Little Tyrant Doesn't Want to Meet with a Bad End

Looking at the wide-eyed Roja, the middle-aged man shook his head, and said lightly:

"Our Akat family has not fallen to that point, and more importantly, Alisa may not be unable to come back."

Having said that, Cartier reached into his arms and took out a letter, handed it to Roja and said softly:

"......this is for you."

"For me?"

The boy who heard Katya's words blinked, took a look at the letter, and the golden pupils immediately shrank uncontrollably.

【To Eldest Brother——Alyssa Arkat】

Chapter 620 Alisa's Letter (6k)

In the living room, Roja Acate held the letter in his hand, stared at the line on the envelope paper in silence, and on the opposite chair was Katia holding a teacup.

For the black-haired boy, it is very heartwarming to know that Katya has not been shaken by what happened to Alyssa. As a father, Katya has lived up to the expectations of the children after all, but the other The letter he brought with him disturbed Roja's thoughts.

According to Cartier, this letter was found in the girl's room in the Acate mansion. According to the time, it should be before Alisa went to the area where Roja disappeared, that is to say, she stayed in Acate deliberately. within the mansion.

Roja felt very uncomfortable when he heard this, because it meant that the girl with silver-white hair had already had a premonition of the upcoming awakening at that time, and she was probably very confused about the future, but even in this When she needed the people around her the most, Roja was not by her side.

At that time, Katya was fighting aliens on the border, and they were not in Acate. This was understandable to Roja, and therefore he did not have any complaints against the Marquis, but even so, Katia still felt that he had lost his father job.

"Alisa's mood was very unstable at that time. I always thought about writing more letters to appease her, but after thinking about it carefully, the serious consequences of your disappearance cannot be filled by a few letters. I should have gone back then."

"No, father, you didn't do anything wrong. Fighting aliens is the top priority even now. Everything is my problem."

Roja said so, looking at Alisa's letter in front of him, touching the envelope for a long time, his eyes flickering endlessly, and Katya sighed when he saw this.

"Open it. It was originally left to you by her. No matter what is written in it, as a brother, you should accept it."

"......oh, I understand now."

Nodding his head slightly, the black-haired boy took a deep breath and opened the envelope in front of him. As the letter opened, Roja could no longer shift his eyes. He stared at the letter and carefully read it word by word. .

[To my elder brother,

Since you can see my letter, it means that your brother has returned safely, right?In that case, the first thing to do is to celebrate the successful escape of my brother. To be honest, I have no doubts about this.

Although the people around me, even Anna, are getting thinner and thinner because of worrying, but I know that my elder brother has experienced dangers since I was a child, but I will come back every time, and return to me to continue the ordinary and ordinary days life, so this time I don't think it will be an exception.

But I'm sorry, my lord brother, since you have read this letter, it means that I failed to greet you with a smile after you have overcome many difficulties. For this, I am really sorry.

In fact, I've been a little uneasy recently, not because of the disappearance of my elder brother, but because of something wrong with my own physical condition.

Recently, I always have some strange dreams. Everything in the dream is not what I saw, but it is as real as my personal experience. The mantra in my body has begun to change for some reason. The most important thing is the deeper Something, I feel, is changing.

Although I don't know what it is, one thing I can be sure of is that my existence is indeed becoming thinner, as if being diluted by those dreams, especially in the moonlight, and occasionally I even forget myself.

For this, I'm really scared.

Whether it is the conjurer of the Akat family or the medical team of the Solophia family, no matter how much I ask about my situation, I have no clue. In order to prevent the situation from worsening, I will stay awake in the dark at night, but even So I'm afraid there is a limit.

I'm sorry, I said so many complaints, I didn't want to write these, but recently I'm in a mess, especially when I insist on myself, my mind is full of things about my brother and the relationship between us.

Yes, in fact, I have been worrying about this matter recently, and even have a flaw in my mood because of it.

Brother, do you really like me?

Or do you really like me as a woman?

We grew up together, if you want to say whether you like it as a family member, I would know the answer even if my elder brother doesn’t tell me, but do you have any love for me as a woman?

Honestly, I don't know.

If you think about it carefully, my lord brother has been avoiding me. I have never experienced difficulties with you, and I always miss the opportunity. I want to confirm my heart over and over again, but I still can’t do it. Until now, I have already A little scared of that answer.

Why do we seem to be the farthest when we are the closest people?

You pushed my hand away, is it for our better future?Or just say no?If it is the latter, what is my persistence, hard work, and everything for?

The thought of these questions shakes my spirit, but I cannot bear not to write about them.

I'm sorry, my lord, I may really have reached my limit.

What will become of me next, I don't know, but I can guarantee one thing, that is, I will leave the Akater's house. After all, this place is full of our memories, and I cannot bear the destruction of this place.

What will I look like the next time we meet?Will I become an enemy of my brother?

I'm changing, but I don't know the result. If I become an ugly monster, please don't look at me. Please promise me this alone. I don't want people I like to see ugly.

If the appearance does not change, but becomes an enemy that cannot coexist, then please kill me with your own hands, even if it is death, I don't want to leave it to others.

I sincerely hope that neither of these situations will arise. If possible, I would like to retract this letter myself.

Well, look forward to our goodbye. —Alyssa Arkart.

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Sorry, my lord.

The letter is obviously finished, but sure enough, I am not that strong.

I take back what I said before, my lord brother, I am really still afraid, afraid that my existence will disappear, afraid of becoming something horrible.