Porter of Two Worlds

You said it!

Seeing that Shan Qiulin had been silent for almost half an hour, Bai Yang almost died of panic even if he didn't say a word. (viii) Chinese 『Net Ωん⒈

The human heart is a very complicated thing

Looking up at the sky, Shan Qiulin choked out such a sentence in silence for a long time.

I know this, what do you need to say? Bai Yang looked at him while being speechless and asked:

and then?

Shan Qiulin drank himself a few sips of wine again, looked at the distant mountains and said:

Look at the mountains, the water, the clouds, and the birds flying in the sky. Isn't the picture beautiful? Isn't it shocking? And look around, even if the buildings are beautiful, even if The clothes are gorgeous, but they are not as pleasing to the eye as the mountains, rivers, trees, and clouds, right?

Bai Yang blinked, his head was a little dazed, brother, what exactly are you trying to say?

This guy definitely turned on the philosophy mode, Bai Yang didn't bother, and continued to listen.

So, natural things are the most beautiful!

Shan Qiulin said with a faint smile.

Horse egg, the next step is to enter the topic, Bai Yang murmured in his heart.

Sure enough, only heard Shan Qiulin say:

I knew early on that the little junior sister has a deep-rooted love for the senior brother, and my heart is tied to him. I just don't want to face such a fact. I heard your ups and downs the other day. Ce, if I really do what you said, I believe that I will be able to get the body and mind of my junior sister, but I can't do that, because it is deliberately forced, and it is not what I want.

Bai Yang blinked. Although Shan Qiulin's words were contradictory, his 'quad-core' brain understood it in seconds.

Shan Qiulin likes his junior sister very much, and he also very much desires that his junior sister likes him as much, but what he expects is that his junior sister really likes him, not to get the other party's body and mind through conspiracy and tricks.

Tsk tsk, in short, to sum up Shan Qiulin's mentality in a classic language of the earth:

A twisted melon is not sweet!

Although Shan Qiulin may not know this sentence,

But he thought so in his heart.

Obtaining his junior sister's body and mind according to the three strategies, that is deception, not true love, maybe his junior sister won't know it, but deception is deception, Shan Qiulin can't deceive himself.

This is impossible to do, and it has risen to the height of human morality...

Bai Yang was silent. People on Earth now almost always have the mentality of only seeking the goal and not the process, but Shan Qiulin is just the opposite. What he wants is a natural process, not an unscrupulous purpose.

and then?

Bai Yang was silent for a moment and asked.

I don't want my junior sister to be hurt at all. If I do what you say, it will be a kind of harm to her. I don't want to, I really don't want to.

Shan Qiulin looked at the sky and smiled, his smile was very calm, his voice was like a breeze blowing on his face, very soft, but it touched people's hearts inexplicably.

Then why do you...

Bai Yang frowned. Shan Qiulin's words made him feel the conflict between the moral concepts of the earth and the moral concepts of this side.

Why do you want to implement the three strategies, right?

At this time, Shan Qiulin suddenly looked at Bai Yang and asked with a calm smile.

Bai Yang nodded in confusion, since you are reluctant, why do you want to do it? This is not self-contradictory.

I'm just not reconciled, I want to give myself an explanation, that's all

Shan Qiulin gulped down another half jar of wine and whispered.

I probably understand

Bai Yang thought for a while and said with a sigh.

Shan Qiulin likes his junior sister, but he is reluctant to hurt her. Knowing that his junior sister has a deep-rooted love for his elder brother, his heart is bitter. After hearing Bai Yang's words that day, running to implement the plan was actually just a decision for himself.

To be more precise, he just found a reason for himself to let go!

So, that day, I didn't really ask those two rabbit masters to do anything to the elder brother, because I knew that if I did, my junior sister would feel very uncomfortable. I... can't bear it

Shan Qiulin said to himself.

Hearing this sentence, Bai Yang felt inexplicably sour. He couldn't understand how much Shan Qiulin liked his little junior sister so much that he couldn't bear to hurt her even a little. whole life.

That day, when I saw the pain in my junior sister's eyes when the senior brother broke an arm, I knew that what I did was meaningless. When the senior brother faced Yue Kong's threat, the junior sister was desperate The picture of standing in front of the senior brother, I know, I was wrong, so wrong... In the end, I didn't expect Yue Kong to be so powerful, and I didn't want the senior brother to be injured. 'Come on, the senior brother is really good to me, but I hurt the senior senior brother, even hurt the junior junior sister, and even broke the master's heart because of my own selfishness.

Shan Qiulin muttered to himself in a terribly calm voice.

Bai Yang completely understood that he didn't follow the three strategies he taught him. There were some accidents, and those accidents were actually because he didn't want to do that in his heart, which led to this ending.

