Can't You Be Chased?

Although the aura is at odds, Sayuri believes that Miyazaki-kun, who works in a bar, will not embarrass Eriri too much just because of her own face.

So, she let Ying Lili go out.

According to her experience of going back and forth between home and the bar many times, if Ying Lili did nothing but change her coat, she would be able to return from the bar in an hour, but her daughter took twice as long as expected.

This made her unable to help but think in the direction of "did something happen between these two people".

"...Ah...um."

Ying Lili, with erratic eyes, also gave a very vague answer.

Although I was very angry when I quarreled with my father, I wanted to tell my mother everything, so that she couldn't be kept in the dark, but after my brain calmed down, I became hesitant again.

You still have to say it, but you have to consider the tone of your speaking, and the way you confess.

If the mother is provoked for her own reasons, then she is too... too failed and too sinful as a daughter.

The brain is shaking.

And Sayuri Sawamura also saw at a glance that she had something to hide from herself.

It has nothing to do with mother and daughter radar, keen sixth sense, etc., it's purely because Ying Lili's acting skills are too bad.

It's not enough to cultivate well enough.

Although she felt such a sigh in her heart, she didn't have the idea of ​​asking.

——Ying Lili couldn't hold back.

"That boy on TV just now is the [-] million you mentioned earlier, right?"

Sayuri Sawamura, who was very patient, threw out a topic that would definitely interest her: "If I remember the real name correctly, it seems to be Hibari Miyazaki? At a glance, it is indeed quite similar to Miyazaki-kun."

"What, correct your statement. The order of the portraits is changed! It is he who resembles [-] million people, not [-] million people who resemble him."

"...Is there a difference?"

"That's a huge difference."

"Didn't you say you don't like him anymore, have you decided to give up?"

"..."

Ying Lili, who was blocked by her mother's quick words, lay down and leaned on her lap in frustration.

Although the words have been spoken, her heart is beyond her control.

So I still care, I'm still sad, I'm still... I can't help but pay attention to things about him.

"What do you like about him, Yinglili?"

"...I don't know either. But he's the reason why I don't like other people."

After confirming her intention, she did a lot of childish things before meeting him.

For example...

When peeling the apple, I made a bet in my heart that if the apple peel was not broken, then she and him would be able to be together smoothly, and become a loving couple made in heaven in the eyes of others, so I carefully peeled the first complete apple peel in my life.

Let's say...

I have inexplicable expectations for odd-numbered petals, even-numbered steps, and steps that stop after counting to three.

After successfully guessing, make a wish, but the result is not as expected.

Before it really started, her love affair with Ba Yi died prematurely.

"If you like it so much, why don't you want to fight for it?"

"Because Kato liked him first."

"... Promise."

Sayuri Sawamura said so, but she never stopped smoothing her hair.

She was wondering if she had raised this child too naively.

If she had been like a daughter back then, it would be impossible to defeat her husband, Qingmei.

Some things can be waived, but some things cannot be taken a step back.

When the idea of ​​"letting go" was born, Ying Lili had already lost a lot to the opponent.

"Are you hungry."

Ying Lili, who was so comfortable being smoothed, suddenly turned over and got up.

She's out for dinner, but Mom probably hasn't.

After thinking about it, I still think it is more appropriate to say it at the dinner table.

"No."

Sayuri Sawamura who was questioned shook her head.

"I'll do it for you."

Ying Lili, who rolled up her sleeves, took the ingredients from the refrigerator and went to the kitchen after speaking.

Sayuri Sawamura: "..."

The meals her daughter cooked before made her very worried about cooking.

Forget it...

If it is not possible, she will cook herself some fast food.

Although she was mentally prepared, Sayuri Sawamura was still taken aback when her daughter brought the prepared meals.

——Three dishes and one soup, all green.

Why are you so obsessed with green...

Sayuri Sawamura, who was pushed to sit down at the table, bit the bullet and picked up the chopsticks under the expectant gaze of Eriri.

smell……

Well, it's ok.

"Yes, there is progress."

She expressed her comment, and Ying Lili was also relieved to hear it.

She didn't know what "green" meant before, but Bayi taught her a lot of unknown knowledge.

"Hah..."

Taking deep breaths to ease her emotions, Ying Lili became even more nervous. After pushing the spinach soup beside her, she cautiously opened her mouth and said, "If, I mean if!"

"what if?"

Said Baihe in her heart, "It really is so", took a sip of the soup with a spoon.

"Will you be very angry if Dad secretly returns to China without telling you?"

Ying Lili, who finished speaking in one breath, stared at her face closely, fearing to miss any micro-expression with information.

"No, no."

Sayuri Sawamura, who spoke firmly, also looked calm, as if she was not affected by what she said at all.

I was still thinking before, what made my daughter so hesitant, it turned out to be related to her.

Ying Lili, who didn't know that she had been exposed: "Really?"

"real."

Sayuri Sawamura took a breath, and continued under her half-believing eyes: "One shouldn't fall down on the same person twice."

Don't wait, you won't get hurt.

Ying Lili scratched her face: "..."

She knew that the person her mother just said was not herself, but what was the subtle feeling of being blamed?

Delusion?

She didn't fall twice on anyone.

"Yinglili, I hope you can understand one thing."

"what?"

"Reality is not fiction. No one will wait for someone for seven or eight years."

Sayuri Sawamura, who put down the spoon, said in a solemn tone: "The broken relationship is not reunited just by saying reunion."

She gave that person a chance, but he didn't grasp it. The "not angry" just said was not a lie to Ying Lili.

When you like someone, every word and action of the other person will affect you.

When you don't like it, to be honest, you don't feel much.

Whether it is on the Internet or in reality, you can often hear and see such persuasion, "Which man doesn't cheat outside. As long as he loves you, it's fine to turn a blind eye." Or "Even for your children, you can't be impulsive, just make do with it..."

But she didn't want to, and she wouldn't listen to such persuasion.

"..."

Inri was silent.

Although some words were not clearly stated, she guessed what her mother wanted to express.

The Yinglili was sunk again.

Looking for an excuse to escape from the scene, she threw herself into the big soft bed after taking a shower.

Because she unilaterally terminated the relationship with Hibari Miyazaki, she couldn't tell him even if she had something on her mind.

Ding-dong-

Just the second after this idea was born, the mobile phone that was at hand rang.

Lying on her stomach, she picked it up and took a look, then threw it out like a hot hand.

The message was sent by Hibari Miyazaki via LINE, asking her why she hasn’t been online recently, and moreover... If you encounter something, you can tell him, maybe there is something he can help, after all, he has suffered a lot her help.

"How could it be possible to tell you?"