So Ordinary I Want to Be Recognized

"it is good!"

......

After logging off, Mizutaku lay down on the bed.

He thought about the method of collecting materials mentioned in the golden legend again in his mind.

But...

To be honest, compared to just pretending to be a heroine and interacting with me, but actually just a cute boy senior, I want to have a simple and simple fight with the real heroine in my heart single day.

for example...

Let's go on a real date together, even if it's just watching a movie or going shopping...

Do some volunteering together and enjoy helping others...  

even...

As soon as you slap your head, you can go wherever you want, and do whatever you want.

Because... as long as you stay with her, this time is meaningful, happy and beautiful.

Megumi Kato's figure appeared in his mind again, and his breathing suddenly became short of breath.

He couldn't help placing his hands on his chest, suppressing the rising and falling chest, and also suppressing the urge to pop out.

He...suddenly, couldn't bear it anymore.

On the detective ramp that day, the scene where she softly and sweetly told her heart seemed like it was just yesterday.

He had thought that the recent dull days would dilute the urge to have her.

But...

Not at all.

The accumulated emotions are like a jug of old wine, which gets stronger and stronger until...it can no longer be contained quietly in his little heart.

The boy who gradually rolled on the bed began to feel sad suddenly.

He really wanted to become an omnipotent superman right away, strong enough to carry her on his back, and roam around this gentle world without any worries.

No longer need to be tied down by heavy study tasks, no longer need to worry about how to share the financial pressure with Auntie Yonezu Hanabi, but just need to stay with her, even if...just holding hands lightly, wandering aimlessly in the on the street.

But...

A certain inferiority complex deep in his heart was like a lock, deeply locking his desire for everything.

He didn't want... When he was standing beside her, someone would be talking beside her:

"Ah, she's actually dating that Mizutaku who hasn't been very good...it must be very hard."

"It's a pity that she's with him..."

Such words, maybe... will make him feel so sad that he almost wants to go crazy.

so...

Since he was a child, he was judged as "not so good" by the people around him, and he always thought "this life should be like this", so he wants to study hard and get admitted to university, and then he wants to become a light novelist. Only then do you want to create works for those who are in the quagmire that can help them get out.

All of this, just to... get recognized.

Only when he is recognized can the ordinary man summon up the courage to stand by her side and announce to everyone who is watching them: he has the ability to write a story called Yu Sheng with her, and he has the ability to write it beautifully , written perfectly.

It was...his, childish and selfish greed.

......

I don't know how long he had been thinking wildly, but Mijinzhuo suddenly woke up.

Bored, he fell asleep again.

then...

Like a ghost, he unlocked the lock screen of the phone again, opened the line, clicked on the conversation box named Megumi Kato, and stared blankly at the interface for sending messages.

Through this interface, he seemed to be able to see the other end of the phone.

What is she... doing now?

Put your phone next to your pillow and...suddenly fall asleep?

Just imagining such a picture, Mizutaka's heart began to gradually grow a heartbeat.

Miss Kato's sleeping face...what does it look like?

Just when he was caught in the imagination...

The phone vibrated suddenly.

Waking up from his fantasy, he looked at the phone screen.

Then, he opened his mouth slightly.

because...

"Yonezu-san, are you asleep?"