Ten hours later, she would wait in silence, seven hours away from the jet lag.
She didn't give up in the end, and she won't give up in the end.
If Kazuya's departure is an escape, then her departure is to wait for a new future.
"I didn't hear your refusal anyway."
She thought so, her lips were upturned, showing a slight arc, and Shiyu of Kasumigaoka curled up on the plane like a child.
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I don't know since when, Kato Megumi has fallen in love with watching everyone silently, and then silently influencing and controlling the overall situation from behind.
Of course, that's not to say she's a manipulative behind-the-scenes figure.
She just saw something and wanted to correct something, that's all.
She likes this feeling.
It made her feel very mature, and sometimes it also reminded her of the little boy she silently observed when she was a child, the little boy who was far more mature than his peers.
She thought that she should have longed for the boy's attitude - since she was a child.
Although, when she saw him again, his arrogant and confident aura was still there, but the calmness and maturity far beyond his peers were gone.
Of course, that's not actually a bad thing either - it means that Kazuya isn't an adult yet, which means Kazuya also has a teenage waywardness, which of course is a good thing, if it's still like a teenager If she is mature, Kato will feel longing, but if she is old-fashioned like an adult, then she will be disgusted by it, right?
That person can no longer control the field, but he still habitually controls the atmosphere, masters the rhythm, and makes the whole group move in the direction that he thinks is good.
That's what she thought when she joined the blessing-software club.
He also praised her as a perfect atmosphere adjuster, which she readily accepted-because she observes everyone's emotions with a very detached attitude, and then uses a way that everyone is satisfied to achieve. purpose that you think is good.
It takes great skill - but Kato thinks he's not bad at all.
Except on that person.
At the beginning, Kato felt that even if it affected his relationship, as long as he handled it well, the result would be good. Therefore, although she lost her temper during the date, her intention to give up was still conveyed to Kazuya, she The gesture of cheering for Ying Lili was still conveyed to her good best friend.
Then, Kazuya naturally chose English pears.
Kato thinks this is really good.
Although she will be sad, she has succeeded, she has successfully achieved what she thinks
"The state of being good as a group should be". - It should be like this.
Originally, it should be like this.
she thought so.
But in fact, the subsequent situation has been beyond her control.
Kazuya and Yingri will quarrel, yes, it's normal, so if you can't get involved in Yingri's side, then just help Kazuya to solve the problem, as she herself has always done before.
However, the solution of the problem in that novel made Kato realize for the first time that his advice, and the result of his advice, may be completely different from what he expected.
This was also the first time Kato had the idea of giving up that he was powerless.
Of course, Shi Yu's next intervention was even more unexpected. At that time, she could only helplessly watch Kazuya's feelings run wild on a track that was unfamiliar to her, and then she was very anxious, but could not do anything about it. . ——Then, for some reason, this track was connected to him, and he shattered the very good thing he had been hiding all along, and showed it to him.
Until that time, Kato still felt that this was controllable, as long as he formed a tacit understanding with Kazuya, as long as he told the other party to hide his feelings well, and let the other party not take these things too seriously, that is can be controlled.
This was Kato's last field control -- however, this time the field control has also ended in a fiasco.
Looking at Ying Riri's unbelievable expression and angry voice at that time.
For the first time, Kato produced a
"fear"
Emotions.
And when she was at a loss, Kazuya also left, and he chose to escape.
Kato felt that if it wasn't for his extra manipulation and field control, the results might not have been so bad.
She realized for the first time that in this relationship, she always joined in the role of a self-assured bystander, exerting influence on her own, but, in fact, she was deeply involved from the beginning, Her so-called atmosphere of control is nothing more than making herself deeper and deeper and making the situation more and more chaotic.
So now she knows: she is no longer willing to let the so-called environment and feelings develop according to her own wishes. She feels that she should work hard once according to her own heart.
But she also knew that maybe, it was too late now.
From the time she knew Shi Yu was leaving, she felt that it might be too late.
But even so, she has to make the last effort, not for the collective, but purely for her own efforts.
------------------------------Dividing line------------------ --------------- Shi Yu's departure was not without turbulence among the crowd, and even had a very obvious effect.
Although she left very secretly, everyone from blessing-software, who had worked with her before, quickly learned the news of Shi Yu's departure.
Of course, the same goes for Ayase, who knows Kazuya's itinerary the most.
Everyone knows exactly what Shiyu's departure from Kasumigaoka means.
