I'm Really a God

After being happy, I was a little bit bitter. After knowing what happened to her, I felt so heartbroken, so I tried my best to get closer to her, and even spent the night in the wormhole feeling empathetic about being bitten. It’s a pity that Sakura closed her emotions and watched with numbness. .

This is the age gap.

Jiantong Yanye comforted himself in his heart. After dinner, Yanye was about to leave, but he asked Kou Ziqing to give him a ride. Kou Ziqing followed him to the door of Jiantong's house. Yanye stopped and said:

"Shinji, I've seen the changes in your relationship with Sakura, and I'm very pleased. Speaking of which, do you know Sakura's real background?"

"Grandpa and father didn't tell me, and Sakura didn't mention her past family affairs."

Kou Ziqing could only express ignorance like the real Matou Shinji, Kariya said:

"Our family is a family of magic, which is different from ordinary people, but you have to know that magic is different from all kinds of superheroes worshiped by children. Although the word magic can be magic magic, it can also be used in Japanese or Chinese culture. It is not something worthy of glory to look at the magic word in it."

Matou Kariya thinks that after Shen Er accidentally heard the truth about Matou's family, the child's heart will pursue magic knowledge.Everyone wants to be different, regardless of family background or ability, because there is a sense of vanity in this way. In the original work, Nakato Shinji has money, good looks, and family background, which is already outstanding for ordinary people. It's not enough, because there are people who are far richer than the Matou family, far more handsome than him, and have a more dazzling family background, but the Mo Dao family is different. If they have magic power, it is enough to distinguish them from ordinary people.

Magicians are special, everyone else is mortal.

It was this kind of obsession that made him collapse and paranoid after knowing that Sakura was the hope of the Matou family. Although he had the blood of Matou's name, he was just a "mortal" abandoned by his grandfather , which becomes more and more distorted.

"I know all of this, Uncle Kariya, I also understand your worries. Do you think that I don't have the aptitude for magic, and Sakura is just an adopted one. Instead, she will inherit everything from the Matou family, and worry that I have a psychological gap. If you are so good to Sakura now, will you turn your back on her in the future and make her suffer even more?"

Matou Kariya was stunned, he really had this idea, now that Shinji is Sakura's pillar, if Shinji suddenly hated Matou Sakura, it would really be a bigger harm, enough to make the little girl despair.Kariya Matou even suspected that the old man purposely let Shen Er know more about magic, and at the same time watched the relationship between the two brothers and sisters grow closer, just to see the scene where Shen Er turned his face in the future, and to appreciate Sakura's expression from hope to despair.

Matou Kariya did not expect that the worry in his heart would be easily noticed by his nephew. Is this more wise than a ghost, or is it a prophet?

"Magicians are very paranoid. I have already seen from the book, but a paranoid character and different values ​​​​from ordinary people do not mean that they are obsessed. At least there are good people like you, Uncle Kariya."

Kou Ziqing sent Jiantong Yanye a good person card, and he also unobtrusively classified him as a paranoid magician.The wishful thinking of saving itself is proof that Matou Kariya is bleeding the paranoid blood of a magician.

Matou Kariya smiled bitterly and said:

"I'm not a good person. If Sakura wasn't Aoi's child, I would at most give him some sympathy, and I would definitely not throw myself into a trap."

After finishing speaking, realizing that such words are not suitable for elementary school children, Kou Ziqing said:

"Selfishness is the nature of all human beings, and has nothing to do with magicians. If it were me, I would be the same."

Matou Kariya was dumbfounded, feeling that he was not talking to a child but an adult who saw through everything, shook his head and put aside his weird thoughts and said:

"You actually understand. It seems that I am worrying too much."

Jiantong Yanye couldn't help reaching out and touching Kou Ziqing's head, saying:

"Sakura has an older sister named Tosaka Rin. She must be very sad to be separated from her sister suddenly. I remember that she seems to be a classmate with you. If possible, you can get in touch with her at school and let her understand Sakura's situation. However, How should I put it... Let's talk about the good things."

Kou Ziqing's expression became strange, Kariya's thoughts were good, but Ying probably didn't like hearing your words.

Kou Ziqing said vaguely:

"Ah."

Matou Kariya felt that there was something staring at him that made him uncomfortable. He thought it was the old man's gaze, and suddenly his heart froze, and he said without saying anything:

"Then I'll go first, see you another day."

After watching Jiantong Yanye leave, Kou Ziqing walked back to the entrance of the hall and said:

"Sakura, eavesdropping is not a good behavior."

The door opened, revealing Matou Sakura's small head, and she saw complex emotions in her dull eyes and said:

"Uncle Kariya...has he left?"

Seeing that she didn't mention the eavesdropping, Kou Ziqing didn't say much and nodded:

"Well, he's already gone. Uncle Kariya has actually been paying for your affairs. You should see that his hair has turned gray."

Sakura said indifferently:

"Nissan, how do you think I can thank him?"

"..."

Kou Ziqing smiled bitterly, patted her head and said:

"Don't show such an expression, it's scary. Remember the story I told you about the Saseiin? Don't treat other people as human beings, and only treat yourself as a human being, it's just the beginning of the fall."

Sakura's expression eased a lot, she nodded and said:

"Ah."

As for what she thinks in her heart, Kou Ziqing doesn't have real mind reading skills.But I understand that Sakura has a feeling of disgust towards Matou Kariya, and it is like this a lot of times, often a sentence is wrong, and you will pay for it without saying anything, which will cause resentment instead.

"Let's not talk about that, I have some experience after reading the magic book, let me explain it to you."

When I was in Tohsaka’s house, because the only heir was Tohsaka Rin, Sakura didn’t touch magic. In Matou’s house, the old worm only watched her in pain, but didn’t explain the principles of magic to her. Kou Ziqing had already digested and understood it in two days. A lot of magical knowledge, but they are learning and selling to explain some spells to Sakura.

In the original work, Sakura Sora has infinite magic power, but was defeated by Tohsaka Rin in the incarnation of the Black Holy Grail, which is the loss of lack of knowledge of magic.Although Sakura doesn't have a good impression of magic, but if Nisan is willing to teach, she is willing to listen even if it is boring. The cold and terrifying night is coming, at least now she can enjoy a little more warmth.

Chapter 11 Mother and Daughter

Although the Jiantong family has a history of more than hundreds of years, there are not many books on magic. Kou Ziqing finished reading it in a few days, and then never went to the study room again. Since early in the morning, I have digested all the book knowledge, and I have fully realized what it is and why, and even have my own ideas.

Kou Ziqing not only taught Ying how to cook, but also explained the knowledge of magic to her every day. After Ying washed a potato with water, she felt the magic of magic for the first time, not just bringing pain to people.

"Sakura, your original attribute is an imaginary number. This attribute is very rare. I am afraid that only the Clock Tower Academy, one of the headquarters of the Magic Association, can teach you. Now you have been transformed into a water attribute, although this attribute is very common. , but water is the source of all things, and Taoism advocates the power of water, so this attribute is also promising."

Kou Ziqing explained to Ying the power of the water attribute. Kou Ziqing is no stranger to the power of water. The way of luck is also called Feng Shui, and the power of water has always been respected.Matou Sakura's imaginary number attribute is very strange, similar to the power of the combination of dimension and fantasy, this attribute is indeed rare and powerful, and the water attribute looks very bad.But in reality, the magic power of the water attribute is really strong, and it is also a rare attribute that does no harm to the magician itself but is beneficial.