My Name is Kosaka Kyosuke but I Don't Want to Be Pushed Down by My Sister

Only then did he remember.

"Chiyo, have you eaten yet?"

"Not yet. Eating alone is too lonely, so I took a bento and prepared to eat at Kyosuke's studio with Brother Yitian."

Is it lonely to eat alone?

He didn't feel that way, maybe he didn't feel it because he was eating alone all the time.

However, when I eat alone, and when I eat with Kyosuke Takasaka, the atmosphere I feel is a little different.

Um--

Mainly the diversification and simplification of meals, as well as the difference in taste.

When eating alone, he has explored a lot and made a variety of food to fill his stomach with the least cost. Yes, when eating alone, he is based on filling his stomach, and eating with Kosaka Kyousuke At that time, eating ramen was already considered an improvement in food, um, it can also be said——

That counts as eating, not filling your stomach.

"Then let's eat together."

"Ah."

meals!

His heart bleeds again, to have rice and vegetables, this is too extravagant!

This moment has seen the bill for the deficit at the end of the month.

The doubled pressure made him finally realize why his parents were so busy in the past, and sometimes they refused to ask for leave when they were sick.

You are not alone in need of care.

When he was alone, he could starve himself, but now he couldn't starve Uno Chiyo with him.In fact, he has already realized this truth in the past years of living alone, but he didn't feel it so clearly and profoundly at this moment.

It is obvious that the [-]th year has already passed, but at this moment, I feel for the first time——

The burden called responsibility was on his shoulders.

Now I think of those little friends who fought together with me on the road of no return to comics but couldn’t persevere and give up one by one. I finally understand that it’s not because they are not persistent enough, nor because they have forgotten their dreams. It’s just a burden on their shoulders. It was so heavy that they couldn't breathe, so they had to choose to let go of a part of themselves.

Ha ha--

——It turns out that I am so lucky, I really don't know the blessing in the blessing.

If my parents were not wealthy, perhaps—

Like those people, they can't bear the pressure and are forced to compromise with life, giving up part of themselves and spending their lives in oblivion.

Sitting at the dining table, the two ate in silence, one didn't know what to say, and the other was a rich lady who couldn't speak.

What is the taste of food, is it bitter, is it licking, is it salty, is it spicy, is it light...

He didn't taste it until he was full.

I just remember that the food was very warm, and even the whole body seemed to be warmed up. This should be delicious.

After eating, clear away the dishes.

According to his habit, he would turn off the lights immediately to save electricity bills, go back to his bedroom to fall asleep or catch up on drafts, practice storyboarding, and devote himself to his comic world.

But at this moment, he felt that he had become neglected.

He even watched a TV series with Uno Chiyo, which he always regarded as a waste of life.

But the biggest problem is that he thinks this is life.

This is the real reality, and I have been living in an utopia in the past.

At this moment, my heart also became anxious.

……

……

Recently, the rise of butcher comics has become more and more obvious, which is a good thing, but not a good thing.

The good thing is—

The main test of selling meat comics is the basic skills of an artist, and basically no one is better than those assistants who are struggling for their dreams at the lowest end of the industry. If there is no accident, these people can only rely on Work as an assistant for others, or change the route of light change.

As for leaving the comics industry?

What else can a person like Kurosawa Kazuta who has persisted for many years do besides draw manga?And those who can put down the manga have long since left.

Butcher comics gave these people a hope.

Just like what he said just now, no matter how you sell meat comics, they are still comics.

The downside is—

If this continues, the industry will end sooner or later.

But for the latter, Kosaka Kyosuke is not very worried. Selling meat manga may disturb the industry, and maybe even suppress mainstream manga in the near future, but that is only temporary. Few people who love manga are truly If you want to draw butcher manga, if you have a choice, there are more people who want to draw mainstream manga.

Watching the assistant leave, he was the only one left in the studio, feeling a little lonely.

Get up and turn off the lights and go home.