How to Develop a Sick Brother Control

Hanging up the phone, He also suddenly felt a little sore in his eyes, staring blankly at the phone screen, he felt that he might lose something soon.

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Kasumigaoka Shiyu sat quietly in the cafe, looking at the people coming and going all around. In fact, she had been here for a long time.

Of course, this is not to say that Kazuya has been late for a long time, but because Shi Yu arrived a long time in advance.

When dating Kazuya, Shiyu always has the habit of going out a long time early. At first, it was fun and wanted to tease Kazuya, but slowly, it became something Shiyu had always taken for granted. Things - even though she doesn't date Kazuya much.

Although the sunglasses cover up her pretty face, her long straight black hair that hangs down to her back and her beautiful figure that can't be concealed by cool clothes when the seasons change in spring and summer still make her attract many people. attention.

Seeing her just drinking coffee alone in a cafe, there are many people who feel good about themselves and want to chat with her.

For these people, Shi Yu usually refuses directly, but this time, she will ask the people who approached her.

There is only one problem:

"Do you think I am more like a student, or more like a social person."

At first, because of Shi Yu's obviously mature outfit, most people would answer

"It's more like a social person," and then Shi Yu would chuckle and reject the other party's conversation with the coldest voice.

Later, some people became wiser after observing the previous situation, they would obey Shi Yu's intention and answer

"You are more like a student", Shi Yu's attitude towards such a person is much better, but she just expresses sincerely

"Sorry, I'm waiting for someone now."

In the end, everyone understood that although this girl exudes a lonely atmosphere, she is also an unapproachable person. Slowly, there are not many people to talk to.

Shi Yu didn't care about this, of course, she just stirred the coffee in front of her very carefully and slightly, with a satisfied look on her face, and a look of indifference on her face.

The question she faced with the accomplice just now was just an impromptu fun-seeking activity for her. Others won't interfere with her. , also belongs to that person.

After going to university, coupled with his long-term activities as a light novel writer, Shi Yu realized the cruelty of society earlier than everyone else, so, whether it is clothing or temperament, it has gradually become The appearance of a more capable social person - so, from this point of view, the group of people who regarded Shi Yu as a social person at the beginning did not say anything wrong.

The current aura of Shiyu of Xiazhiqiu should not be the aura of a student.

However, from the point of view of Shi Yu herself, she still prefers to treat herself as a student-because, treating herself as a student, emotionally, she can get closer to that guy, even if this closeness , just a self-righteous, seemingly comfortable approach.

As the last person to call before Kazuya left, and the first to call after Kazuya returned.

It looked casual, but Shi Yu didn't know how much effort she put into it.

Of course, she couldn't see him at school as soon as Kazuya returned, like her classmates at school.

Therefore, the method she used was to estimate the time, and in the days when Ayase was about to return, countless times

"accidental"

Passing by the door of Aragaki's house, I saw if the light in the room belonging to Kazuya was on - until one day, she found that the light that had been dark all the time was on, she was very satisfied, and slowly paced back. to his own home.

Then on the next day, she called Heya, and although she appeared to be inquiring about the information with ease and pleasure, no one knew about her efforts behind it. ——Of course, she didn't want him to know that if he chose her in the end, it would be as if she used her own efforts to negotiate conditions with the other party. If the other party didn't choose her in the end, then telling him these things would undoubtedly It added a heavier shackle to his giving up, and Shi Yu didn't want He to bear such shackles when the time came.

The matter of going to Europe to collect materials was not a temporary decision, but a long-term plan-almost as soon as Shi Yu was followed, the editorial department proposed this plan. At that time, Shi Yu, on the one hand, was because Kazuya hasn't come back yet. On the one hand, because she wants to cooperate with Machida's efforts, she has been resolutely delaying and opposing the plan, but she still can't delay it anymore, she still has to go, under this inexplicable situation, she Might really need to go.

Then, Kazuya came back, although time was very tight, although he was about to go to Europe, but that person came back - when he came back, he still had a chance, although his time was indeed running out.

Shi Yu almost counted the time to call Heya. She gave Heya plenty of time for club activities and time to chat with her classmates after school to ensure that he could get through to his phone—because this It was her last and only chance.

Of course, Shi Yu didn't miscalculate this time, and He also received a call. Of course, when she used a senior's

"The Last Appeal"

the tone of

"Date me!"

When, and also did not refuse.

Therefore, she can now sit here very peacefully, waiting for that person to arrive.

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Shi Yu is thinking about this question now. In fact, she has not asked herself this question for a long time.

A long time ago, she remembered that she had a very clear answer: because Kazuki Shiyu, the confident Kasumigaoka, felt that the only person who could catch up with her and be on an equal footing with herself—maybe not completely on an equal footing, but that A person, at least a person who can see his back, can also slow himself down and think it's okay to wait for him.

But is this answer really true?

At that time, when He was also discouraged because of his own suppression, his distance was only getting further and further away from him. Could it be that he didn't like him because of the further and further distance? In the end, he liked him even more, isn't it?

When he resumed the writing of light novels like a child's play, and even gave himself a fierce dismount in the subsequent confrontation with himself, was he happy because that person defeated him?

Not really. At that time, she just had a heart-wrenching pain that she had to fight against Heya, even though she didn't want to show it at that time, and she tried very hard to turn the situation around— - If she really likes him because she recognizes that person's ability, she should like him the most at that time, isn't it?

Even if she really fell in love with him for this simple reason, can this reason count now?

Having entered the industry for so long, Shi Yu is of course a talented novelist, but this does not mean that she has not failed - she has even suffered miserable failures, which still affect her until now. of failed fiction writers, and there are so many geniuses in this industry who have never failed – compared to them, who are you?

Shouldn't I like those people?

