confused."

Ge Weinong's rationality told her that she should focus on her career, so Mu Xueyi should be the focus of her life. As the part of her love, Lin Keni should not account for too much.

But... Emotionally, she couldn't convince herself to abandon Lin Keni completely.

She likes her.

Although maybe not that much like it.

But also like it.

So while Ge Wei Nong was circling around Mu Xueyi, he couldn't bear to completely cut off his relationship with Lin Keni.

Lin Keni asked her these questions, and she just passed by vaguely. She talked to her about snacks in Gaochuan, the swing in the yard, and the progress of Mu Xueyi's treatment, but they were the only ones who didn't talk about their future.

It has been a few months since they left the Hot Spring Villa.

Lin Keni took an annual leave, packed her bags, and took the high-speed train to Gaochuan.

She misses Gravelyn so much and wants to see her in person. I also want to ask face to face what Ge Weilong thinks of their relationship.

I asked Ge Weinong for a specific address before, and sent her some specialties from Jining. So Lin Keni took a taxi directly to that address.

I didn't tell Ge Wei Nong in advance, because I was afraid that Ge Wei Nong would deliberately avoid it because he wanted to escape.

When I found the farmyard, there were dense bushes on both sides of the brick road, the breeze was gentle, and the air was mixed with a faint fragrance of flowers.

The courtyard door is wide open, and the swing frame in the courtyard can be vaguely seen at the beginning of the stone brick road.

Lin Keni walked over with her bag.

When she walked to the door, she realized that Ge Weilong was not there.

There was only Mu Xueyi in the yard.

Mu Xueyi was standing between the two horizontal bars. The equipment looked like medical rehabilitation equipment. She did not use crutches, her hands were hanging above the horizontal bars, and she walked forward step by step with difficulty.

Her expression was very painful, her forehead was covered in sweat, and the beads of sweat condensed on her chin fell one by one.

Maybe it was too painful. After she took five steps, tears poured out because of physical pain.

Along his cheeks, he fell to the ground with his sweat, soaking a piece of concrete.

"Ayue..."

Mu Xueyi cried and muttered the name of that person, and kept reciting it, as if doing so would force herself to persevere in this pain.

Lin Keni stood blankly at the door.

At this time... maybe you shouldn't go in and disturb the other party.

She clenched her hand tightly holding the strap of her backpack, lowered her head, and was about to go shopping elsewhere, but when she looked up, she saw Ge Weilong with a water basin at the corner, walking this way.

Seeing Lin Keni, Ge Weilong was stunned for a moment.

"Connie?"

Lin Keni grabbed the strap of the backpack with both hands, her expression relaxed, "A Nong'er."

Ge Weilong came over and was about to say something.

Suddenly, there was a dull sound of falling to the ground from the yard.

Ge Weinong changed his face, immediately put down the water basin in his hand, and rushed in.

Mu Xueyi fell to the ground as if it fell apart, a thin and small mass, drowning in the clothes.

Gravinong very carefully supported her by the shoulders.

Lin Keni also hurriedly walked over, pushed the wheelchair beside her, and let Mu Xueyi, who was about to collapse, sit in.

Ge Weinong pushed Mu Xueyi into the room and helped her to go to bed.

Mu Xueyi was so tired that she didn't notice Lin Keni, and lay groggy on the bed.

Lin Keni stood at the door of the house and looked at the house for a week.

Next to Mu Xueyi's bed was a wooden desk with a bookshelf, which was small and crowded.

The shelves are filled with various books on finance and management, each with a very detailed bookmark on the side, and the bookmarks are marked in color. There are several professional books spread on the table, all of which are densely written with red pens. It can be seen that the owners of these books are really hardworking.

There is also a small table opposite the desk with some daily skin care products. Next to the skin care products, there is a row of small medicine boxes neatly placed, and each medicine box is carefully filled with the medicines to be taken every day.

A box contains three capsules, one large tablet, and two small tablets.

A post-it note is posted every few pill boxes with the words "course 1", "course 2" and "course 3".

Mu Xueyi was already asleep, Ge Weinong came over, saw Lin Keni staring at the post-it notes, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Lin Keni smiled: "I didn't expect you to be so careful and write such post-it notes."

Ge Weilong shook his head.

"That was written by the second lady herself."

Lin Keni: "..."

Mu Xueyi rested, and there were many inconveniences in the room, so Ge ​​Weinong took Lin Keni out the door.

After closing the yard, they went all the way south.

Walked towards a small cafe closest to here.

When they arrived at the cafe, the two took their seats at a table covered with gingham by the window.

Ge Weinong raised his hand and ordered two cups of American style.

She wiped the long spoon, handed it to Lin Keni, and asked casually, "Why did you suddenly think of coming to me?"

Lin Keni pursed her lips and smiled slightly, but there was no smile in her eyes.

"I haven't seen you for a few months, and I miss you, so I'm here."

She paused and asked softly, "What about you, do you miss me?"

Ge Weilong was silent for a while before saying:

"I've been very busy recently. I used to think about it occasionally, but when I'm too busy, I don't have time to think about it."

