Number of People

  Chapter 1892 Renzi Juan Miaoyu asks for advice, unwilling to reconcile

  From the bottom of her heart, Xiuyan certainly hopes that her best friend, whom she has known since childhood, will have a good home, and she also knows that her best friend's temper is definitely not good.

   To put it harshly, Miaoyu's personality is vain, hypocritical, impetuous and sensitive, and a bit stubborn and introverted. Sometimes she is also very rebellious. If it weren't for Xiuyan's excellent temperament, she would definitely not be able to get along so well with Miaoyu.

Of course, Miaoyu's personality is not without advantages, such as frankness, straightforwardness, or impulsiveness, which can barely be regarded as kind and generous. She is willing to share with herself any good things. Come, but willing to reveal your heart.

"My sister's complexion looks much better than the previous few months, and she seems to be in a much better mood." Xiuyan smiled and held the green jade bucket. This is for Miaoyu's own use. Other than Xiuyan, no one else can use it. "It seems that my sister is very satisfied with where she lives now."

"I can't say I'm very satisfied. If you live in someone else's house, don't pay too much attention to it. Besides, I'm a person who cultivates with hair, how can I be so particular?" Miaoyu said with a touch of concern on her face, "It's you, in the big prison. After staying here for so long, it's not good for a child to be raised for a while, and you are not willing to come and live here,..."

"Thank you for your kindness, Miss Lin. There are quite a few people here, so why should I add to the trouble? It's fine if I'm alone, but if there are parents, then it's inappropriate." Xiuyan shook her head, "If my sister brings Fa practice, but the life is not going to live? The elder sister in Quicui'an has also practiced for so long, and she has never seen her complexion so good?"

   Miaoyu choked slightly, Xiuyan's unintentional words made her a little embarrassed.

In terms of comfort and satisfaction, Miaoyu of course prefers Changcui Temple. Not only is the environment elegant and comfortable, but also the back kitchen of the Grand View Garden can change tastes from time to time according to one's own appetite. Very polite, Miaoyu felt a little reluctant to leave.

  But Jia's house was suddenly raided, which awakened Miaoyu's dream.

   Immediately afterwards, Daiyu moved out with her. Although Feng Ziying had already made arrangements, this place of residence was passable, so I gradually got used to it.

  At this time, Miaoyu seemed to realize how pleasant it was to live carefree and leisurely in the Changcui Temple that she had imagined for the rest of her life? But how did it become like this.

  The days when you come out are not too bad. How could the Feng family treat Daiyu so lightly when Daiyu is here? But just such changes made Miaoyu a little uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

She suddenly found with some panic that she was not even satisfied with such a life, but once Daiyu married into the Feng family, and she still wanted to continue her career of leading hair cultivation, she might really have to live in Beijing. Find an ordinary nunnery in the middle of the house, and live an ordinary life or even a poor life, but can I still live frugally like before entering Jia's house a few years ago?

  Thinking over and over for countless times, she also gritted her teeth and wanted to learn to adapt in advance, which surprised the people in the house, but Miaoyu still found it difficult to return to the past.

  She still vividly remembers the time when she lived in Muni Temple in Suzhou and when she first entered the capital, but why did she feel so strange, even a kind of torment?

   It is precisely because of this comparison, especially the panic and worry during the period when the Rongguo Mansion was seized, and then the calmness after slowly settling down, that made Miaoyu realize that she seems to be a layman in essence.

I like all kinds of shoes from Tayunfang, skirts and waists from Caixialou, chest wraps from Wanbofang, and cloaks and beanies from Miaojinshe. These are the top clothing workshops in the capital city. Not only custom-made clothes and clothing for the imperial palace, but also made inner and outer clothes for wealthy ladies and ladies in Beijing and China.

In addition to these, there are also the tea sets from Linglong Pavilion, various snacks from Suji Restaurant, such as preserved and roasted seeds and nuts, and the tea that she can't leave for half a day, Laojunmei, which is Junshan Silver Needle, Liu'an Guapian, and Miaoyu's favourite, the frightening fragrance from her hometown of Gusu.

And this little maid who is always by my side also saves me a lot of trouble. At first I was not used to it, but now, I have to bear the burden of boiling water, pouring tea, stacking quilts and sweeping the floor, cooking and washing, wonderful. Yu couldn't imagine how she would live in the future without everything now.

  Just as she was slowly accepting all this, Miaoyu found that Feng Ziying's attitude towards her seemed to be changing more and more, becoming more and more indifferent, and even a little ignorant.