Therefore, the so-called

"The only person who can talk to me" is just the reason for liking that she has imposed on herself - without this reason, she will still like him.

So what does she like about him?

Shi Yu thought about it for a long time, but she realized that she didn't know.

She thinks that she will like the kind of self-blame that He also had when he was not famous at first to increase his popularity and then found out that there was actually very little he could do. She thought that she would like the period of cold war with her. And the embarrassment when she met her, she felt that she would like the clumsiness of pushing her wheelchair madly to chase her that night, she felt that she would like that because she and Miss Machida were inexplicably tit-for-tat. Angry, she even liked the sound of apology when he hurriedly called him that snow night, when he left himself alone on the side of the road in order to take care of Ayase.

All in all, she noticed him at first, and then, slowly, I don't know since when, she liked him, and then she already liked everything about him.

Of course, she also likes Kazuya in particular - that is Kazuya's childlike side.

Children are loyal, they don't know the ugliness of adult society, so they don't understand what betrayal is - so Kazuya is just like a child, keeping herself by his side, and she likes that ; However, children are also simple, they don't know how to face their real feelings, and they don't know how to express their feelings - so, Kazuo will also be very troubled when everyone likes him, and don't know how to choose .

Shi Yu would think that if at that time, if he chose himself, she could slowly teach him how to solve other people's problems - but, after that date, Kazuya also chose Eiri, who was just as childish as him.

When two children are together, no matter how deep the relationship is, it will eventually lead to tragedy because of the misunderstanding of children.

From Shi Yu's point of view, although there are some hindsights, it is indeed the case.

Ying Lili and Kazuya, their relationship is as sincere and beautiful as children, but when conflicts erupt, it is also so heartbreaking.

Shi Yu chose a good time to intervene. She succeeded in making the final problem that should belong to Eri and Kazuya to be solved internally, into a triangular problem with her own addition. She was a little nervous, but she was surprised to find that both Kazuya and Yingri were very grateful for her assistance—even if her assistance was such a selfish assistance.

"If you were to appease Kazuya directly at that time and be with him, there should be no problem!"

Sometimes, the demon in Kasumi Hill Shiyu's heart would think so.

However, she still won't do this in the end. Kasumigaoka Shiyu always has her own pride and her own self-esteem, which also determines that she will never do such a sneaky thing - just like her and Ying Lili as expressed:

"I'm here, I'm here to rob your man, so, do you dare to fight?"

Of course, the next problem doesn't seem to be his own problem, and Kato's child ignited the topic with Kato's girl for some reason, and then Kato and Eiri had a fight, and then it seemed like he didn't know what to do. In the end, the child just hid in the corner and cried, and He also chose to escape.

In fact, Shi Yu herself was a little unclear. Before Kazuya left that day, why did she make that phone call to him—like everyone else, it might be a better choice to pretend that she didn't know about it.

Even if he called him, Shi Yu felt that he should say something more about his own benefits, instead of using that person's name to persuade him to come back.

Probably, at that time, she felt that she still had no chance, right?

Although Shiyu of Xiazhiqiu has turned a dead game into a chess game that she can face upright and vigorously, but she has a feeling that in the end, she can only do her best in this vigorous confrontation Struggles, and then, after the hardest struggle, dives alone and disappears.

"But, sure enough, I still refuse to admit defeat!

Why should I throw in the towel if I haven't tried it? "

Shi Yu put her hand on her chest and patted the ticket that she had kept on her chest, sighing as if singing an aria.

She still has one last chance, and she doesn't want to give up her last chance.

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu thinks that Aragaki Kazuo is also a child, but, Xiazhiqiu Shiyu himself, is it not a child?

If not a child, how could her mind be so sensitive, how could her thoughts be so romantic?

In the final analysis, every writer should be a child. When they create their own works, they bring the lowest and most subtle expectations in their hearts. Therefore, Shiyu of Xiazhiqiu should also be a child!

There was a happy expression on the girl's face - if it is a child, then, it is forgivable to fantasize about it, right?

If it is a child, then, it is understandable to fight hard at this opportunity, right?

Because, although I can pretend to be very rational, there is still the softest corner in my heart.

Then, Shi Yu saw that the man he had been waiting for for a long time walked into the cafe, looking around looking for him.

So she stood up and walked towards each other with a smile.

That smile, like a child's.

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When Kazuya arrived at the reserved cafe, he found out helplessly: Kasumigaoka Shiyu appeared in the cafe early again, waiting for his arrival, which made him somewhat dull. After all, three dates , Although he was not late, it seemed to be a very shameful thing to make the girls wait.

Of course, Shi Yu looked much more relaxed than him, showing a very childish smile. When she came up to him, Kazuya felt somewhat relieved—but it was only a little bit, Because he immediately thought of the upcoming parting between the two.

"It's late again!

Kazuya-kun! "

Shi Yu looked at Kazuya with a teasing face.

If it's in the past, Kazuya may even explain to Shi Yu.

"It's obviously that you came too early, not that I came too late"

And so on, but this time, he honestly admitted his mistake:

"Sorry, Shi Yu-senpai."

Seeing Kazuya's rare obedience, the smile on Shi Yu's face slowly solidified. The careful and sensitive she already understood the meaning of Kazuya's statement.

"Kazuya, I'm looking for you this time for a date!"

Stepping forward, she held Kazuya's hand and said sincerely.

Shi Yu's hands can hardly be called beautiful, and the calluses left by long-term code words are even more difficult to get rid of, but there is a strange warmth in her palms - which makes He also have to look up in surprise. Looking at Shi Yu.

He saw the relaxed smile of Kasumigaoka Shiyu.

He didn't know whether this smile was sincere or fake, but he was indeed infected by this smile.