Picking the stars

Pei Ji secretly made up a lot of lessons, Song Er taught her how to like and miss. After she learned, she secretly made up lessons on how to get along with lovers. She has a wealth of theoretical knowledge.

For example, when she first dated, she found that she was too dependent on Song Er, so she checked on the Internet to see if this phenomenon was normal. She got the idea that "I would like to become a conjoined person with the other party during the love period." Pei Ji relieved and continued to express Her misses and longings and Song Wei's thoughts of staying a while longer.

For another example, she knows that turning over old accounts is an annoying thing. So she decided to let it go last night, and decided not to hold on to this matter again.

And she also learned that if you want to reconcile, you must take the initiative and be sincere. So today she acted both proactively and sincerely.

She didn't feel reluctant, but embarrassment was inevitable. After all, compared with her cold attitude yesterday, her attitude today can be said to be completely different, which seems very abrupt, which may make Song Wei strange.

But Pei Ji still insisted that if he wants to reconcile, he should take the initiative and speak directly.

She thinks that her performance today can be 80 points. It is not that Pei Ji is arrogant, but that she is not reluctant except for embarrassment today. Instead, she is happy because of Song Wei's approach.

And Song Wei, she must be happy when she saw her smile.

But even if it went so smoothly and so happy, seeing this ring at this moment still reminded Pei Ji of those very unpleasant things.

Her eyes fell straight on the ring, and the flowers and balloons in her hand were eclipsed.

Seeing Pei Ji's solidified smile, Song Wei suddenly became at a loss. She was still holding the ring in her hand. Her mind was blank and she couldn't think at all, because of this ring and because of being hit by the professor.

She wasn't sure what to do, she stared at Pei Ji in a daze.

Pei Ji looked at the ring for a long time, remembering the joy when he got it, the sense of anticipation and satisfaction when planning to propose to Song Er, and the series of unexpected things afterwards.

She took the ring to West Africa, but rarely took it out to see it, like the thorn in her heart. She knew it was there, and she often remembered it, but she was timid and afraid to touch it.

Song Er was already panicked. She was holding the ring, only feeling that it was wrong to put it down, and that it was wrong to hold it. It was a dilemma.

But fortunately, Pei Ji came back to his senses and put aside the negative emotions caused by the past events from his heart, and said to Song Er: "Come out."

Song Wei got instructions, went out hurriedly, and walked in front of Pei Ji. She closed the ring box and held it tightly in the palm of her hand, just as tightly as Pei Ji held the coin she gave her that day.

She should return the ring to Pei Ji, but she is not so reluctant.

There was timidity in Song Er's eyes, standing in front of Pei Ji, looking at her.

Pei Ji pressed her lower lip, stuffed the flowers and balloons in her arms into her arms, and said, "Give it to you."

She deliberately stopped looking at the closed ring box.

Song Wei subconsciously took the flowers and balloons, looking a little sluggish, but she immediately recovered. The professor brought these home, of course, as a small gift for her, and perhaps also meant to commemorate today.

She hurriedly said, "Thank you."

Pei Ji took a step back, lowered his eyelids, Song Wei hugged the things in his arms tightly and pinched the ring box in the palm of his hand.

What does the ring mean? Even Pei Ji understands, let alone Song Er.

This is a symbol of a lifelong promise, the most sincere and sacred promise that two loving people can surrender. It is the moment when Song Erguang couldn't help crying with joy thinking about that picture.

"The ring..." Song Er's voice was dumb, but he still mustered up the courage to ask, "Is it for me?"

Pei Ji raised his eyes to look at her, and after a few seconds, he nodded silently.

Sweetness immediately filled Song Er's heart, and there was a tingling sensation. She held the ring box tighter, but what followed was a light emptiness, and she asked, "When did you prepare?"

Her voice trembled a little, even though she had tried her best to calm down, she still couldn't restrain her emotions.

Pei Ji thought for a while before saying: "December 2nd, the day you come back."

