I Want to Hang Around in the Moon

"Because I want to know, after Qingzi came into contact with you, will she accept the memory of another world like me, if so, then I have the confidence to let you accept this world and live in this world. "

Cheng Zi explained in a sighing tone, "Although it's embarrassing to say it, I in another world have investigated your relationship—"

At this point, Cheng Zi stopped, and she had to organize her words well, because she had to take into account the feelings of the person in her arms.

"You, in that world, should have nothing to worry about? Your relatives have passed away, and there may not even be one who can be called a friend. Moreover, after learning about your situation, Faubro Lowe En also contacted me, he told me what happened between you and him, and he said he regretted it."

"Uncle, what do you regret?" Le Zhengling asked in a low voice.

"Although it sounds unbelievable, the 27 ancestors of the dead said that if he hadn't visited your store at the beginning, then things might not have turned out like this."

Babies will gain a sense of security as long as they listen to the sound of a person's heartbeat, so the correct way to hold a baby is with the baby's head facing the heart.

When Cheng Zi said these words, he pressed Le Zhengling's head in front of his heart, letting him listen to his heartbeat, completely treating him as a baby.

"Now, I know that your soul from that world has come here. I originally wanted you to choose whether to stay in this world or return to your own world. If you choose the latter, I will also laugh I want to do my best to help you. Of course, people are selfish, so I concealed it from you, even if Qingzi also obtained the memory of another world, I want her to hide the truth with me and let you choose this world."

Chengzi spoke out her thoughts frankly, on the one hand because the matter had been exposed, and on the other hand because she didn't want Le Zhengling to think about it.

"No matter which Aozaki orange, I treat you as my own brother. The other I am not very mature, so I don't want to hand you over to her. But Aozaki orange is Aozaki orange, and my heart for you is It won't change..."

"Lingjun, you can try to believe me or that King Arthur. As he said, as long as you exist in the world, things will not just go as you expected, just like the proverb in your hometown, life is not as good as Nine times out of ten, it can be said that it is no different from others."

"As long as you are alive, there are many things that don't go your way, and there are even fewer trustworthy people. But, I want you to try to believe that there are always some people who are not good to you for any reason."

There was an indescribable emotion in Chengzi's tone, Lezheng couldn't hear what mood she was using to say these words, but he could be sure of one thing, that is, he was too arbitrary before, whether it was Whether it is good for Arthur or Chengzi, his heart has never accepted them at all.

Whether it is good intentions or malicious, at the very beginning, he has been refusing to look at Arthur with [-]% subjective thinking. When he found that there was a problem with Chengzi, he did not choose to ask her why, but It is a direct refusal to communicate.

Arthur said that he only lived in his own world, and he realized now that what he said was very correct.

As the saying goes: You can never wake a person who is pretending to sleep unless they wake up themselves.But they only wander in their dreams, dreaming that those dreams come true, but when they wake up, they find that they are too different from others, thinking that they are still pretending to be asleep.Will pretending to be real come true?

The self who lives in a dream, Arthur who wants to pull himself into reality, Chengzi who sees through his own thoughts, Merlin who knows but never does anything, and Meili who knows and is actively planning something, who is it? correct?

PS: The next chapter should be about solving Ling’s current psychological problems, at least he won’t be so negative in the future

PS2: To be honest, Ling’s current character is like a sheep being grazed, and the one who drives him is like a shepherd. If he doesn’t leave, he will only be sheared continuously, and the final outcome will be turned into a meal by reality, um , what do you think of this metaphor?

PS3: Today is Sunday, FGO is weekly, are you done?

Chapter 130 Three Dilemmas

"Reality and dreams actually exist at the same time, but the dream is very short, but the realization seems so long. Listen, your life has just begun, and you are far from seeing the end. If you want to live, it is impossible if you have nothing. It can be done if you do it.”

Arthur walked over with Mei Li's support, "These words are my most honest thoughts after going through a lot."

