Pastor of Tomorrow's Ark

Looking at the figure of the doctor, Bai Ye praised softly.

PS1: I'm exhausted, I had a day of class today

Chapter 501 Chapter 18 I'm afraid of myself

(Today I ate potato chips and Coke...)

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"Well……"

Hearing Bai Ye's praise, the doctor blushed and lowered his head.

"I believe that the doctor worked so hard, it must not be out of pure anger... You must not stay in Rhodes Island to prove that you are better than yourself in the past, right?" Bai Ye looked at the shy doctor and asked.

Sipping his coffee, the doctor was silent for a long time before gently answering Bai Ye's question:

"There are indeed various reasons for staying in Rhodes Island. For example, I have no other place to go other than here... However, the main reason is because of that child of Amiya..."

"I still remember the look in Amiya's eyes when I first woke up. At that time, I had an illusion. I could feel how important I was to her."

"Amiya, you trust me unconditionally. I don't remember what happened between my past self and her... But that trust and love cannot be faked."

The doctor raised his head and looked at Bai Ye:

"Bai Ye, you know, I was really scared when I first came here, I had an illusion, as if I didn't belong to this world... This world is strange to me, I don't understand anything , don't understand anything."

"Infected people, ore disease, moving cities, natural disasters... I don't understand, I don't understand."

"However, I know the language here, and I can command battles inexplicably. As long as I take over the battlefield, I will inexplicably have many more tactics in my mind, as if this is an instinct..."

"This conflicting feeling makes me want to tear myself in two... because I feel that I am not myself, it seems to be another person."

The doctor clenched his fist as he spoke.

Every time she recalled this feeling, she felt as if her heart was grabbed by something, making her breathless.

Bai Ye reached out and held the girl's little hand on the coffee table.

The gentle touch made the doctor relax slowly.

"During that time, Amiya has been by my side, comforting me and encouraging me. Without her, I don't know if I would have survived..."

"So, I want to respond to her expectation and realize her dream with her."

"Amiya once said to me, 'Doctor, there is a long road under our feet...Maybe this is a journey without an end, but if I am with you, I feel very happy.'"

"I also feel...very happy."

The doctor said with a slight smile on his face.

But Bai Ye knew that there was still a shadow deep in her heart, which was a kind of fear.

The doctor in Rhodes Island always wears an opaque mask, and no one can see her face clearly.

In battle, the doctor always gives various orders without changing his face, and will not be affected by the tense battle situation at all, so some operators will think that the doctor is omnipotent and fearless.

"So, what are you still afraid of?" Bai Ye asked softly.

The doctor's originally smiling face froze, and the smile froze on his face, and she was holding Bai Ye's hand hard.

"Did... Amiya tell you?" The girl's original smile became bitter.

"Half, half..." Bai Ye nodded first, then shook his head.

Amiya just told him before that the doctor always had nightmares at night, as if there was a nightmare deep in his heart.

But because this kind of emotion does not point to Amiya herself, and it is quite hidden, even Amiya can't tell it exactly.

Amiya's ability is not invincible, and her emotional absorption is not a true mind reading, not to mention, she is unwilling to use this ability for friends.

Bai Ye guessed it himself.

"I'm definitely scared... just been scared and never stopped."

The doctor nodded, and the smile on his face gradually faded away.

Raising her hand to gulp down the coffee in the cup, the girl wiped the brown-black liquid overflowing from the corner of her mouth, and replied after a moment of silence:

"Say it, don't laugh at me, I'm worried about my memory recovery..."

"I don't know what kind of person I was before. I am afraid that I will become a completely different person. That me, is it still me?"

"Then, today I met W. I care a lot about what she said. What did I do in the past? If I did something bad in the past, how should I face those who trust me... ..."

The original fear was exacerbated by W's words, and now the girl became even more disturbed.

"Whether it's you in the past or you in the present, you are yourself. This is something you always have to face, and I can't help you."

"But you can rest assured that if you really recover your memory in the future and want to do some bad things, I will definitely stop you before that."

After listening to the doctor's worries, Bai Ye shook his head. He couldn't help the doctor on this matter.

This is what the girl in front of her has to face, and the words of others are meaningless.

"It's okay, Bai Ye, I really appreciate you listening to me today, thank you."

Some things have been held back in the doctor's heart for a long time, and she is very happy to be able to say them today.

The two chatted for a while, Bai Ye looked at the time on the terminal and said:

"We have to gather very early tomorrow morning, so go back to bed early."

"Ah."

The girl nodded, but paused slightly after getting up, then turned around and looked at Bai Ye with some hesitation.

"Huh? What's wrong?"

Bai Ye tilted his head and asked curiously.

"Hmm... Well, Bai Ye, can you not tell Amiya what I said today." The doctor said hesitantly.

"Don't worry, I won't tell. This is a secret that belongs to the two of us."

Bai Ye nodded.

He is a qualified confidentiality keeper.

"A secret that belongs to the two of us..." The girl repeated what Bai Ye said, her cheeks flushed slightly.

"Well, Bai Ye, I'm leaving first."

Finally, the doctor left the Columbia Cafe as if he had run away.

"I don't know if she knows the way back... But she is a doctor from Rhodes Island, so she shouldn't get lost..."

Bai Ye looked at the back of the girl running away, and scratched his head strangely.

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"The door here is actually...installed..."

At the same time, a white-haired girl walked alone in the corridor of Rhodes Island.

PS1: W, containment failure

PS2: Good night, sweet dreams

Chapter 502 Chapter 19 Revisiting the old place

(Oh, I'm not talking about the last run, but the pure station before. It's really good...I push it for an hour before going to bed every day.)

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The white-haired and red-eyed girl wandered alone in the corridors of Rhodes Island at night, no matter how you looked at it, it was a strange thing.

Moreover, the most important thing is that the girl's identity is a Sarkaz mercenary code-named W, a former (?) cadre of the integration movement.

Perhaps it was because Kelsey and Amiya had to be busy once they returned to Rhodes Island, so they didn't care about W's affairs.

Fortunately, W is not really a "person" alone. Behind her is a guard robot that is about the same height as her - Castle-3.

In the dimly lit corridor, Castle-3's scarlet "one eye" is always watching W's movements.

"I said... Actually, you don't have to stare at me like this... Well, forget it, anyway, even if I say so, you won't answer."

"Talking to a robot, I'm probably stupid..."

W shrugged and sighed.

Originally, she thought that she could control her emotions well, but when she set foot on the main ship of Rhodes Island again, an indescribable emotion flooded her heart.

Involuntarily, the girl walked towards the depths of Rhode Island alone.

No one appeared to stop her along the way. Right now, the entire Rhodes Island is busy, and everyone is preparing for the next combat mission, and there is no time to allocate manpower to look after W.

Of course, W knew that things would not go so smoothly. After passing the door of a cabin, a six-wheeled industrial-grade work platform followed her.

W, who was stared at by Castle-3, was a little uncomfortable. In a sense, his own guard robot was much more difficult and boring than ordinary humans.

The girl would rather deal with Kelsey than stay with such a square and joyless six-wheeled platform.

"But there are quite a lot of weird things on Rhodes Island..."

Along the way, she has seen a lot of strange things—for example, a hall full of various biological fossils and specimens.It's like walking into a museum.

Thinking of this, W stretched out his hand and patted Castle-3.

"Attention, please do not beat the device hard, otherwise it will cause damage to the device."

Suddenly, Castle-3 lights flicker and makes a rather cute sound.

W was taken aback by the sudden change.