Although Miaoyu's attitude towards Feng Ziying is complicated and unspeakable up to now, she flatly refused to be his concubine at the beginning, but the other party did not make any annoyance, but said that she was entrusted by Lin Ruhai, and she did not agree to it. The marriage contract was abolished, but temporarily put aside for everyone to think about it, but now that the time for Daiyu's marriage is approaching, he has never mentioned how to deal with his marriage contract, which makes Miaoyu a little unspeakable taste.

  Whether it's good or bad, even she herself can't tell how she envisions her future.

Miaoyu also knew that logically, since she returned to her family and recognized her ancestors according to her mother's request, and took the Lin surname, her father would naturally be in charge of her marriage, and Lin Ruhai's arrangement was in line with the rules. It doesn't make much sense, but Feng Ziying seems to have generously given herself a choice and is willing to follow her own wishes. If she was relieved at the time, but now the right to choose has put herself in an embarrassing situation.

   Could it be that I really want to watch Daiyu marry into Feng's residence, but I want to find a nunnery again and live that miserable life? Miaoyu dare not imagine.

"Seeing that my sister's condition has recovered, I was very distressed when I came out. Do you still have the bird's nest I gave you? If it's gone, I'll get some for you." For her best friend, Miaoyu said She was very concerned. When Xiuyan first came out, Miaoyu hurried to visit and brought bird's nest, ginseng and other things, which moved Xiuyan very much.

  Because of this, Xiuyan has been looking for opportunities to persuade Miaoyu, seeing that Daiyu is about to get married, it can be regarded as a plan for Miaoyu in the future.

"Thank you, sister. Also, you can't take those things too often..." Xiuyan hurriedly said, "Ms. Lin and sister need to take care of themselves. Seeing that the wedding date of Miss Lin and sister is approaching, has my sister ever thought about it?" good?"

  One sentence made the whole room fall into silence. Miaoyu's expression changed, she was a little confused, and a little hesitant. Finally, she lowered her voice a little: "I haven't thought about it either."

   "Then what exactly is my sister's concern?" Xiuyan knew that she had to reassure the other party, and also needed to make the other party realize a certain sense of urgency.

"I can't tell. She has been looking forward to it. It seems that her whole life will be tied to a certain man, but I don't know if my whole life will be like that." Miaoyu's words seem to be incoherent, " If I want to say how much hatred and dissatisfaction I have towards him, I can't say it. Logically, he still has kindness to our family, but he is not very close to him. He and Daiyu are friends in trouble since childhood. The position of wife and big wife is promised to her, but what am I? What is the difference between a concubine and a concubine? How different is it from those maids who surround him all day long and come and go when he calls?"

"He and I have only met once in the past six months. The total number of words we have met in the past year has not exceeded ten sentences? This Quicui Temple is far from Daoxiang Village. I think he has visited Daoxiang Village more often than Laiqiang. There are many more Cui'an! I could live freely and cultivate my mind and nature by myself, but I still fall into such mundane and trivial life. I don't know what I will become in the future,..."

Although Miaoyu used "he" and "she" over and over again in her words, outsiders would definitely not be able to understand her, but Xiuyan, who knew the situation of Feng Ziying, Daiyu and Miaoyu very well, was not a problem. , she could even hear a little resentment towards Feng Ziying and even Daiyu in Miaoyu's words.

   This made Xiuyan a little panicked and confused, why is this sister a little dissatisfied with Daiyu's status as a big woman, could it be...?

  Xiuyan didn't dare to think about it. The division of concubine and concubine is a fortified barrier, which is insurmountable in this era. Why is it that sister Miaoyu still feels a little reconciled to Lin Daiyu's status as a concubine?

  She wouldn't think that she was older than Daiyu, and if Daiyu respectfully called her elder sister, she would think that she should be the first wife, right? How can this be?

At first, Xiuyan thought that this sister was still obsessed with this kind of half-cultivation and half-enjoyment of the fireworks in the world, so she didn't want to marry as a woman to avoid being affected, but now she feels that this sister's current situation is different from the previous two years. Something is different, it seems that she is not so resistant to marrying into Feng's house, but she is a little dissatisfied with Feng Ziying's attitude towards her. The rhetoric is somewhat useless.

  Calm down, Xiuyan is also preparing words.

  She knew that it was impossible for her to touch some unspeakable aspects.

Daiyu and Miaoyu, sisters, have a very delicate relationship. Although Daiyu is usually aloof and even somewhat withdrawn, she still respects Miaoyu, a half-sister who is a concubine. What's going on in daily life? They are all thinking of Miaoyu, but this does not mean that Daiyu does not understand many things.

Although Daiyu is a few years younger, she is a descendant of the Lin family. There is no objection. Even if the Jia family collapses now, it will not damage Daiyu's identity, and Miaoyu's background is even more embarrassing. Miss Jia, but in fact she is the convict wife of the Jiaofang Secretary, even more humble, but this cannot be said.

  (end of this chapter)