I Want to Hang Around in the Moon

"Listen, I want to hear the truth." At this moment, Da Vinci took on the attitude of being a teacher and said in an extremely worried tone.

"—Leave Da Vinci sauce alone, this is a problem between me and the restraining force, no one can help me, because I am looking for my own truth." Ling closed her eyes, this is not a lie, Because no one he met knew more than he did, and what they had to know, they absolutely didn't know.

"Okay, let's put aside those things that are temporarily irrelevant. I will finish talking about the guardian first, and then I will talk about the matter of the Yusan family in detail, and then leave here." Ling glanced again Amniotic fluid pool, he felt that if he stayed here again, something might happen.

"After the guardian appears in the world, he will kill all the people related to the main cause of the destruction of the world, and protect all human beings except for that. The suppression force is different from the Seat of Heroes. It is produced by the collective unconsciousness of human beings. , a defense mechanism that treats human beings as slaves in order to continue the world. People who conform to the meaning of the restraining force will be called as guardians forever after death. Heroic spirits and guardians are the souls that have reached the [seat], and the two The biggest difference between the guardians is that the heroic spirits are called out by people's hope, and the guardians are called out by people's despair."

"The so-called guardian is the sad existence that Alaya uses as a [scavenger]."

"Obtaining Alaya is a contract of consideration, granting [miracles] to those who sigh for powerlessness, and temporarily shaping that person into a hero. As long as that person is [contributing to the continuation of human beings], it will Unlimited magic power and opportunities are given to him, and he is used as a tool to maintain human history. As a price, the soul that temporarily becomes a heroic spirit after death will be taken away. That is, [Soul Completion] that will not be redeemed after death. .”

"Understood? Emiya Kiritsugu, if you keep chasing, one day you will be faced with a powerless situation, and then you will reach out to the restraining force. In the end, even after death, you must continue to witness hell, killing, killing, and killing. Kill, kill, until the destruction of human beings or the world. If you didn’t meet your wife, you will probably end up with this tool man.”

Chapter 320 IX Returning to the Script

Emiya Kiritsugu felt a little heavy in his heart. If it was him before, after hearing this ending, he should not reject this ending based on its usefulness to the world. However, now that he has known so much, he has the ability to reverse this ending. , does he really want to go this way?

"Kiritsugu, do you want to give up?" Irisviel looked at her husband who was no longer strong in the past, the blank look in her eyes made her feel heartache.

Listening knew what his wife wanted to do, she had already guessed what would happen next, as expected, I saw Irisviel let go of Illya's little hand, and gently hugged Kiritsugu from the front, letting people know that the next thing must be A shot of dog food.

After Kiritsugu heard his wife's question, his whole body trembled.

In Irisviel's eyes, her husband's arms are always strong and reliable, but the current husband is as helpless as a child nestled in the arms of a loving mother.

"I—I'm not afraid of that ending, but if it's for you and Illya—"

Irisviel felt her husband hug her even tighter, which even made her feel pain.At this time, a faint voice of questioning came from the husband.

"If I decided to leave everything at this moment, what would you think, would you be with Ilya, our family—"

"You're lying." Irisviel pointed it out tenderly but cruelly.

A man like Emiya Kiritsugu asked such a question.Probably Alice couldn't imagine it anyway.

This question came so suddenly, it can even be said that this has always been her dream life, however, she knew it was impossible, just like the servant said, wives and daughters, they shouldn't be involved in Wei Palace Kiritsugu's life.

No matter how tragic the road to becoming a "scavenger" is, for this person, it may be his correct life.

——The Holy Grail has been polluted, and his wish can no longer be fulfilled, that is to say, he wasted eight years to make himself weak and hesitant, but in the end he got the [miracle] from instinct, instinct from that choice In the pursuit of liberation in his life, he fell into the abyss again.

This abyss has no exit in sight. All he can do is to pick up the gun again and walk deeper into the abyss until he reaches the ending predicted by the follower.

Irisviel was in great pain.The man she loved was suffering, but there was nothing she could do to help.Because the person who made Kiritsugu suffer unceasingly was himself.

original.Emiya Kiritsugu had nothing to lose.He doesn't even feel pain.It is precisely because Emiya Kiritsugu is such a man that he can become extremely strong, pursue the lofty ideal of saving the world, sacrifice everything for it without hesitation, and become an incomparably cruel warrior.

However, even if Kiritsugu wanted to go back to the past and be his past self.But while looking back on the past years, an irreconcilable contradiction appeared in the depths of Kiritsugu's soul.These eight years have completely changed Kiritsugu. Just to maintain his ruthless image in the past, Kiritsugu has endured a lot of pressure and pain.