They also clearly realized that Kazuya came back this time with a certain awareness.
However, it was precisely because they knew Shi Yu's departure that everyone was trembling.
If it wasn't me who chose me, wouldn't it be best for me to disappear like her in the end?
Even Ayase, who is closest to Kazuya now, will be a little lost when preparing Kazuya's lunch, and even smiled wryly in front of Kazuya:
"My brother said that we need to solve the problems one by one, but if Ayase is also the object of my brother's rejection, what should Ayase do now?
Could Ayase still be her brother's sister obediently?
This is impossible right? "
At this time, Kazuya suddenly felt that he was speechless about what Ayase said, and he even had the urge to escape again.
Of course, this time, the firm belief in his heart prevented him from taking this action. He knew that if he evaded again this time, the result would be irreversible.
Moreover, Shi Yu's departure objectively forced him to implement his own ideas.
It would be even more irresponsible for Shi Yu to continue to maintain this ambiguous and painful relationship with other girls when Shi Yu left, and Kazuo knew this.
Therefore, in the face of Ayase's unintentional questioning, at most he just touched Ayase's head and said:
"In my heart, Ayase is always a younger sister, and I will always protect Ayase. This will not change because of any other answer."
And Ayase nodded lightly as if she had received some consolation, and then continued to think as if nothing had happened.
And for Kazuya, the biggest problem right now is not how to express your thoughts to girls - but how to offer them the date invitations you envision, because no one can be sure at this point. , a date invitation may be a delicious dessert, but, naturally, it may also be a last supper.
"It would be great if everything could be decided before Shi Yu-senpai left."
When there were only Kazuya and Rinya left in the audio-visual classroom, Kazuya couldn't help complaining to Rin.
"It's not a bad thing to invite now, at least, if the other party agrees to your invitation, it means that the other party is already mentally prepared, so even now, you won't tell me, who will you choose in the end? ?"
"I just don't want you to say something to influence my judgment after hearing my choice.
Wouldn't it be nice if you didn't want to do that too? "
"So, I can think that your final choice is not in line with my inclination, is it?"
Ren also looked at Kazuya seriously and asked.
"So, sometimes your reaction is too sharp, Lun Ye."
"is it?
From my point of view, I originally thought that she still had a chance to win, but in the end, is long-term relationship the most important thing? "
Lun also said to himself,
"Then, Kazuya, let's reject her properly.
Because she is the heroine I have always admired! "
"So, I don't like your too sharp judgment."
Kazuya turned his head, pretending not to understand Lunya's words, and didn't give him a clear answer.
And Lun also saw Kazuya's reaction, he just sighed and didn't want to explain any more.
Of course, in this conversation with Lun Ye, objectively, he still made up his mind to invite him.
Now, apart from Ayase, who can still talk to him normally, Kato's neighbor should be the best breakthrough.
After all, although the two sides still seem to be in a cold war - this cold war does not stem from an emotional misunderstanding between the two parties, but rather is an embarrassment that neither of them knows how to face each other.
And this embarrassment, and also decided to use his own hands to break.
"Yo, Kato!"
When Kazuya almost put his whole body on Kato's table and spoke to her, he felt like a huge villain, but to attract Kato's attention, Kazuya thought it was the best one way up.
"Aragaki-san, you now occupy the space on my desk, blocking my reading."
Kato's brows wrinkled slightly, and then, let Kato also feel that he hadn't heard for a long time, that cold but calm voice sounded.
"My purpose is this. If it's just a simple conversation, I think, Kato, you will refuse to talk to me?"
"Under what conditions did Aragaki-san deduce this conclusion?
I don't think I have any reason to reject your words. "
Kato's reaction was somewhat unexpected to Kazuya. Although Kato's tone of speech is still calm, Kazuya always feels that there are some frozen feelings in her words that make him feel daunting. .
That feeling is not the kind of irony that Shi Yu often made to him before, but another kind of coldness and indifference from the heart.
But she still agreed to talk to herself—and that's a big plus.
"If you don't reject my words?
But this should be the first time the two of us have spoken since I came back, right? "
"That's naturally because you didn't talk to me, and I have nothing to talk to you. The answer is that simple."
Kato reluctantly moved his chair back slightly,
"So, since Aragaki-san asked me to talk today, I naturally agreed."
"Hey, hey, I went to America without saying goodbye, and now that I'm back, don't you have any questions to ask?
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