How to Develop a Sick Brother Control

Then you say it!

I'm listening here! "

The extremely irritable emotions made Kazuya unable to calm down even more, and in the end, he still shouted such words to Kato with a little breakdown.

"Didn't I say it right from the start?

I just want to express these feelings, as for myself, I have never been in this game. "

"According to you, are you a bystander?"

"Yes, bystander, although this bystander is very incompetent to put his feelings into the protagonist, but a bystander can only be a bystander after all, and in the end, it can only be like this."

Kato replied calmly, however, in this conversation, her head shifted away for the first time, as if she didn't want Kazuya to see her feelings.

"Is your outburst so short-lived?"

"Didn't Aragaki-san hope for such a short burst?

You wouldn't want the situation to be more troublesome now, would you? "

"Obviously I just said that I was self-willed, and I just said that I wanted to say it again according to the reaction I didn't expect. In the end, why did it become like this again!"

"It's because there's really no way out!"

Kato's voice trembled for the first time,

"Because I'm used to it!

Because I am used to helping Aragaki-san when Aragaki-san can't solve the problem, because I am used to helping Aragaki-san when I am at a loss, because I am used to staying by Aragaki-san's side in this way ——So I’m used to it. I can’t be self-willed until I get used to it. I don’t like this kind of thing very much! "

At the end, Kato's voice slowly brought a hint of crying, which made Kazuo a little relieved, but what was even more heartbreaking was that the girl opposite him finally exposed her truest side to him.

"What is 'bystander', is it fun to be a bystander in this kind of game?

Absolutely not fun, right?

Why do I have to be Inri-Pie, just because I have a better relationship with Inri-ri?

If I were with you and Eiri, I would help the problem between the two of you more justifiably, wouldn't it?

Isn't it really good to start with?

Didn't we do this in the first place?

But in the end it all went wrong with this latest issue, didn't it?

I've been making everyone happy and satisfied in my own way, but why not this time? "

"Then I understood that if it was really too close, there would be problems. Of course, after that, my suggestion to Kazuya was very successful, and the distance was well maintained at a level of indifference but not unfamiliar. .

I think as long as it is controlled at this level, it will be fine.

However, this is your own problem, Aragaki-san, right?

Why are you so easily confused by the plot in a game, and then say those words?

It's all because of Aragaki-san that I can't keep going, right?

It was all because of Aragaki-san that I screwed up, didn't I?

I don't want to screw up, I really don't want to screw up! "

This is the first time that Kato has added rebukes and complaints to Kazuya without any scruples. With every rebuke, when attacking Kazuya's mind, Kazuya Kazuya finally has an understanding of himself.

It wasn't until this time that he had relied on, how much he had relied on Kato all along.

Although he has encountered situations that make him feel hopeless countless times, Kazuo can solve the problem by himself without relying on anyone, but when he feels that there is nothing he can do, he always feels that there is a way, because Kato did not abandon him .

However, the current Kato is complaining about him, his excessive reliance on her, and his request for her help but nothing in return.

Then, Kazuya knew that after such complaints, Kato Megumi might really have to leave.

It's not the kind of mutual indifference between the two parties, but a spiritual farewell - Kato is right about one thing, she has never regarded herself as a competitor, but a person who is not a competitor. , in the case that even the audience can't be the case, then you can only make yourself completely out of the game.

However, this did not make Kazuya relax, but gave Kazuya a sense of tension. He knew that his reliance on Kato was very poor, but, just as Kato was used to compromising Kazuya, Kazuya, also Got used to relying on Kato.

Therefore, almost without thinking, Kato stretched out his hand and grabbed the collar of Kato's school uniform at the moment when Kato finished venting and was about to turn around.

Kato obviously didn't expect Kato's action, she looked back in surprise, and this made Kazuya even more excited, and the hand that grabbed Kato's shirt added strength.

Then, just like in slow motion during figure skating, under the fallen cherry blossom tree, Kato turned around in a spin, and then, his pupils widened, he fell into Kazuya's arms.

"Kato-"

This situation was something Kazuya didn't expect, and even when Kato was lying in his arms, Kazuya had the feeling of wanting to defend at that moment.

However, it was too late.

How many coincidences will there be in one's life?

And also don't know what the answer to this question is.

However, what he knew was that he didn't want to see all the coincidences today.

Because, at the moment when he held Kato up, he saw Eiri who was biting her lip and didn't speak behind Kato.

If at the beginning, Kazuya could still deceive himself by saying that Yingri only saw the last scene and could solve this misunderstanding, but, next, Yingri's words made him feel that everything, here, is no longer possible. changed.

