I Want to Hang Around in the Moon

"If you want me to tell you, compared to magicians, the four major demon families are a little more difficult for you. After all, two of them are good at physical skills, but they are just a little more difficult. If you fight Or you will win."

Without encountering the two ceremonies, Ling deliberately added this sentence in her heart.

"So powerful?" Olga looked at Chengzi suspiciously, because the so-called four major exorcist families obviously existed in Japan, and as a representative of the world in Japan, Aozaki Chengzi should be very clear about them. right.

"I only know of their existence. I don't know much about the specifics. And as far as I know, there are several families here that have declined, or declined." Orange replied in an uncertain tone.

"Ling." Olga turned her head to look at Ling, and she didn't know why, she felt that the four major exorcists were hiding some terrible secrets.

"Olga, curiosity killed the cat." Obviously, Ling didn't want to tell Olga about the four demon families, so she shook her head to indicate that she would not say anything.

"—I also want to know. After all, I might try to save those two girls. If that's the case, just talk about it briefly." Chengzi felt that what Lian asked her to do was not easy, and it was the magician's idea. Intuitively, she always felt that if she took action against these two girls, she might encounter a formidable enemy.

"Actually, it doesn't matter if you don't save Miss Chengzi." Listening noticed that Chengzi seemed to have a little interest in those two people, "Those things will be resolved in the future—"

"But there are ordinary people who were involved in these things and died." Cheng Zi looked at Ling with a sudden pressure in her eyes. She tried her best to dispel the unhappiness in her heart, and said to Ling in a guiding tone, "If If you really don't want to save people, you shouldn't have mentioned it to me in the first place. Since you mentioned it, don't hesitate! Your character is obviously not selfish, but you don't have the slightest responsibility. There is no achievement at all, because no matter what you do, you will give up easily in the end! Even if you are only one step away from success, if you feel that you have to shoulder the responsibility after success, you will definitely run away!"

Suddenly, Olga was attacked by strong unease, because she knew that Chengzi was telling the truth, even if she had a relationship with Ling, she never dared to guarantee that Ling would not give up on herself, even if he once told herself Will be responsible, but to what extent can this responsibility be responsible?

Is it persevering?Or is it like the Einzbern of this world, after finding a successor, he throws it away without hesitation?Because as long as Ling feels that she has found a way to keep the other party safe, she will let go of it and feel at ease. Will she be arranged like this in the future?

Ling didn't give any emotional response to Chengzi's words. He looked at the bright moon in the sky indifferently, and said softly: "The sun and the moon will just float there quietly. How human beings use light and heat is their problem."

Chengzi didn't expect that Ling would say such a thing, and on the other side of Chaldea, Kirshtalia Wadim also raised his head and looked at the sky guard thoughtfully, his eyes seemed to look through there. wearing something.

"Do you mean to compare yourself to a god?" Cheng Zi didn't know why she asked so excitedly, but now the inexplicable sadness surging in her heart seemed to penetrate her chest.

"No, if I really want to say it, I am an outsider." Ling showed a thoughtful expression, "Yes, I am an outsider, not a participant, not a copyer, not an observer, not a recorder, not even a listener , just an outsider."

Listening looked at everyone as if he had figured something out, from Orange to Beo, from Beo to Ilya, and then from Ilya to Olga, everyone who was caught by his eyes felt Some discomfort.

horror eyes

cruel eyes

Monster eyes.

Hard eyes.

Looks like price.

The eyes that treat people as human beings.

Observe the person's eyes from the inside.

Eyes that seem to see through everything.

The eyes that deny the existence of the world.

The eyes that define the world as the opposite.

If you really want to sum it up, it is - the eyes of inhuman things.

"—Your appearance is exactly the same as when Qingzi used magic back then." Chengzi looked at Ling with lingering fear, because the look in Ling's eyes now is too indescribable, and the only thing she can compare with it in her memory is that of Qingzi back then. After activating [Magic], it becomes mysterious and inexplicable.

"What the hell are you?" Recalling the memories of that night, seeing the inexplicable changes in the young man in front of him, Cheng Zi only felt bitter.

At the same time, Chaldea was in a mess. Just now, Ling's figure disappeared from Chaldea's observation, and neither the picture nor the sound could be mapped out. Ask him if he compares himself to God.

In the sea of ​​stars, the prisoner looking at the world through a small window sighed softly.

