Porter of Two Worlds

(This chapter is a bit sad, you can skip it if you don’t like it)

I don't know how much time has passed, maybe five hours, maybe ten hours, Bai Yang has been sitting on the ground motionless, with a dazed and numb face, his eyes are red and weeping.

His mother's death hit him too hard, he was haggard a lot, his eye sockets were sunken, his face was pale, his stubble was protruding, his eyes were dull, and his face was ashen and sad.

Subconsciously standing up like a walking corpse, he slowly came to the hospital bed, stared at the mother in front of him, and knelt down in front of Zhen Guoping's body with his knees bent.

Boom!

His head hit the ground hard, and even the ground trembled slightly, showing how hard he was.

mom!

He knocked his head on the ground, and said the word mother from his mouth, his voice was hoarse and heart-piercing.

Boom!

His head hit the ground again, his forehead was broken and dripping with blood, but Bai Yang didn't care.

Mom, I'm sorry!

Boom!

He kowtowed again, smashing his head hard, again and again, his head was bleeding...

Mom, I'm sorry I'm late

Mom, I'm sorry, my son is not filial, he is late

Mom, I'm really sorry, I'm really sorry, my mother... woo woo woo...

Boom boom boom...

Kowtowing and saying sorry, he hated himself for being late, so that he didn't save his mother in the first place, and let her pass away at a young age. From then on, he was a child without a mother... …

I don't know how many times I kowtowed, the ground was smeared with blood, and Bai Yang fell to the ground directly. It wasn't that his head couldn't bear the impact on the ground and he fell into a coma, but he was too sad and sad.

It's hard to say goodbye when we meet, the east wind is weak and the flowers are gone, the spring silkworms will die when they die, and the wax torch will turn into ashes and tears will dry!

A mother's love is higher than the sky, thicker than the earth, and deeper than the sea. A mother's love is selfless, without regrets, and without resentment. She hopes that her children will grow up healthily and happily. The child laughs, she is happy, the child cries, and the mother's heart is broken...

Mother is the greatest, most beautiful and most important woman in everyone's life.

Pregnant in October, the mother is always careful for the child in the womb, for fear that the child in the womb will bump into each other. Once the child is born, the tearing pain will show a happy smile because of the sound of the child's birth.

When I was young, the child pooped and peed in the crotch, and the mother was not too dirty or annoying, and the mother was meticulous in wiping the buttocks and changing the diaper...

The child is growing up. In the past ten or twenty years, the mother has broken her heart so much, but the mother has no complaints or regrets. When the child is happy, he calls Mom, when he is sad, he calls Mom, and when he encounters difficulties, he calls Mom.

Mom seems to be the omnipotent existence in everyone's life.

With just one character, a mother is like a towering tree that shelters children from wind and rain and grows up.

But, but, today, Bai Yang's mother left him, left him forever, and when he called Mom, his mother would never answer again, never pat him on the head and ask what happened to Xiaobai... …

She is on the side, her expression is frozen, her life is frozen.

After an unknown amount of time, Bai Yangyou woke up, looked at his mother on the snow-white hospital bed, trembled all over, his red eyes swollen like peaches burst into tears again.

His knee moved a little bit on the ground. He came to the hospital bed, gently pulled Zhen Guoping's cold hand, leaned his head on Zhen Guoping's body, and put his mother's cold hand on his face.

Maintaining this posture, Bai Yang remained motionless, with no expression on his face, and his eyes were numb.

When he was a child, he liked to act like a baby in his mother's arms like this. Every time his mother would laugh and ask Xiaobai what's wrong?

But this time, my mother didn't say a word, didn't say a word.

Thinking about it now, Bai Yang doesn't know how long he hasn't been with his mother like this, is it because he no longer depends on his parents when he grows up? Is it because of the trivialities of life that you ignore your parents? Or is it because it is too natural to enjoy mother's love since childhood, and the mother who is taken for granted has always been there?

From small to large,

Scenes of pictures kept replaying in Bai Yang's mind.

My Xiaobai can call mommy now, good boy, can you call me again, okay? Mom likes to hear it

Son, do you like this toy? Mom will buy it for you after she gets paid today. Be happy.

Son, I'm going to kindergarten today. I'm leaving my mother for the first time. Are you afraid? Get along well with your friends and don't fight, you know?

“我家小白真帅，六年级了呢，一晃眼都这么大了，仿佛昨天还是小不点在身边晃悠呢，一定有好多小女孩子喜欢吧？千万别早恋哦，要不然我揍死你……

Babbling, talking for the first time, walking for the first time, eating for the first time, getting dressed for the first time, going to school for the first time, getting angry for the first time, fighting for the first time, too much, always My mother is by my side, tirelessly enlightening, comforting, and taking care of me.

Mother, he is the greatest person in the world, irreplaceable, just because her children call her mother, she has no complaints or regrets!