Lin Keni smiled helplessly:

"You...how can you speak so straight..."

When the coffee was served, Gerwin lowered his head and stirred his cup of coffee with a spoon.

The air fell silent again.

Lin Keni sighed, put down the coffee cup, and got up.

"I wanted to ask clearly in person, but now it seems... you have your answer. I'll go first, so I won't disturb you."

She picked up her bag, smiled self-deprecatingly, and walked out.

Ge Weilong instinctively chased after him, grabbing Lin Keni's arm, "Koni, I didn't mean that..."

Lin Keni looked at her without saying a word, waiting for her explanation.

Ge Weilong: "...I didn't want to break up with you, I..."

She didn't know what was going on in her mind, so she murmured for a long time and said:

"Why don't you stay today, my bed is quite big, you...you stay for a few days, and I'll accompany you."

Seeing Ge Weilong, a person who is not good at words, looking at her like a puppy, Lin Keni's heart softened.

The awkward person led another awkward person back to the coffee table.

Ge Weinong was generally flattering, and took the initiative to push the sugar cube to Lin Keni's hand.

"Don't be angry," said Graves in a low voice.

Lin Keni: "..."

"...You have also seen the situation of the second lady. The things here are really complicated," Ge Weinong sighed, "Really, no one knows...how hard she is living."

Speaking of Mu Xueyi, Lin Keni thought of everything she had just seen in the yard and room, and her heart tensed.

She couldn't help asking: "What happened between Miss Fungus and Chairman Zhou?"

Ge Weilong: "I don't know what to say."

Lin Keni: "Huh?"

Ge Weinong looked at the bar where coffee was being made, and his eyes were blank.

"Probably... just a person stuck in a quagmire who doesn't want to dirty another clean person."

Lin Keni pursed her lips and thought about Ge Weilong's words.

Ge Weinong smiled and said:

"However, the second miss didn't let herself down in the quagmire. She worked very hard to climb out on her own. Look at her, she is rehabilitating very hard, studying hard, taking medicine on time, and fully cooperating with treatment, in order to supervise herself , and also wrote a lot of post-it notes, reminding myself to stick to it all the time.”

"She's really... living very seriously."

Ge Weinong pursed his lower lip for a long time, and sighed:

"Perhaps she thinks that if one day she can climb out, stand up, and become different from before, she will be able to stand next to Chairman Zhou again."

Lin Keni raised the cup and took a shallow sip of coffee.

The mind seemed to break free from its own affairs.

fly further afield.

The afternoon sun is just right.

The light passed through the thick bushes, sprinkled on the undulating stone brick road, and shattered the ground.

In the evening, Mu Xueyi cooked two meat dishes and served Lin Keni.

The three of them sat on the small stone table in the yard, surrounded by a few plates of delicious home-cooked dishes. Gu Wennon went to the canteen to buy a few cans of beer, Lin Keni washed the glasses, and poured two glasses of wine.

Mu Xueyi couldn't drink, so she poured white water.

Mu Xueyi raised the glass to Lin Keni and said apologetically:

"Keni, you just came, and I didn't have time to say hello to you. I'm sorry, it's my poor reception."

Lin Keni also raised her glass and smiled gently: "How come, don't be rude."

Mu Xueyi also smiled and said, "Try the dishes I made and see if they are delicious."

Lin Keni: "It's rare that Miss Fungus cooks by herself, and it looks delicious."

Mu Xueyi: "Who says it's rare to cook, I usually cook. Anong doesn't know how to cook, so I cook every day."

Gwennon coughed.

"I said I was looking for my aunt."

Mu Xueyi smiled and asked Lin Keni: "Koni, can you cook? Is it delicious?"

Lin Keni: "Whether you can do it or not, it depends on what the person who eats it thinks."

Mu Xueyi: "I think you must have done well. So, you quit your job and come and live with us. I will give you the same salary as Anong, and it will definitely not be less than what you are earning now. You how do you feel?"

Lin Keni was taken aback.

She has a lot of trouble in the workplace, and her mind is exquisite, and she immediately heard that Mu Xueyi probably saw the problem between herself and Ge Weinong due to the distance.

Mu Xueyi is helping himself and Anong.

Before she could speak, Mu Xueyi said again: "Don't reject me, look at how pitiful I am, I am so tired every day, and I have to cook for your girlfriend. Come and help me, okay?"

Lin Keni's eyelashes trembled, and moved tears filled her eyes.

After a long time, she raised her glass again, "...Thank you."

Mu Xueyi took her chopsticks and said with a chuckle: "You, don't worry about the future. If you don't mind, come back to Anyang with us in the future, and I'll find you a position within Mu's. Don’t worry, the benefits are good, six insurances and one housing fund, holiday gift cards, year-end bonus, fourteen salary, car allowance, meal allowance, and many other subsidies…”

Lin Keni closed her eyes, and a tear fell into the wine glass.

Mu Xueyi was really gentle enough to make people want to cry.

Now that she has such a big problem with her body and mind, she is already unable to protect herself, but she still does not forget to exude care and kindness to the people around her.

This is a…

The one who still shines in the quagmire.

