How to Develop a Sick Brother Control

Burying her head on his chest, still holding her tight hug, Ayase's voice came softly.

"So, until now, does brother still not understand what Ayase is thinking?"

Chapter 4: If You Can Confess Everything

If some boundaries are not broken, they may only be buried in the heart for a lifetime, but when such boundaries are broken, the surging emotions will only ruthlessly swallow people and make people completely addicted to them.

Ayase's lips were covered with his own, which was an obvious statement. Other types of kisses were shallow, and he might be able to barely maintain his mood, but when his lips met, he couldn't help but feel When he hugged his sister, he knew that the dam in his heart had collapsed.

"So, until now, does brother still not understand what Ayase is thinking?"

The soft call of his sister made his heart sink slowly.

He hugged Ayase even harder and nodded.

"So, can I look forward to what my brother thinks?"

"Isn't my idea clear enough?"

"However, I want my brother to say it himself."

However, somewhat willfully, Ayase took the initiative to break free from Kazuya's arms, looked up into his eyes, and said firmly.

"Hey--"

He shook his head with a wry smile, just like he had done countless times before in the face of his younger sister's willfulness, Kazuya patted Ayase's head and replied subconsciously,

"Then I'll say it myself, and my answer is—"

However, the moment he was about to answer, he was a little stunned.

Looking at his sister blankly, he understood the meaning of her words, even if he knew his own emotions clearly, even if he made this choice without hesitation, it was not as easy as he imagined to say these words. .

After all, this is his sister!

He has liked her since he was a child, and he has guarded her since he was a child. In order to prevent her emotions from suffering the kind of shock he knows, he has done many things that are very shameful to him, but he has never regretted it. , he just wanted to protect the girl named Ayase Ayaki.

If he wanted to protect him because of the sad history that happened to the girl with this name in his memory at first, then later, he really wanted to protect Ayase, his younger sister, Ayase who is her favorite object.

In fact, he always felt that, from a very early time, his feelings for Ayase were purely his brother's feelings for his sister.

The other feelings that Ayase had for Ayase, who was just a character in a story, that existed a long time ago should be completely replaced by this kind of affection.

However, now he has realized that he likes this Ayase in front of him—not out of family affection, but out of love.

But what exactly is this love?

He is worried about this - he once liked that Ayase Ayase as a character in the story. If his current feelings for Ayase are a re-explosion of such feelings, then he is not qualified to say

"like"

The reason for this sentence, because that kind of love is a thin feeling after all.

If what he really likes is his sister who gets along with him day and night—how can such a thing be allowed?

All of his previous protections and all his previous efforts were not for Ayase, but for his most selfish and primitive emotional impulses. Isn't this kind of feeling even worse?

He likes her and she likes him, the question is simple.

However, he felt that he was not qualified to like her, nor could he like her.

Kazuya's expression darkened, he turned his head with some difficulty, avoiding his sister's gaze, he said softly:

"Sorry, what happened just now, I will pretend it never happened, let's go back, Ayase."

She tentatively pulled her sister's hand, but Ayase had no intention of leaving.

"why?"

"Uh?"

"why?"

Kazuya turned his head and looked at his sister's delicate face, two lines of tears slowly flowed down,

"Why did my brother refuse?

My brother is obviously ready to agree, right?

But why did you hesitate in the end? "

"After all, we are siblings!"

Kazuya also turned his head with a complicated look.

"Just because of that?

Does your brother think that Ayase has not considered this?

But Ayase also worked hard to confess, and Ayase also worked hard to overcome this prejudice—if my brother likes Ayase, why can't he work hard like Ayase? "

"Probably because I'm not as strong as Ayase—you know, I've always been a weaker person than you."

"Brother is lying!"

"It's not that easy to lie!"

"It is precisely because it is not so easy for my brother to lie, so Ayase can see it. It was like this before, and it is the same now. I can accept my brother's rejection, my brother can say that he likes other people, and my brother can Saying that you don't like Ayase - if that's the kind of rejection I'll have absolutely no complaints.

But why?

My brother obviously doesn't like other seniors, and my brother clearly likes Ayase. Obviously, just before my brother finally shook his head, my brother was about to confess to Ayase. I could see that, but why did you refuse in the end?

If you don't figure this out, Ayase won't go! "

"It's not something you can understand anymore."

"So, without saying it, why does brother always think that Ayase can't understand?"

Grabbing Kazuya's wrist fiercely, with Kazuya's unimaginable persistence, Ayase pulled him to her side.

"You just promised me, didn't you?

My brother wants to be with Ayase all the time, but if it's not like this, it's meaningless!

If it wasn't for being together like this, then sooner or later my brother would leave Ayase, and Ayase would also leave my brother. Isn't my brother afraid?

I'm so scared!

It's easy to lie about being together all the time, if there is no real, if there is no real together, then Ayase, Ayase will kill your brother! "

"Really, really, I will kill my brother!"

His sister was crying so hard, but he could only watch helplessly.

"If killing me solves the problem—"

"—But I don't want to kill my brother, how can I think?

It's impossible to think, I just want my brother to tell me the reason, I just don't want my brother to bear it alone, I just want my brother to feel that I can understand it! "

Ayase's howling cries hit Kazuya's heart again and again.

If you can tell Ayase, maybe everything will be resolved.

He thought so.

However, what if your behavior is really as bad as you think it is?

What if Ayase couldn't forgive herself after hearing about her actions?

What if he lost Ayase after confessing everything?

He couldn't accept all this.

If he doesn't say anything, then he can at least hug Ayase like he is now. Although there is no way to be together, the two are still brothers and sisters, and he can quietly guard him as he did in the past.

And if they confessed their sins, would the two still have such a chance to embrace?

"Ayase,"

he said softly,

"I like you, I really like you, not as a brother or sister, but as a lover, and it's because of you that I reject everyone else - this is my sincere words.

However, I am afraid that I am not qualified to like you. "

"So, why don't you qualify?"

"If I confess, I will lose you completely."

"But if big brother doesn't tell the truth, Ayase will lose big brother completely!"

"How could this be?

Even if nothing happens, I'm still your brother, and that alone won't change. "

Kazuya said with a forced smile.

"Is it really?"

Ayase replied quietly,

"But, brother, didn't you notice?

Ayase has nowhere to go. Ayase has already expressed her love for her brother in her heart. It is impossible for Ayase to pretend that nothing has happened, right?

If her brother rejected Ayase, then Ayase might really not be able to see her brother again—because, when she saw her brother, Ayase couldn't control her emotions.

Therefore, Ayase also had the consciousness to bet everything, and told her all this to her brother! "

Ayase, as expected, you are stronger than me!

Looking at this resolute girl in front of her, the firmness revealed in her pupils, and her dedication to her own emotions, made He also a little embarrassed.

"I don't know what my brother thinks, but I only know one thing, no matter what my brother does, as long as I like my brother, it will not change. Is it possible that my brother has not realized my awareness until now. Does it really make sense?"

Now, I still realize it!

Kazuya smiled wryly, if he couldn't express the awareness that Ayase's contrast was with, then even if he escaped this level, he wasn't worthy of continuing to protect him, right?

"Then, Ayase, I'll tell you,"

He raised his head and said

"I will tell you these things with the worst consciousness of being hated by you, rejected by you, and of the worst."