Then why did you become like this?

Bai Yang pointed to Shan Qiulin's dying look and asked.

Although he knew that Shan Qiulin would become like this because he couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart, Bai Yang still asked, hoping that Shan Qiulin would speak out by himself, so that he might feel better.

To be honest, a friend like Bai Yang is really good, and now she has become a bosom sister.

Because of my waywardness, senior brother lost his arm, so I gave him back one...heh...

Shan Qiulin said to himself, but kept silent at the end.

Bai Yang understood that because of what happened to Shan Qiulin, he didn't know how to face his master, he didn't know how to face his senior brother and junior junior sister, so he chose to escape, and that's why he was expelled. That's why he's 'been' notorious.

To put it bluntly, he was escaping.

Old Dan, don't think too much. In fact, life is very beautiful. The past is just the past. When time passes, you will find that no matter whether it is spiritual trauma or physical trauma, there is nothing that time can't erase.

Bai Yang patted Shan Qiulin on the shoulder and said, without saying too many nasty comforting words.

Bai Yang, can you tell me why you can live so happily?

Shan Qiulin looked at Bai Yang and asked, there was a bitterness on the corner of his mouth but he couldn't get rid of it.

You want to say why I can live so heartlessly, right?

Bai Yang shrugged and smiled.

Under the eyes of Shan Qiulin nodding and looking at him, Bai Yang grabbed an unopened jar of wine, took a sip for himself, and breathed out the alcohol and said:

Actually, we are very lonely in our lives. Everyone is lonely. For the long river of time, our lives are too short. There is no need to worry about so much. Let yourself go through this life happily. It’s the best. Being happy is a lifetime, and being unhappy is also a lifetime. Why make yourself so embarrassed? You see, I have almost no worries like this. I want to eat, sleep, sleep, and play. When I am happy, I am not alone anymore. , This person is afraid of being idle, he will think wildly when he is idle, no matter what you do, as long as you don’t idle, you will feel fulfilled.”

Also, all kinds of grievances, love and hatred, all kinds of life and death, although I have not experienced it personally, but I have seen it a lot, and I am relieved. Life is just a journey. During this journey, I will see too many scenery. I am happy. I just stayed for a while, and continued to move forward if I was not happy. Anyway, it is to enrich my life journey in the limited time. There is no need to entangle the joys and sorrows encountered during the journey. I have seen it and cried it. It's over... well, I've said so much, do you understand?

Finally, Bai Yang shook his head and asked with a smile.

After hearing this, Shan Qiulin remained calm, then nodded slightly and said:

So, I envy you very much. In you, I can hardly see troubles

It's just a different mentality. I also have troubles. I just don't want to worry too much about the past. Since I was born, although I can't be said to be rich, I have no worries about food and clothing. Even so, I don't envy those who live better than me. I won’t look down on people who live worse than me. For me, delicacies from mountains and seas are just a meal. The beggars on the side of the road are chatting, so there is no need to care about or worry about what is in front of you, just be happy, after all, after time, we are just a speck of dust in this world and will eventually be forgotten.”

Bai Yang also poured himself a few sips of wine and said with a smile.

So you are the most special person I have ever seen

Shan Qiulin shook his head and said.

Old Dan, do you know? Actually, I admire you very much

Bai Yang looked up at Shan Qiulin and suddenly said this.

What do you envy me? What do I have to envy?

Shan Qiulin was puzzled.

I admire your courage in love and your perseverance. It takes courage to love someone, and it takes a lot of courage. Similarly, it takes more courage to let go of someone. Between love and letting go, if you If you compare your courage to strength, I believe that this strength is enough to destroy everything!

Bai Yang looked at him and said knowingly.

Pick up, put down...

Shan Qiulin muttered to himself, not knowing what he was thinking about.

Yes, between picking up and putting down, it's not that you lose anything, but you gain something that we often ignore, such as courage!

Bai Yang nodded.

But I still haven't been able to really let go, this point, my heart can't lie to myself

Shan Qiulin said bitterly.

Whether you get your little junior sister or not, your love is there, never increasing or decreasing, no matter what you do to your little junior sister or what your little junior sister does for you, the love that is buried deep in your heart Love is still no more, no less, between picking up and putting down, your love is there, neither coming nor going...

Old Shan, holding someone in your arms is love. Seeing the person you like is happy and you feel happy. That is also love. Each other is love. Blessing silently is also love. Getting it is love. Letting go It is also love, chasing is love, guarding is also love, love is difficult to express in the heart, it is hard to explain, sweet, bitter, spicy, salty, all kinds of tastes, this is love

Bai Yang looked at him and said word by word.