Ge Weilong also turned his head away, without blinking for a long time.

As if holding back tears.

After dinner, Graves went to wash the dishes.

Mu Xueyi and Lin Keni sat on the swing, looking at the bright star sea in the sky, and the crescent moon sunk in the star sea.

The night wind blew over and lifted their long hair, mixed with the scent of unknown flowers in the distance.

Mu Xueyi patted the back of Lin Keni's hand.

"A Nong, this child, doesn't actually have any bad intentions. She just hasn't figured out how to achieve both love and career."

Lin Keni: "I know, so I don't mind stopping and waiting for her."

Mu Xueyi nodded, "That's good... It's not easy to meet someone you like, you have to be together."

Lin Keni swayed on the swing, the emotions that had been stuck in her heart for the past few months were relieved at once, and her brows and eyes were dyed with the gentleness of the past.

After a while, Lin Keni took the initiative to mention: "I heard from Anon'er about your condition."

Mu Xueyi smiled and said, "What did she say?"

Lin Keni: "Probably the ones in your medical record. I only knew you were injured before, but I didn't expect..."

Mu Xueyi: "I'm fine, don't worry too much."

Lin Keni: "It's the most important thing that you can see for yourself. I know that mental illnesses are always more painful than physical ones..."

"No, Connie."

Mu Xueyi raised her head, and the stars were adorned in her pupils, bright and moving.

"Actually, after knowing that I was mentally ill, I was very happy. Really."

Lin Keni was puzzled.

Mu Xueyi looked at the night sky, the corners of her lips curved, and she smiled softly.

"Sick, that is to say, I am 'sick'."

"And the disease...it can be cured."

"I just thought, if I'm cured, can I... become a person with a really strong heart. A person who can solve problems independently without the help of others. In this way, when I stand by Ah Yue's side, I can To be 'side by side' in the true sense. She no longer has to make any sacrifices for me, and I will not... because of guilt, trapping myself in an emotional cage, cocooning myself, and going to extremes."

"I just need some time..."

Mu Xueyi raised her hand, and a firefly flying from the back of the courtyard landed on her fingertips.

After a short stay, it flew away again.

fly further afield.

Mu Xueyi rolled her eyes.

Very soft sound.

"I just need some time, get up."

Lin Keni understood what she meant.

"I believe in you, you can definitely stand up, whether it's your feet or your heart. You can definitely stand up completely."

Mu Xueyi heard this, and his eyes were full of smiles.

Looking at the starry sky, she slowly closed her eyes and gathered the pool of starlight under her eyes.

Muttered to himself.

"I really hope, as soon as I open my eyes... it will be a year later."

She raised her eyelashes slightly, her eyes not focused.

After a while, it closed again.

"I hope... When I open my eyes again, Ah Yue and I... have become a little old lady with white hair, sitting on this swing together..."

"If I could finish my life in the blink of an eye while holding her hand..."

"...how nice."

When Lin Keni listened to what Mu Xueyi said, a poem suddenly appeared in her mind.

A poem she copied into a notebook when she was a student.

When I was young at that time, I could only see the beauty of choosing words and making sentences, but I didn't understand the touching essence of poetry.

But now, I have witnessed the relationship between Mu Xueyi and Zhou Zhenyue...

Suddenly she understood.

When the fog rises, I am in your arms.

The woods are full of moist fragrance,

Full of youthful moments that keep reappearing.

After the fog cleared, it was a lifetime.

Mountains are empty, lakes are quiet.

Only that among the thousands,

The back that will never be mistaken.

The author has something to say: "When the fog rises, I am in your arms. The forest is full of moist fragrance, full of the youthful time that keeps reappearing. After the fog clears, it is a lifetime. Hu Jing. There is only the back figure that can never be mistaken among thousands of people." From Xi Murong】

This volume is over, the next chapter is a year later.

Say a few words from your heart.

Most people have always liked Zhou Zhenyue. The role of Xueyi, because she is too weak, is not only unpleasant, but also always scolded. Sometimes I see comments saying that this heroine is really annoying and unworthy, and I feel very sad.

Actually, the snowsuit is really good. She's imperfect, she's weak, and she always does things wrong. But she still shines with the light of humanity in the mud, you can see her kindness, her tenacity, her struggle. Her starting point was bad, but she was willing to work her way up. When climbing, don't forget to pull the people around you.

The heroine who has grown up like this, you can believe that she is truly gentle and powerful.

hh look forward to the snow clothes in a year~

p.s President Zhou and Xueyi are set up as strong (in other words, I always wanted to add a strong label, but the strong stage appeared too late, how can it be fixed!

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: living in Beifushan, strange sister AhLian, He Xiaoo, just a little grass, green hills, 1 real notebook;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 100 bottles of Qingshan; 5067716147 bottles; 12 bottles of big dreams; come on, my wife, R Xiaozhi, Ulala_12310 bottles; lost. Once, there are many possible 9 bottles; Bai Xi does not eat vegetables 5 bottles; Wushan's chicken chops are delicious, concentrate on career, yoyo, self-deception 1 bottle;