Just so quietly, quietly leaning against his mother, there was a happy smile on Bai Yang's numb face, and he slowly closed his eyes, but the tears couldn't stop flowing, wet his face, and wet his mother's hands... …

My mother is still around, and I can still feel her presence.

But, mom, why can't I feel your temperature, why can't I hear you, why...

It's because I don't care enough about my parents, it's because I came too late to save my mother, it's because I don't think there is any danger on this side of the earth, so I'm so relieved, it's all because of me, it's all because of me, it's all because of me ...!

Thoughts flickered in his mind, and finally Bai Yang put all the responsibility on himself, extremely thinking that it was because of his mother that he died.

Pain, heartache, regret, regret not at the beginning!

puff!

With his eyes closed, Bai Yang's heart felt like a knife was being twisted, and he spurted out a mouthful of blood, but he didn't seem to notice it, and was silent in self-blame.

Mother is dead, why didn't you die? Baiyang, Baiyang, even if you have the ability to go on and on, so what? You can't even keep your own mother. The mother who loves you the most is dead. Why are you still alive? Why are you the one who died? Not you, why not you...

Endless self-blame and remorse hit Bai Yang's heart, his heart was twisted like a knife, his blood surged up, and he spat out another mouthful of blood with a puff.

While blaming himself, scenes from the past echoed in his mind again.

Xiaobai, forget about being lazy, maybe you're eating instant noodles again?

Now I give you two choices, either I will go to work, or I will arrange a blind date for you with a girl?

On the phone, my mother said helplessly and funny.

You, when will you grow up, Lao Bai, just protect your little Bai...

When the family was eating, my mother took the trouble to say.

When she was engaged to Wang Qingyu, when both of them knelt down in front of their parents and served tea, Zhen Guoping smiled and took out a red envelope and said with red eyes: Hey, good boy, get up, get up, grow up! , the child has grown up...

And then...then what?

Recalling this point, Bai Yang suddenly became terrified, there was nothing behind him, he panicked, no matter how he thought about it, he couldn't recall the scene about his mother behind.

After that engagement, it seems that you haven't seen your mother? The phone has been passed many times, but what is the phone call?

At this time, Bai Yang was trembling all over, and emotions such as panic, helplessness, remorse, etc. were intertwined in his heart.

He suddenly raised his head, looked at his mother's face and said with a piercing heart: Mom, Mom, wake up, I'm Xiaobai, your favorite Xiaobai, can you wake up?

Mom, my mother, can you open your eyes and see me again? I'm Xiaobai!

Can you say a word to me again? I beg you, please, I can't live without you

Mom, my mother, I will be very good in the future. I will stay by your side and never go anywhere. I just ask you to open your eyes and look at me, okay, okay?

Mom, wake up, wake up, what should I do without you, what should I do without you...

mom……!

The heart-piercing calls, all they got in return was Zhen Guoping's sleeping-like silence.

In the end, Bai Yang raised his head to the sky and yelled, another mouthful of blood spewed out, his figure was sluggish, as if he had aged ten years, and he fell limply beside his mother, never moving again.

That mother, the endless sadness and helplessness, that mother, the endless pain and sorrow.

The sound of mother's mouth touched his powerful soul power, and an invisible storm blew up in the room. All the medical equipment was turned into powder, the air twisted like water, and the sound-proof formation and defensive formation shattered!

Fortunately, he calmed down after that sound, and did not cause too much damage again.

Only a mother is good in the world. A child with a mother is like a treasure. If you put it in the arms of your mother, you can't enjoy happiness. In the world, only a mother is good. A child without a mother is like a grass. There is no mother's embrace. Where can you find happiness...

With a hoarse voice echoing in the ward, Bai Yang sang the first song he learned in his life. This song was taught to him word by word by his mother when he just learned to speak.

Only a mother is good in this world. The simple lyrics and simple melody express a person's lifelong attachment to his mother.

Over and over again, Bai Yang kept singing, kept singing.

Leaning in his mother's arms, he put his mother's hand on his face, just like the picture of his mother hugging himself and teaching this nursery rhyme when he was a child.

He seems to have returned to his childhood.

The difference is that at that time, his singing mother was with him, and he would show a very happy smile when he sang a sentence of his mother, but now, his mother is no longer responding, no matter how much he sings, no matter how good he is, he will not respond...

Only a mother is good in the world, and a child without a mother is like a grass root. At this moment, Bai Yang feels that he has not been abandoned by the whole world. Apart from being around his mother's corpse, he has no sense of security at all.

Accidents, the reason why they are called accidents, are unexpected things. In a person's life, no one knows what will happen next.

Even if Bai Yang has the cultivation level of a true king, what's the matter? He is still a person living in the world, not a so-called god who transcends eternal existence. Even if accidents happen, he can't control the future!

Don't talk about him, isn't the Alien Shenwu Dynasty powerful enough? But the accident happened and it didn't collapse overnight!

Countless accidents happen every day in the world, Bai Yang is just one of them...