Between picking up and putting down, love is there, neither increasing nor decreasing, neither more nor less, neither coming nor going...

After hearing Bai Yang's words, Shan Qiulin fell silent and muttered to himself.

Bai Yang watched, drinking the wine one after another.

Having said so much, it is just a pile of useless chicken soup. Although he does not want to spoil the atmosphere, Bai Yang has to admit that this is pouring chicken soup for Shan Qiulin. Bai Yang does not know if he can get out of the haze in his heart. He has done his best.

After being silent for half an hour, Shan Qiulin suddenly looked at Bai Yang and asked:

It was what you said that day that gave me the courage to make a break, but now I find that I haven't really let go. It's because I didn't do it in your way, so the three promises I owe you are still the same. Effective, I have fulfilled the first promise for you, and they are right there, tell me about your remaining two promises.

At this moment, Shan Qiulin was laughing, very calmly, there was something inexplicable in this calmness, Bai Yang couldn't figure it out, but he instinctively felt that Shan Qiulin's mood was wrong at this time, what was wrong with Bai Yang? Can't tell.

Something is wrong with this guy, something will happen!

Bai Yang noticed this, pointed to his nose and said:

Old Dan, you still owe me two promises, but I haven't figured it out yet, I'll tell you when I think it over, and then you can help me complete it, don't try to escape, I have a way to catch you anywhere in the world come out!

As if he knew that Bai Yang would say that, Shan Qiulin smiled indifferently.

Standing up with one arm, he picked up a jug of wine, gulped it down, sprayed the wine, and fell into a weird mood.

With a bang, he threw the wine jar aside and smashed it into pieces, laughing:

Now let you say promise and you don't say it. Originally, I could help you with some big things, but in the future, maybe I can only help you with some insignificant things...

Old Shan, what do you want to do?

Bai Yang stood up, looked at Shan Qiulin and asked, something is wrong with this guy, he is going to make trouble!

This world is very beautiful, high mountains, great swamps, white clouds, blue sky, breeze, green grass, flowing water, all living beings...all of these are too beautiful to describe, but to me, all of this is not as good as my little junior sister's inadvertent Look back!

Shan Qiulin suddenly looked around and said calmly.

Old Dan, don't do stupid things

Bai Yang's face changed and he shouted, if he couldn't beat Shan Qiulin, he would have thought of knocking him out right now.

Everything in this world is beautiful, intoxicatingly beautiful, but for me, it's not as good as my junior sister. Since then, my junior sister has been the most beautiful scenery in my life, eternally fixed. I don't want to use these eyes to see more beautiful scenery in the future. She has a more beautiful scenery, so these eyes are superfluous! Haha...

Shan Qiulin said almost madly, and finally burst out laughing.

Amidst the laughter, he raised his one-armed right hand like lightning, and a sharp sword glow flickered on his fingertips, and flashed across his eyes. There were two soft puffs, and two bloodstains flowed down his eyes. Lost color!

You...Old Dan, why are you bothering...

Bai Yang was stunned, really stunned, he didn't understand how much Shan Qiulin liked his little junior sister to make such a move, how deeply he had to love, to feel that everything in the world was inferior to that figure in his heart come beautiful?

He couldn't let it go, really couldn't let it go, so he used this method to freeze this relationship forever!

This kind of courage is shocking!

Since I followed the master, I have practiced martial arts diligently, in order to catch up with the steps of the senior brother, let the junior sister look at me more, to make myself stronger and protect the junior sister more, but now, I want this body What is the use of cultivation! Why do I want to use this body to cultivate, why do I want to use this body to cultivate!

Shan Qiulin's eyes were bleeding, it was unknown whether it was blood from his blind eyes or from his heart, he raised his head, roared, crazy, hysterical!

When he was speaking, white light bloomed all over his body, and the condensed true essence flickered outside his body, twisting, and the air was twisting accordingly, when the flickering true essence reached its peak.

puff……

There was a sound like a balloon being punctured, and the real essence trembled and scattered in all directions.

In the courtyard, there was a strong wind in an instant, and the scattered wine jars were shattered. Bai Yang couldn't help being shaken back, and stopped by leaning against the courtyard wall.

Looking at Shan Qiulin again, his face was pale, his seven orifices were bleeding, and he was slowly limp to the ground.

Baiyang, I feel so relaxed now, unprecedentedly relaxed. Even though the world has lost its color, even though my whole body has been reduced to nothing, I am really relaxed. The figure buried in my heart is like returning to the little girl I was in before. Mountain village...

Shan Qiulin was laughing, laughing happily, with unprecedented ease...

(This chapter is very complicated...) (To be continued.)