"That's impossible, Kiritsugu." Irisviel smiled distressedly, holding the face of the person who taught her to be a man, a wife, and a mother.

"Give up the ideal of saving the world, you will never forgive yourself like that. Even if Ilya and I are happy, you will definitely be the final judge and sentence yourself to death."

Kiritsugu finally cried out.He himself understood this.He had no choice a long time ago.

"I'm very scared." Kiritsugu wept.While confiding his heart like a child, "I am very afraid of losing you, I am very afraid that I will die and never see Illya again."

Emiya Kiritsugu was neither a hero nor a samurai, but a killer.He does not have the courage and arrogance to compete with others with his life.He is a coward.So his goal is to secure victory and the right to survive carefully and with the least amount of risk.For a hunter, the worst nightmare is being the prey of others.

But even so, if it was Kiritsugu eight years ago, he would definitely not even frown, calm down and concentrate on thinking about the best countermeasure.This is the power of Kiritsugu when there is no lover to lose.But now that Kiritsugu, who is afraid of losing his lover, is facing a battle again, the fear of losing his beloved has become his fatal weakness.

Kiritsugu has changed.Become very fragile, in order to realize that very cruel ideal, he actually pushed himself into such a situation, the key to Kiritsugu's change, nothing else, is Irisviel.

"I won't blame you, Kiritsugu, neither I nor Illya will blame you—because we both love you—" Even if knowing her love would make her love more and more fragile, but Ariel Sifeier still loves Kiritsugu hopelessly, and even said all the speculations that should not be said.

"Kiritsugu, didn't the Holy Maiden of Winter say that the Holy Grail can make a wish? Angora Mainyu has been eliminated, but you still have a chance—" These whispers were like sweet poison, softly whispering in Kiritsugu's ear It sounded softly.

Ling's eyes sharpened, and he stared at Irisviel's back, frowning tightly.

The entire amniotic fluid chamber was plunged into a strange atmosphere, and even Ahad suddenly came to his senses, and said to Emiya Kiritsugu: "That's right! Kiritsugu! You can't give up the Holy Grail War! We don't know the final result yet, if the Holy Grail It's normal when it manifests! We still have a chance! I order you to participate in the Holy Grail War and win for Einzbern!"

Listening found that something was wrong, or in other words, Einzbern had never been right from the beginning.

Now starting with Irisviel, Ubstaku Haid assisted, Emiya Kiritsugu's heart that had lost its target once again rekindled hope, "Indeed, if you don't see it with your own eyes, how can you confirm the situation of the Holy Grail, That’s right, as long as you continue to participate in the Holy Grail War, the Holy Grail that may appear is—”

The only one who was quite normal was Ilya. She looked at her parents and grandpa anxiously, her expression full of helplessness.

After hearing the report, she beckoned to her to come over, Illya hesitated for a while, and finally shook her head.

Although listening to her feels very kind, but compared to kindness, she still wants to stay with her parents.

Adults must take responsibility when they make a choice, but children are different. I feel that the most innocent person in Einzbern is Illya. If she is like other Einzbern people, she is just innocent. The artificial man is okay, but she is the child of a human and an artificial man, and she is born to understand what emotion is.

Chapter 330 Returning to the Script

Father Emiya Kiritsugu lost everything for his ideal, and mother Irisviel sacrificed everything for his father. As a result, the innocent Illya lost everyone she could rely on, and finally lost her life in the Fifth Holy Grail War .

She once loved and was loved, but in the rest of her life, she only had hatred and pain left, and finally ended her life hastily.

"In the end, did nothing change in the end? Is this the inertia of the world? Or—" Listening thoughtfully looked at Emiya Kiritsugu's increasingly cold and hard expression, as if the weak cry just now was imaginary.

Listening now seems to be the audience under the stage, watching the rerun of the play that has been seen several times, obviously he has been invited to participate in one scene as a special guest, and successfully took the script to another direction, the result is in After I stepped down, the drama still continued according to the script, which is a great irony.

"Olga, you said that things have returned to the so-called right track. Is it because of the restraint just now, or because of something I don't know?" Ling also looked at Olga next to him in confusion.

Olga didn't want to answer at first, but when she saw that Ling's eyes didn't let go at all, and her innate motherhood began to flare up, she bit her lower lip lightly, and finally chose to speak: "Although I'm not sure, but I think It’s not because of the restraint, after all, as long as you’re here, the world—”

However, before she finished speaking, a thread of blood slid from the corner of her mouth, and upon seeing this, Ling immediately pressed her mouth, "Ah, I see, you don't have to force yourself to continue."