Tears from her blue eyes flowed quietly down Eri's white face, and Eri's trembling voice reached Kazuya's ears:

"I never said that Megumi, you can't work hard, right?

But, but you are so despicable, aren't you? "

Apparently, Inri-ri misunderstood something.

However, Kazuya also knew that under the current situation, what was misunderstood, or what was not misunderstood, was no longer important.

---------------------------PS---------------------- --------The author's words cannot exceed 500 words, so they are placed in the text. Of course, the text is full of 4k to read with confidence.

PS routine is my long complaint. I know that by now, there are too many people who feel uncomfortable watching the plot. Whether it’s a bookworm or a good starting point, the criticism in the book review area has become more and more The more.

Some directly said that the unfinished ending was inevitable, and some wanted to save me some face, of course, fortunately, they did not directly scold me.

I have no objection that this book is a failure. How can a work with inconsistent writing style be a success, and a novel without an outline and an unprecedentedly poor rhythm can be a success—but even if it is a failure, I would also like to give it an ending.

What will happen to the ending? Actually, everyone should be clear. I will try to wash the scumbag Kazuya, try to make everyone recover from the collapse, and try to give everyone something that will not satisfy everyone, but still makes people feel good about it. Some basic beautiful visions of HE - at the end of the day, I admit that I'm very literary, but I'm still an idealist, so I appreciate incomplete beauty, but I don't like darkness.

I'm not sure if I can write that ending, maybe it's far more likely not than it is.

However, I can only keep trying to write, keep trying to write according to what I have determined now, that's all.

This chapter may be the last in Europe.

In the past six months in Europe, it was actually a very unstable period for Bingjiao. I often wrote long PS complaints and wrote very bad content. I thought about letting Biaojiao eunuch like this more than once The time I sent out the notice of leave two weeks ago, all kinds of things together were very annoying, and I coded Chapter 1 of the new pit that I was going to open after the end of the sick girl. I really wanted to just send out a statement like this eunuch, and then concentrate on writing white, Or just open a new book to change your mood.

But in the end I just posted a very long summary.

Because I have always promised everyone that I will finish the book, which is also a reminder to myself and a sense of mission.

Therefore, whether it is unfinished or satisfied, I am willing to accept any criticism and accusation from everyone, but I will only write according to what I want to write.

16.6.20 Takahiro Ogi (Mikuko Hinata?) wrote in Berlin Apartment

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Kazuya held Kato in both hands, and when Eiri spoke, he couldn't even make the gesture of wanting to hold the other party or the body language to show his attitude.

He could only watch Yingri's tears welling from his eyes, and listen to Yingri's continuous sobbing.

"why?

If you have an idea at the beginning, you can say it, right?

Hui is also, and so is Kazuya, but why don't you talk about it?

Why don't you say it until everyone thinks it's going to be resolved?

No one will blame you, right?

However, why is this so? "

Kato had already broken free from Kazuya's embrace, stood up slowly, and looked at Eiri silently.

"I'm ready, if I lose to Shiyu of Xia Zhiqiu, I'm also ready, but if I lose like this, I'm not convinced, not only me, that guy, too. Do you think so?"

"English pear-"

Kato made a sound to interrupt Eri, but Eri's sad eyes turned around, but her momentum fell.

"—I know what you want to say, Megumi, you want to say that you didn't plan to compete or anything from the beginning?

However, looking at the current situation, will you still stick to your ideas? "

Kato looked at Eiri, trotted a few steps to distance himself from Kazuya, and finally lowered his head and did not continue to speak.

Kazuo didn't dare to look at Ying Lili, because whenever he saw Ying Lili's eyes looking at him, the sad, begging, and lost eyes seemed to drown him, making him breathless.

"So, is it all my fault?"

Kazuya muttered to himself.

Yes, it was indeed all my fault.

Kazuya nodded affirmatively.

From the very beginning, every step of the way, I looked like I was working really hard, however, I was just

"looks"

Just trying, I haven't helped anyone, I've just been asking for help from others, I haven't dealt with any problems well, I've just been implementing other people's opinions according to other people's ideas.

Kazuya Aragaki, after so long, your attitude towards relationships has not changed!

The choices that are forced to make will eventually become irreversible consequences!

Kazuya raised his head and said to himself helplessly.

Kazuo also looked at what Eiri and Kato on the other side were continuing to say. However, he could no longer hear what the other party was saying, because he felt that he was powerless and had been following other people's scripts from the very beginning. He was doing the action, and after the script decided by others broke down, he didn't know what to do.

He also felt that maybe all he needed was a safe haven.

Whether it's escaping from reality or escaping from oneself, Kazuya now just needs an environment where she doesn't have to keep thinking.

"There is only one such environment, right?"