"I think, you also know that I have already reached Avalon, which is my destination, but even though I have already stepped into that golden grassland, even if it is Mei Li who loves me, they still drive me out .Because I have left traces of existence in this world, some fetters and responsibilities have not been fulfilled."

"Look, even if you are as strong as me, you still can't help yourself. Then, you who know a lot of things, can you really not be at the mercy of the world as you wish?"

Arthur bent down, knelt in front of Le Zhengling on one knee, and then lightly placed his fist on his heart.

"You said that you are very afraid of death, but you still die, so you don't want to run around for survival and follow the crowd, but is this the happiness you pursue?"

"Close your eyes, cover your ears, and deny everything. True, you will no longer get pain, but you won't get happiness either."

"You are a contradictory individual, but also an ordinary individual. Underneath your pursuit of stability, you have never given up on the pursuit of change. It's like you appearing in front of me humbly, but there is a hint of rebellion in your eyes."

"Knowledge makes people unconsciously produce his temperament, and what you know is destined to cause trouble no matter where you are. This is also the reason for your past pain."

Le Zhengling opened his mouth, unable to refute at all, as if he really did what Arthur said, and often did things that put him in trouble.

Whether it is meeting those people for the first time, communicating with those dangerous existences seemingly cautiously, but can't help revealing the information they know, in fact, they are constantly probing with a detached attitude.

"People's individual wills are like puzzles, splicing the world together. Everyone should have an inseparable wish and pursue bright colors."

"Some people collect ways to live in the world along the way. Those distorted truths have a beautiful appearance, and some people walk their own rough roads firmly. The former will eventually be discarded by the world because his shape is not compatible with the world. And the latter, even if it will be peeled off one day, it will never be buried."

Arthur looked down, avoiding to look at his Le Zhengling, and didn't know if he listened to his words. The soul in front of him was always confused between self-salvation and self-destruction, so Arthur Can't stand it.

Lost the past inadvertently, but he had to pay an astonishing price. When he wanted to get it back, no matter how anxiously he stretched out his hand, it was already irreparable.

He has seen such a soul finally plunged into the abyss of eternal doom, and because of this, no matter what price he pays this time, he will pull this person out.

"Arthur, have you ever hated your own destiny, or in other words, have you ever hated the world that messed up your life?" Le Zhengling felt that something in his heart was struggling to come out.

"It is a lie to say that there is no. I not only hated, but also wanted to destroy the world, but in the end I found that I love this world more than hating. Whether it has happened or hasn't happened, I have nothing Even if I want to change this fate all the time, I just want to avoid the misfortune of the past, not destroy it.”

Hearing his own confession, Le Zhengling felt a little lost. He thought Arthur's answer was forever Wei Guangzheng.

"I have the courage to step out, and that's why I keep moving forward, because the road ahead represents the unknown and hope... I want you to have the courage to go out, instead of being trapped in your own heart."

Arthur withdrew his fist and extended his hand to him instead, his emerald green eyes were full of expectations for him.

Looking at that hand, Le Zhengling suddenly felt that it was an unprecedented horror, like the fear of waiting for death in Faubro's arms, like the feeling of waiting for extinction in the hospital watching his body in utter loneliness.

Everyone looked at Arthur and Le Zhengling, and except Cheng Zi, everyone hoped that Le Zhengling would hold Arthur's hand at this moment.

Chengzi pursed her lips tightly, and she had other considerations in her heart. For her, Le Zhengling accepted that hand, which represented him moving forward. Is this a good thing?She doesn't think so.

From Le Zhengling's point of view, Chengzi doesn't think there is anything wrong with him maintaining this state. What he lacks is not courage, but a protector who is willing to stay by his side.

It is undeniable that this King Arthur is indeed thinking about Le Zhengling's future, but he overlooked one point, that is what Le Zhengling needs.

If Le Zhengling wants to live a stable and peaceful life, shouldn't other people do what he should do to create that kind of environment for him?This is not doting, but the most normal way, right?

Only by doing so, is it a normal choice to slowly plan in the future, after all, in the eyes of Cheng Zi, Le Zhengling is still just a child.