Sitting in the sea of ​​flowers, the Magician of Flowers rubbed his chin in distress, "Did you come here when you saw the key point? It seems that something strange has happened to my fellow, hehe~ The key to the influence of [Self] is actually [Language]. Going up to find Vivienne for help? Oh, it's tiring to walk so far."

Merlin, who wanted to go to the Fairy of the Lake to ask some questions, finally gave up on this plan, because he felt that even if he went to Vivienne, it would be impossible to get the answer he wanted. It is guessed that Ling may not be born on the inner or outer side of the planet, but from the outer side of the planet.

If this is the case, he shouldn't be nosy, after all, the planet has a certain plan, and now Ling is in a place that he can't reach, even if he wants to help, he is powerless.

"I hope you haven't forgotten what I taught you before, otherwise, you will become more and more unfamiliar." Merlin propped his chin, recalling the days when Ling lived with him here, and closed his mouth worriedly. squinted.

"Fourfour!!" Suddenly, he heard another friend yelling. He opened his eyes again and saw Fufu yelling at Orange in the control room of Chaldea. Then he had a flash of inspiration. I thought of the method that was not the solution.

Standing up suddenly, Merlin stared at the window, "That's right! So this move! Is this a coincidence or fate? No, no, no, it's all good anyway, at least I see hope! But can the puppeteer understand? If he can't It’s just a waste of effort to understand—oh! It’s still like this! Doesn’t the personality who sealed the Holy Lance have no memory of Kai? Why can he still understand Cathy Parug’s cry?!”

The time went back to 1 minute ago, and the figure of Ling was still unable to be observed on the Chaldean side, and Olga over there suddenly panicked and stretched out his hand to the original position of Ling, seeing that the movement seemed to be catching something. , and at the same time, the Command Seal on the back of her hand shone like never before!

It turned out that after listening as if he had figured something out, his body was slowly stained with a layer of translucent black. This layer of black is not as frightening as the evil in this world. It seems that it has always been here, always Rightfully so here.

And when this layer of black appeared, and the color became darker and darker, Olga felt that the contract between herself and Ling became unstable. She was so surprised that she quickly stretched out her hand to Ling beside her, and shook it vigorously. He grabbed his palm, "What's the matter, listen! What's wrong with you!"

Ling also knew the reason for Olga's panic. His palm held by Olga moved slightly, as if hesitating whether to hold it back. He lowered his eyes and did not look at Olga's eyes. She yelled anxiously beside her.

"Miss Chengzi, you are right. I am a person who doesn't like to take responsibility. After all, I am only very self-aware. If Arthur hadn't given me his spiritual foundation at that time, at the end of the last world, I would have been I will not choose to give him a reminder. As long as the five hundred days pass, Yugo will take away the "me" that I abandoned. It was permanently sealed by the Sands of Osiris in a special way, and as long as Arthur’s characteristic of being a mobile savior activates and leaves that world line, I may choose to live in that world safely for the rest of my life.”

Ling stared at Chengzi, "I think it wouldn't be bad if it became like that, because there are people who understand me and indulge me there. If the world is really going to be destroyed, she and I can escape to the moon spirit crystal, inside If so, even if the world line is cut and discarded, we can still live well."

Chengzi has a feeling that she knows who the person who understands him and indulges him is the one who listens to him. It is normal in the world for the same kind to repel him, but that kind is [myself]. This kind of aggrieved feeling makes Chengzi very uncomfortable!

Obviously you are talking to yourself!Obviously I don't even know you!Why do I still feel like I did something wrong!

Chengzi really wanted to shout like this, but she couldn't say anything in the face of listening who felt more and more abnormal.

"Don't go! You promised you wouldn't abandon me!" Olga finally couldn't bear the ignorance of Ling, and she just turned his face to her. There was a little fluctuation in Erjia's tears, but it was really just a little bit.

"Olga, in fact, you might live better if you don't go back." After all, Ling chose to chat with Olga.

"Actually, you and I are the most similar existences, so I hate you subconsciously, and I think you are the same?" Wiping away Olga's tears, listening to the crystal tears on the back of his hand, and then Pressed on the lips.

"We are all people who have died, and we are all people who are not needed by others. The difference is that you actively want others to agree with you, but I am not. You are pursuing a sense of reality, but I only feel nothingness from the beginning to the end. .” Listening to the slightly salty taste in his mouth, he felt another kind of bitterness in his heart.