She didn’t say the specific year, but Song Wei knew it right away. It was December 2nd four years ago. She had a one-week vacation and planned to accompany the professor. She came back by Shen Zhizhou’s car that day. The professor was very happy and looked forward to the seven-day holiday. The professor was still on the phone the day before and listed to her what they could do in those seven days. She did her best to make the holiday more colorful. .

But before they saw it, the kissing photo taken by the paparazzi burst out, everything was put on hold, and they had to face the change.

At that time, the professor was ready to propose to her. But she asked her to choose one between leaving and breaking up a few days later.

Knowing what he had missed, and betraying the professor's intentions, the guilt exploded in Song Er's heart.

"Then now..." She wanted to ask, can you still give it to me now? But she feels that she, who has made the professor so sad, has no position to ask.

But Pei Ji understood. She said, "It's yours."

Song Wei raised his head abruptly, but Pei Ji did not look at her. She looked at Song Wei's hand holding the ring box, with both sadness and regret in her eyes. She told herself again and again, don't think about it, it's over, don't turn over old accounts, don't entangle with things that have been forgiven.

But she still thought of the proposal ceremony she had originally prepared. Her kitten and this ring should have met very formally, rather than being so scribbled.

But Song Er has found out, so there is no point in taking it back.

Pei Ji wondered if she should follow the process and ask Song Er to accept her and marry her, but if the situation is said so, it will be very blunt. Pei Ji is unwilling to do such a blunt thing, so she said: If you are willing to accept it, it is yours."

Song Er immediately said: "I am willing."

Pei Ji smiled, a little shy in his smile.

It seemed that everyone was happy again, but the trace of regret was always in Pei Ji's heart.

At night, Pei Ji took her pillow away, and there was another ring box underneath. The rings were a pair. She also cherished the coins Song Wei gave her and hid them here.

Pei Ji only fell asleep after one o'clock in the morning. After falling asleep, her face was very quiet, and her long eyelashes were lightly attached to the lower eyelids, a kind of special quietness and softness.

Song Er opened the ring box and put on his ring. The size is right, not too big or small, and the style is also beautiful, which matches her very well.

Song Er's heart was more sour than joy.

It's because Pei Ji is sour.

She always feels that professors are different from ordinary people. She lacks emotions, reacts slowly, and is emotionally weak. She is easily hurt, so she should protect her, protect her reputation, career, and safety.

But now, she feels lost again. She realized that the professor is a living person. She is indeed slower than ordinary people and feels less emotional, but she is not without emotion. She also has emotions, anger, sorrow, and pain. In particular, she regards her as the only one.

Song Er found out that she seemed to be wrong. The professor was different from ordinary people and needed special care, but her feelings for her were also very deep and profound.

Pei Ji's sleep was very shallow, and it was probably because Song Ye's actions bothered her. She opened her eyes and looked at Song Ye in confusion. Those eyes were a little bit ignorant because they were too clear.

Song Er patted her lightly, like coaxing a child, his speech was soft and vague: "Go to sleep."

Pei Ji closed his eyes again obediently.

When Pei Ji woke up again, the day was still dark outside, she felt a little restrained in her fingers, took her hand out of the quilt, and saw the ring, which Song Wei put on for her.

Pei Ji bent her fingers and smiled slightly, but she was really regretful. According to her previous assumption, they were put on each other in a awake state, and after putting on the ring, they were about to kiss their fingers.

Pei Ji turned to look at Song Er who was sleeping on her shoulder. Song Ye’s long hair fell softly on the pillow. She was leaning against her, still holding her arm with one hand. She saw the ring on Song Ye’s finger, just as Pei Ji set the pair of rings that year. As beautiful as imagined.

Strangely, the regret that permeated her heart from the moment when she saw the ring was discovered by Song Wei gradually disappeared, and the stability and satisfaction of four years ago returned.

Although many steps have been omitted, although it has been four years late, although it has experienced twists and turns, it seems to be good now.

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